In the end, he couldn't control the desire in his heart, turned his face away, slapped himself twice, and gave himself two punches!

He told himself, just be selfish for once.

It's him who is sorry for Cheng Zhao'er, if he can come back, it would be the best, he will definitely be more heartfelt and good to her! If not, then you can only report it in the next life.

Although he is ready to die, but who really wants to die, he is still so young, he has no son, and he still has beautiful relatives waiting for him at home, how can he be willing to die like this.

These days, the crazy training is just to earn a chance for yourself!

He only hated that he had too little time to make himself stronger!

He knew that no matter how much he thought, he couldn't hide his despicable thoughts, and he didn't want to hide his despicability. Since he was a child, he didn't get everything he longed for, and he longed for his mother's care the most, and as a result, he completely lost it. He also longed for his father's father's love, but he didn't have it at all, he longed for a stable life, and as a result, he was forced to go on the expedition, everything, he always passed by these things, he never got it.

Now, he longs for a home! There are his children and a wife who loves him in this family, and he found the end of this dream in Cheng Zhaoer, so he wants to seize this time.

Even if she will regret it later...... Even if he goes to eighteen layers of hell in the future......

It's just that he has been selfish once, but he can't and will never allow himself to hurt her a second time, except for the one in Changshun City, the two are together. He couldn't stand being seduced by her, and he couldn't come out in time.

Since he got married, he has become more cautious, the two of them were turned over at night, he didn't dare to be in her, every time it came to the last moment, he endured it, and finally released outside. I'm afraid that if she is really pregnant with a child, when the time comes, he will not be there. That would really hurt her.

She seemed to be sentient. Tired of him, sticking to him, I almost said that I would leave her a child. Only this time he hardened his heart. No matter what, he couldn't say yes to her.

She knew she couldn't convince him no matter what. Wu Zi was angry for a moment. It's just that in the end, I was reluctant to waste the time the two of them were together, and leaned over again.

Of course, he also wants to have a son, and what man doesn't want to have a son. Don't want to pass on the lineage? It's just that he knows that he can't now. So he wants to come back, and only when he comes back, can he let his Zhao'er live a good life and give birth to a son!

He knew that this expedition was a very dangerous thing, and he had to arrange everything at home so that he could go to the battlefield with peace of mind!

He didn't dare to tell others about these things, but he had to entrust Cheng Zhao'er and Yuanyuan to him, so that he could rest assured! Therefore, he told Cheng Rongrui about it.

When the three dynasties returned to the door, Cheng Zhaoer saw a warm and joyful heart, only Geng Yiyuan knew that he had explained everything that should be explained.

The moment Cheng Rongrui heard this, his eyes turned red, and he punched him hard when he pounced, asking him why he hurt Cheng Zhaoer so much. He was silent, such a hidden private matter and inner monologue, even the best brothers, could not know!

He closed his eyes and waited for Cheng Rongrui's second and third punches...... He hoped that Cheng Rongrui would continue to fight, because only by continuing to fight could he feel better.

It's just that in the end, Cheng Rongrui didn't drop the second punch, probably Cheng Rongrui also knew in his heart that it was useless to beat him, the overall situation had been decided, and he had no power to return to the sky.

Cheng Rongrui didn't speak again, and turned around and left.

He stood silently for a while, but didn't catch up! He knew that Cheng Rongrui would arrange it. Cheng Rongrui is his best brother, Cheng Zhaoer's brother, Yuanyuan's uncle, he believes that Cheng Rongrui will be able to arrange Cheng Zhaoer and Yuanyuan properly.

Thinking of this, Geng Yiyuan didn't show anything on his face, as if he was just going out for a long time, and chattered like an ordinary homely thing: "Eat on time at home, don't forget everything when you get busy, your body is the most important." I remember that you had a stomach upset last time, so you should pay more attention! ”

Seeing that Cheng Zhao'er didn't react, he hugged Cheng Zhao'er a little tighter and said, "Wait for your man and me to come back, so that you can live a good life!" ”

These words made Cheng Zhao'er smile slightly, and the atmosphere that had just been stagnant suddenly loosened a little!

Cheng Zhao'er didn't know anything about those things, and she didn't know the danger of this expedition, but how could she not worry about the cruelty, bloodshed and pain that the war brought to people.

Geng Yiyuan said that she was leaving tomorrow, her heart suddenly chuckled, she wanted to jump up and shout to Geng Yiyuan: Don't go.

However, she knew that she couldn't, even if she called, it would be useless, and she could only trouble Geng Yiyuan.

She closed her eyes, suppressed the emotions in her heart, and eased her nerves before she said in a calm tone: "Let's go, I don't want you to make contributions, and I don't want you to return to your hometown, you just need to promise me one thing, that is, come back safely!" ”

Holding Geng Yiyuan's waist tightly with his hand, Cheng Zhao'er raised his eyes and stared at Geng Yiyuan's eyes, and continued: "Our life is so good, I am already very satisfied, as long as you can come back!" ”

I said two or three times in one go, "As long as you can come back". The voice seemed calm, but how could Geng Yiyuan not know her panic and fear?

He grabbed her arm tightly, covered her bright eyes with one hand, and pulled her into his arms and imprisoned her firmly, like a drowning man grasping at the last straw!

Cheng Zhaoer did not refuse, and the obedient homeopathy clinged to the past, and there was no longer a trace of space.

Geng Yiyuan closed his eyes, and it took a long time before he said firmly: "Don't worry! ”

On the second day, Cheng Zhaoer sorted out Geng Yiyuan's clothes and luggage, and when everything was ready, he and Geng Yiyuan hired an ox cart to go back to Heping Village. In the evening, Cheng Zhaoer was ready to send Geng Yiyuan away. As he walked, he advised: "Ah Yuan, you go back first, I have prepared everything for you in the past few days and sent it to Changshun City!" ”

She knew that Geng Yiyuan still had to train, and she didn't dare to disturb him at this time, so she only said that she wanted to send things to him, but she didn't want to disturb his training too much.

This time he came back to get married, he hasn't trained for the past few days, and he must have wasted too much time.

She is going to live in Changshun City, and it is always good to boil him some tonic or something every day.

Thinking about it like this, Cheng Zhaoer's mood suddenly calmed down a lot! Now that she has not set out on the expedition, she always wants to prepare things for Geng Yiyuan carefully, carefully and carefully, lest she be a little dissatisfied, and when he leaves, she will be out of reach.

Now it's good, there is still time, she can think about it more. (To be continued.) )

PS: Before 12 o'clock at noon on the third watch~