How many people are quiet on the outside but cheerful on the inside? I was the same person when I first came to my new home, but people change over time, and I became more and more cheerful, willing to communicate with others, and found a sense of presence in the class. So don't be deceived by people's first feelings, often it's all shells.

Since that karaoke incident, I have become a campus messenger.

"You haven't had breakfast in the summer, have you? This milk is for you, hurry up and drink it, it's still hot! ”

"Summer, is it your duty today? I'll help you! ”

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Almost every morning, there are classmates who enthusiastically greet me, at first one or two, then a group, Xia Feng is the person of the year in the school, and I am Xia Feng's sister This matter is like the fragrance of flowers blown away by the wind, blown in every corner of the school, so then it expanded to the whole school students know me.

I remember the first time I brought those big and small gifts home, my mother thought it was from the boys in our class who chased me, and she was happy and angry. Happy because she felt that I was not inferior because I was a student from the countryside, and no longer closed my heart and did not communicate with anyone, and she was angry because she was afraid that I would delay my study by playing with some indiscreet people, because not everyone is Xia Feng, he is playful but his grades are still excellent, and he is so good that he is about to be escorted by the school. I told my mother that these gifts were not mine, but that the girl in my class who liked the summer breeze asked me to pass them on to him, and my mother breathed a sigh of relief. When Xia Feng came home and I handed him the gift, he thought it was me who gave it to him, and said to me, "Ouch, it's not my birthday today, what kind of gift do you give?" I smiled slightly, "You misunderstood, these were not sent to you by me, they were sent to you by our classmates..." He immediately put away the bright smile that was still on his face, "In the future, if there are these things, you will refuse or throw them away, and you are not too heavy to carry so many things home!" "Actually, it's really heavy, it only takes less than fifteen minutes to get home from school, and that day I took nearly half an hour, because there were too many gifts in my hand to hold, all the way to the drop, I also picked it all the way, and I arrived home in a very embarrassed posture. Later, when the girls in the class asked me to convey any gifts, I refused, I didn't say that Xia Feng wouldn't let me, because I was afraid of hurting their hearts, but said to them euphemistically: "It's too heavy, I don't have a car, it's not easy to take", so they all changed to let me transfer the letter, and I couldn't find a suitable reason to refuse to accept the letter, so I handed it over to the girls in the class under the pressure of being said by Xia Feng, of course, he saw it or threw it away, I naturally don't know.

About Xiang Chen, he really has nothing to do with him, although he knows me because of Xia Feng, and sometimes he smiles at me when he meets me in the corridor of the school, of course, the number of encounters is only a handful, so little that I forget whether it is a dream or reality. It's just that I often hear Li Na tell other female classmates about him, such as what clothes he wore today, which girl he talked to, what school he might be admitted to, etc., whenever this time I am always very excited to join their discussions, because I am not familiar with him, so I will ask a lot of questions about him every time, just like the little flower seedlings that have just drilled into the soil greedily absorb the sunshine and rain, absorbing bits and pieces about him everywhere, Even sometimes when some announcements about the list of high school seniors were posted on the school bulletin board, I would pretend to stand there and read the words, search row by row with my eyes and finally find those two words, and then, blushing and heartbeating. Li Na and the others were always very enthusiastic to help me answer my questions about Xiang Chen, but they never wondered about my special concern for him, and seemed to only list me as a member of Xiang Chen's fan group. The difference is that I recorded all the bits and pieces about Xiang Chen and all the accidental and non-accidental encounters in my diary under the lamp at night. It gradually became a habit for me to search for that familiar figure in every corner of the school, and I learned more and more about him.

He likes to wear black, white and gray clothes, which looks clean and handsome, and even on days when he has to wear a school uniform, he always rolls up his sleeves and wears the school uniform better than others. Because he is very tall, he always talks to people with his head slightly down, sometimes showing a little teasing smile, and sometimes frowning slightly and becoming serious.

He is very popular at school, and his teachers and classmates like him very much, so no matter where he goes, there are people hooking up and shouldering him everywhere. He only likes to drink mineral water and does not like carbonated drinks. He plays basketball very well, it is said that he has participated in many municipal and provincial basketball competitions, his academic performance is very good, so he is in charge of large and small activities, you can also see his busy figure from these activities, of course, this is just once, now it is the third year of high school, heavy schoolwork, he had to take the initiative to step down from some responsible activities, in order to get more time to study, he is also about to be escorted by the school like Xia Feng, but he refused, he just wanted to stay in the country, Xiang Chen has also been intercepted by some bold girls countless times to confess in the corridor or on the playground, and receiving love letters is even more commonplace, he is different from Xia Feng, he has never refused to accept gifts and letters from others, and always gently says "Thank you!" "He's like a prince. Although he is very popular, he has never had a trace of scandal with any girl at school.

The heart beat so fast that I stumbled and ran blindly towards the fire with instinct. There is no time to think about the results and the purpose, and each day is now enough to rejoice and suffer.

In the second year of high school that year, I would be so happy that I was smiling in my dreams because I got Xiang Chen's bit by bit, and it seemed that I was one step closer to Xiang Chen standing on a high place, and from winter to summer I would look at me inadvertently because of Xiang Chen, or see his smile, although it was not smiling at me, and the heartbeat was like a dance party, all kinds of footsteps came chaotically, and my seventeen-year-old heart was itchy and panicked. Although I have an older brother who is a good brother to Xiang Chen, I never dared to mention Xiang Chen in front of Xia Feng, because I was afraid that they would know my intentions, so that we would all be embarrassed.

But at that time, I really thought that like them, like hundreds of girls in the school, I would always look up like this, and then after Xiang Chen graduated, I would pass on this name to the next class of students, until the name became a campus myth.