Chapter 184: The Beginning
Su Xiaoxiao knew that Ruo'er didn't like to see her brother appear here, but now that she was delicate and expensive, she couldn't be late, so Su Xiaoxiao was worried that her emotions would fluctuate.
"Brother, if Ruo'er has a child, I have to make good arrangements for her and the child, and I won't leave you here to eat."
While she told him the good news, she also meant to send him off.
When Su Ruiwen heard this, his cold eyes also looked at An Ruo'er's stomach.
He has always treated her like that for Zhen'er, but he didn't expect her to be Xinsu's daughter.
At this point, he didn't want to blame fate, everything was his own fault.
"I know, let her take care of the baby." He stood up.
"Wait a minute."
An Ruo'er stopped him. Bai Yujie, who was sitting next to her, was a little worried that she would make an uncontrollable move. He remembered that in Su Yuan, she had declared war for her aunt and uncle, and now that the person she wanted to defend was her mother, she would be even more full of firepower.
In addition to the disdainful coldness of An Ruo'er's eyes when she looked at Jiang Zhen'er, she was calm when she looked at Su Ruiwen.
"Now that we've come, it's better to take this opportunity to say something. I don't want to affect my mother's mood because of someone who suddenly appeared. She confessed.
When Su Ruiwen heard this, his eyes looked at Qiao Xinsu again.
Qiao Xinsu also looked at him, and finally said to him: "I originally said that I never want to see you again in my life, and I will not say a word to you again." But in retrospect, when I said that. Still too young, young and vigorous.
All along, in order to avoid your lifeβ" She looked at her husband beside her before continuing, "Enan has always indulged my waywardness. When I knew that I was going to be a grandmother, I realized that I was too obsessed with those grievances and grievances in the past.
Reven, you put it down too, don't take it to heart anymore. I don't regret loving you, and I don't regret letting you go. β
These words were not unfamiliar to his ears. Just because of how many times in the dream. He's rehearsed it again and again. And after waking up from the dream, he really fell into the abyss of more pain - because he was awake, he knew the fact that she was dead, and knew that she would never have the opportunity to denounce him for his failure in person. It is no longer possible to forgive him as she said in the dream.
I thought it would be one day. He could also hear her say it with his own ears. It must be as painful as in a dream. But the truth is that even he feels relieved.
Is it because he has been carrying this relationship for too long?
He felt that his love and hate were not as clear as they used to be.
It seemed like overnight, and it was twilight, to everything around it. All the senses are no longer so acute.
In his old personality, he would never forgive anyone who had deceived him again, but when the maid told him that Jane was kneeling in the rain and fainted, he still went to see her with an umbrella.
He forgave Zhen'er.
If you learn to forgive, you will learn to let go.
If someone had told him that he would be the way he is, he wouldn't have believed it.
Who made his cold heart hard, and it was also torn out of a gap.
He nodded. Without saying a word, he turned and walked out.
What exactly did he mean, An Ruoer couldn't quite understand. Do you agree with your mother's words, are you willing to let go of the past, or are you ...... Looking at his back as he walked out, she felt a little pitiful.
It's not that he didn't wait for his mother to be pitiful, but he thought that there would never be a woman who would stay with him silently like Qianxue's mother.
Su Ruiwen sat in the car, and the driver asked, "Master, are you going home?" β
He nodded, and closed his eyes tiredly.
The car drove out of the white house. He never thought of turning back, but Jiang Qianxue's appearance appeared in his mind.
At the age of sixteen, he saw her for the first time, she was wearing the uniform of a high school, passed by him, and asked, "Sir, are you waiting for someone here?" β
He looked up and saw a little girl who looked a little like Xinsu, and his eyes focused on her.
"If you have to wait, don't mind if I set up a stall here?"
She set aside the large easel she was carrying.
Soon, students from nearby schools passed by. A boy came up and put twenty dollars in the small iron box beside her.
"Jiang Qianxue, paint me a picture."
She picked up the pen and was about to sketch on the drawing paper, but another boy came over coolly and said, "Jiang Qianxue, two hundred yuan, I want to paint a picture for you." β
She hesitated for a moment, then finally took the two hundred pieces from the boy's hand and returned the twenty pieces in the tin box to the first boy.
"I'm sorry, I'll help you draw it next time."
The boy smiled and said, "It's okay. β
She asked the cool boy, "How am I going to pose?" β
"Whatever you want." The boy said, really buried his head and began to draw.
He didn't just pretend to be cool, he really could draw, and he quickly finished painting and put it away satisfied.
"I'll paint it again when I get back."
All this happened in front of him, and he had been watching from the sidelines, watching her begin to pack up her easel and prepare to leave.
"Do you need money?"
"If you want to marry me, you can make an offer."
Jiang Qianxue.
Lately, he had been reminiscing about her every day, but he had never dreamed of her once every night after she was gone.
He wanted to dream of her again, and he wanted to dream of her asking him if he was waiting for someone.
The most beautiful moment of his life happened at that time. And he, until now, did not find out.
What did Xinsu tell him? His mind was confused for a moment, and he finally remembered what had just happened.
I don't regret loving you, and I don't regret letting you go.
Yes, that's it. For so many years, he has been thinking about her in his heart, just worrying that she can get a happy ending.
After Su Ruiwen left, the atmosphere in the living room froze slightly, and was broken by Jiang Zhen'er's series of coughs.
"Quick, bring the medicine to the young lady to drink." Su Xiaoxiao saw that she was coughing badly, and hurriedly said, and asked her to sit down and rest.
"Mom, I'd better go back to my room and rest." Jiang Zhen'er coughed and said with a reluctant smile. "Sister-in-law just came back, you can talk more, don't worry about me."
Bai Yujie said to her softly: "You go back to the room to rest first, and my brother will come over in a while." β
"No need, my sister-in-law is pregnant, so I'd better accompany my sister-in-law more."
Su Xiaoxiao was afraid that Xinsu and them would misunderstand, and after the maid took Jiang Zhen'er out, she was about to explain.
"Ahh
An Ruo'er suddenly covered her stomach with her hands in pain and screamed.
"What's wrong?" Bai Yujie was beside her, and every nerve in her body was touched by her scream, blurting out and asking, but she didn't know where to put her hand.
A bunch of people in the living room immediately gathered around her.
"Is it a tire gas?"
"Ruo'er, are you alright?" (To be continued.) )