182 How to deal with it?
PS: The environment in which this book was written is relatively difficult, and it is located in a small rural area. A friend supports borrowing a laptop, there is no network at home, and every time I finish writing, I use the neighbor's computer to upload it. These days, the network is unstable and intermittent. When I uploaded it yesterday, I waited for a few hours to come to the net, and there were some errors, which caused trouble to everyone, please understand! Thank you all for your support!
Ou Chunhua hurriedly pointed at Zhang Yang and Zhang Chen and said, "They are back!" Only then did Zhou Congxiang see Zhang Xiaoqiang and his party of four.
She rubbed her eyes, she couldn't believe that the person in front of her turned out to be her granddaughter Zhang Xiaoqiang, the granddaughter she had been planning to sell. It's just that the sky is not as expected, and she actually married the son of the old Li family.
It's only been more than half a year, and it has appeared so glamorously in this small courtyard.
Li Aobai politely saluted: "Grandma, I brought Qiang'er back to see you!" ”
Zhang Yang took Zhang Chen's hand and hid backwards, refusing to come forward.
Zhang Xiaoqiang called Zhang Yang: "Yangwa, bring Chenwa over, let grandma see the two of you!" ”
Zhou Congxiang's stiff facial expression was forcibly distorted, she saw the appearance of these two grandsons with red lips and white teeth, where could she tell that they were the boys who used to live here and begged for their lives? The two tattered little babies, children with small wounds on their faces all year round, actually dressed up so eye-catching.
She was very surprised, she thought that the two children were lost, and she didn't mean to look for them to find them, but now, she saw the two children come back alive.
Zhang Yang and Zhang Chen looked at this so-called grandmother and this aunt expressionlessly.
Zhang Laoshi also returned. As soon as he walked through the door, he coughed, trying to find a way out of the deadlock. This old thing is not a good bird. In the affairs of the family, he has always stretched out his hand when there is a benefit, and hid or acquiesced if there was no benefit, just like this dead old woman, he doesn't see the devil and doesn't hang the strings.
He looked at Qiang Woman, Li Aobai, Zhang Yang, and Zhang Chen, but he didn't expect people to live so well and dress so well. Envy, jealousy, and hatred suddenly came to my heart.
"I said Qiang girl, you're good now, what's wrong with coming back. What are you doing standing in the yard, walking, sitting in the house. Zhang honestly said with a treacherous face.
Li Aobai handed over a box of paper cigarettes and saluted: "Master!" ”
Zhang honestly coughed. Took the paper cigarette. Fit it in the top pocket of the blue cloth garment and pat it a few times. With his hands behind his back, he took the lead into the house, and sat on the kang by himself, cross-legged.
Zhou Congxiang followed closely into the house and also went to the kang.
Zhang Xiaoqiang pulled Zhang Yang, and Li Aobai led Zhang Chen into the house together. Ou Chunhua didn't go in. Turned around and went into the kitchen.
The news that the four of them had returned together spread in the village. Du Zhang Yang and Zhang Chen were fortunate to be able to come back safely. Injustice for the child's suffering.
At this time, Zhang Yongan, who was working in the brigade headquarters, heard the news and pulled up Zhang Yongchang, who was working together, and ran all the way home.
Zhang Yongchang stopped at the door and didn't move, Zhang Yongan asked, "Brother, what's wrong with you?" Don't you miss your son very much? ”
Zhang Yongchang shook his head and said, "I don't have the face to see them, they will hate me to death." ”
Zhang Yongan pulled him up and walked into the house.
As soon as he entered the house, Zhang Yongan hugged Zhang Chen and said, "Let Uncle take a good look, I have been dreaming of you two for most of the past half a year, and Uncle misses you!" ”
Zhang Chen looked at the little uncle with tears in his eyes and hugged the little uncle's neck.
Zhang Yang shouted: "Uncle Yong'an." ”
Zhang Yongan said: "Since you left, the person who is most worried about you is your father, look at him, he has a white head overnight!" ”
At this time, Zhang Xiaoqiang saw her father at the door, who looked like a forty-five-year-old middle-aged man, simply an old man in his seventies with a backpack.
His hair was all white, his face was dirty, and he had no energy at all.
Although he is not worthy of being a father and has no ability to protect his children, the moment Zhang Xiaoqiang saw his father, all kinds of sorrow in his heart suddenly surged up.
"Dad!!" This sound woke Zhang Yongchang up, and he looked at his daughter, son-in-law, and son, who should have been a happy family. The son's eyes were full of resentment, and he didn't blame his son, because his son could come back safely, even if he was allowed to exchange his life.
For most of the year, he has been immersed in self-blame and remorse, and his children have left one after another, and his spirit has been severely damaged, and he has fallen into a state of pain and inextricability.
As soon as Zhang Yang and Zhang Chen saw him, it was like seeing a stranger.
Li Aobai asked Zhang Yang and Zhang Chen to call Dad, but the two brothers just didn't speak, like mutes.
Zhang Yongchang was just saying: "It's good to come back, it's good to come back!" He kept wiping his eyes with his dirty sleeves, he wanted to reach out and hug his son, but he couldn't.
Zhang Xiaoqiang said to her father: "Dad, look, the padded jacket that Aobai bought for you. He shook out a brand-new padded jacket from his bag and handed it to his father. Father's rough hands rubbed the dress, and his mouth choked and couldn't speak.
Once, Zhang Xiaoqiang thought that she would question them when she went back, and once thought that as soon as she entered the door, she would go to Widow Wang and Ou Chunhua to settle accounts. When it came to these enemies, she didn't.
Zhou Congxiang was still looking into her bag, she was just thinking, why didn't she buy her anything?
There was also a pair of shoes for Zhang Yongan in the bag, and he happily tried them on, just right.
And then there's nothing in it. Zhang Xiaoqiang just didn't buy it for Zhang Laoshi's family, and it was just deliberate.
Zhang Yongchang just looked at his son, how he wished the child could scream: "Dad! Then let him hug them again. Especially Zhang Chen, he owes too much, this youngest son is Wu Lan who took his life in exchange, this eldest is the same as his wife.
He doesn't feel anything when his son is bouncing around all day in front of his eyes. When the child was injured again and again, beaten again and again, and even sold, he did not protect it. When his son was beaten, he heard that it was because he was naughty, and that the child was about to be sent away, and he thought that it would be better for the child to have a better way to live at home than to suffer.
As a father, he doesn't want to feed his children with his own hands, and puts his children's fate at the mercy of others. It's just like a puppet to live like a puppet, and even children don't want to take responsibility.
The two children ran away, and when he came to his senses, he could only beat that Wang Daling violently and vent all his grievances. Then he went to the grave, looked for his wife, and prepared to pay for his sins with death.
Thanks to his brother's truth, he survived. Waiting for the moment when the child returns, or he is dead, how can he have the face to see Wu Lan.
Zhang Xiaoqiang squatted down, walked up to Zhang Chen and said, "Chenwa, go and ask Dad to take a look!" ”
Zhang Chen walked out of Uncle Yong'an's arms and walked silently towards his father.
Zhang Yongchang couldn't control himself anymore, and sat down on the ground all of a sudden, hugged his little son tightly, and cried into tears.
Zhang Yang also passed, hugging his father's body, and the three of them cried together. (To be continued.) )