Chapter 39: Waiting for Death
"And!" I stood there and thought for a second, but finally plucked up the courage and said, "I don't want to be treated so fast!" There's no excuse to look for you when you get out......"
"No, don't worry," Dr. Ma said, coming over to touch my head again.
I shook him off: "Just don't, the formal treatment should start from the day after tomorrow, I heard others say that hypnosis will see my former self, I have to be mentally prepared."
He was obviously stunned for a moment, his brow furrowed slightly, and he kept staring into my eyes, did he find anything? Does he know I want to stall? I didn't know how to show a sense of composure, so I immediately said, "Promise me, give me some time, and I'll want to maintain this doctor-patient relationship with you!" It's a beautiful feeling...... "I bowed my head slightly, leaning against his chest, and could hear the sound of his heart beating in his chest, if all this was not hypocritical, how nice......
"Okay, I'll come to you the day after tomorrow, you have a good rest these days, I still have surgery to do, so let's go first", he kissed me on the forehead again and said, "See you the day after tomorrow".
I waved to him in the hallway, and when I saw him talking in my ear with the two policemen before entering the elevator, the policeman nodded mechanically and turned into the elevator.
The moment the elevator door closed, I finally breathed a sigh of relief, feeling like my whole body was going to collapse to the ground, and the tense nerves in my whole body could finally relax. Very good! The "door god" finally stopped following me, and although I still couldn't leave this level, it was much better than before!
And also! I finally don't have to go with him today! But I have promised the day after tomorrow, and when it comes to the day after tomorrow, I don't think I will have any reason to refuse again, so, in these few days, I must think of a way to get out of here!
However, as a college student who is helpless and even ignores my parents, what strength can I have to compete with Dr. Ma......
When I returned to my room, I remembered that there was another part of this room that existed on its own. Just the hair in my heart, what about Wan Boyi? How did he disappear under my nose for no apparent reason? Maybe I could ask him how he managed to get out of this! But...... Where is he? When I saw him just now, it was like a dream. It's real, but it doesn't exist.
Damn it! I don't even know the phone number! Do you want me to die in vain? In fact, what is more terrible than death is that I don't know what terrible things will happen.
Can I just wait here to die now?
What to do! What to do!
That's right! Doesn't grandma have Wan Boyi's phone number! Didn't the note she gave me last time full of numbers in my schoolbag written by my grandmother herself! I'm going to ask Grandma! She must know! And Wan Boyi will definitely have a way! Regardless of whether he is a negative man or not, get me out first, I'm sure Shanshan will understand!
But how am I going to get out? Can't go downstairs at all!
I staggered out of the room again. Although no one was following me, it did not increase my freedom in the slightest.
Now the nurses bring me the meals, and I can't leave this floor at all, I don't know how many days like this will last, because the mentally ill kill people, so do I need to be cared for like this.
It was getting dark, and another day passed, which meant that I was a little closer to death, and I had to pace back and forth in the hallway. It seems that the people here don't look at me in surprise, and also, aren't all people here with brain problems! Any abnormal behavior is normal.
Even the nurse trainee doesn't care about me anymore, she should know that my time is coming, right? Maybe you're having fun there!
I swung to the nurse's desk again, and at the turn I could still see two policemen standing there, and they wouldn't ask me what happened here, as long as there was no harm to anyone, but as soon as I approached the elevator or stairs, they would stop me.
"Hehe, a psychopath. How could Dr. Ma like this kind of person", muttered to the nurse in the nurse's desk while bowing her head and playing with her mobile phone.
In fact, I have long seen that he likes Dr. Ma, just to please Dr. Ma. Just get me here? In fact, the last person who wants me to be here should be her! Doesn't she want me to fly away and never see Dr. Ma again in this life?
"Or you let me go, Dr. Ma may forget about me in a few days and be with you!" I hesitated, walked over to the nurse's desk, and said carefully.
There was an immediate sparkle in her eyes. But then it dimmed, his eyes twitched at me, and he said weakly: "How is it possible, I want to let you out, but you can't get out, besides, as long as Dr. Ma is happy, I will fully support him."
"Didn't you say that I can't survive and die? Hahahaha, who has a brain problem", anyway, I can't escape, but I'm relaxed, what will happen, it should be my destiny to bear, I can't hide, I leaned over the bar, and said to the trainee nurse inside: "Still want me to go to prison?" You idiot, I'm psychotic! It's not illegal to kill! To tell you, I don't want to go out yet, Dr. Ma said that he would marry me as soon as I graduated! Why should I go out, there is good food and drink here, and I can see Dr. Ma every day, I won't go out if you tell me to go out! ”
"You!" She suddenly stood up from the nurse's table, holding her breath and glaring at me.
"What am I, I!" I immediately interrupted him: "I actually know everything about you, Dr. Ma told me, but I won't blame you, because I can only kill people without breaking the law if I am a nervous disorder, and I can meet Dr. Ma, and I want to thank you!" ”
"I killed you!" She roared under her voice like an angry lion.
"You dare?" I raised an eyebrow and smiled at her, "You killed me?" Not only the law wants to kill you, but even Doctor Ma wants to kill you! I'm going to his office the day after tomorrow, and I'm excited to think about it, and I don't know what's going to happen, hehe."
After saying that, I deliberately whistled and turned to leave, I felt the anger and helplessness that came from the nurse behind my back, but I was helpless, even if she really agreed to let me go, what if I could deal with the police at the door? What if I could level off the police? So what? I can't get out at all, and I'm in prison everywhere I go! I'm still here for the "other part"!
If...... I really went out and found Wan Boyi, will he really have a way to save me......
The sky was completely dark, I stood at the door of the room in a daze, the room was pitch black, and the corridor was dim with a few corridor lights, flickering and dim, I really didn't want to stay in this place anymore! Why is Grandma still reluctant to go home? Hey, I really want to see my grandmother......
Hey? Why is there a room at the end of the hallway with a bright light? The lights in the room are brighter than those in the hallway, but every night the hallway is dim, because the doors of each room are tightly closed, that ...... Is the door open in the front room at the moment?
Odd! The people who live here, it seems like I'm the only one, will open the door and walk around at night, oh yes, there's also a weirdo who likes to eavesdrop on my door in the middle of the night, hey! Don't think about him! The thought of him was full of goosebumps, and inexplicable fear crept through my skin. Yes, except for him and me, I never saw a room with the door open at night......
Whose room is that? Why leave the doors open? I felt threatened from a distance, and I didn't dare to approach, but my curiosity grew stronger, and I walked forward step by step, whose room was it? What is that guy doing?
Thinking that I don't know what I will face the day after tomorrow, but I am still caring about such a thing at the moment, I smiled bitterly, in fact, it's nothing, the big deal is death, what's terrible, death, it's a hundred, all the love, hatred, hatred, grievances and grievances have turned into a wisp of green smoke and disappeared, in fact, the dead will not have any pain, and it is those who are alive who are left to suffer, but ...... For me, it doesn't make much sense......
If I died, my parents wouldn't be so sad, and my grandmother was a mentally ill person, maybe she would laugh when she heard the news of my death, and neither would Dr. Ma, Wan Boyi is not qualified to be sad, and it should be said that it is left to the living to be painful...... Maybe it's my friend, Yan'er? Shanshan? Sissi? Maybe the three of them are the only ones in the world who will grieve my death......
Hehe, it's really not a big deal, I can't sleep anyway, I'm waiting here to die anyway, it's better to go over and take a look.
Outside the bright light that spilled out of the house, there was a small shadow at the door, something should have been placed at the door, and a shadow was dragged outside, looking at the shape...... A bit like a vase?
I walked to the end of the corridor step by step, knowing that the mystery was being revealed little by little, a little scared, but more curious, who lived there? Why did the third watch open the door in the middle of the night and put something like a vase in the door? The world of the mentally ill is difficult to understand, especially sometimes it can seem a little weird, people are afraid of the mentally ill, on the one hand, they kill people and do not break the law, on the other hand, everyone may think that this special group can feel a certain magnetic field that normal people cannot feel.
I held my breath, little by little, approaching there, why was the whole corridor so quiet, including the mysterious room, and it was surprisingly quiet, what was the patient doing in it? Why did he turn on the light, open the door, and put something in the door, but he was silent? What would he be doing in there at the moment? Waiting for someone? Hiding in a corner of the room waiting for someone? Waiting for whom? Waiting for someone to be attracted by that dark shadow?
It seems that in the dark, the door is opened for me, I know that there may be danger inside, but I can't control my approaching steps, maybe I don't have to wait until the day after tomorrow, I will die tonight, but it is like my mission, I am getting closer and closer...... (To be continued.) )