Sick, very serious.

A few days ago, I finished a chapter, and I couldn't get up from the bed.

At first, I thought it was just a small problem, but I didn't expect it to be very serious, well, at least to recuperate for a while.

To be honest, in the past few years of writing books, the biggest feeling that Feng Shao has brought is one word, tired.

Every day, I think about what kind of plots parents like to watch, and then I have to sort out these plots and write them.

Maybe the parents feel that it's just 3,000 words, and it's only 6,000 words a day.

Presumably everyone has written essays, 600 word essays, 800 word essays, how difficult it is to hold back a thousand words.

As an online writer, I have to hold 6,000 words a day, or even 10,000 words, which is difficult to imagine.

Sometimes everyone reads it coolly, but they don't know that the author has to make such a few cents of hard work behind the scenes.

There is indeed a high income among the group of online writers, but Feng Shao is just a codeword worker who works hard every day.

That's right, it's the coder

In the eyes of many people, online writers want to be very relaxed and comfortable, write a few words casually, earn tens of thousands of dollars a month, write a book at will, and the copyright is a big sale.

But in reality?

This TM is the power of the great god.,There's less wind.,It's just a code word dog.。

I don't expect the copyright to sell well, nor do I expect to become a god one day.

All I earn is a few hard-earned dollars.

However, now Feng Shao gradually found that his body could not bear it.

Counting the pen name Feng Shaoyu, I have been writing web novels for nine years so far.

Nine years, all the hard work and energy are put on the online text, it can be said that I have almost witnessed the development of the online text and today's prosperity, however, all this has nothing to do with me, I am still just a code word dog.

Because of long-term sedentary conditions, Feng Shao's body inevitably has many problems that young people should not have, and secondly, it is still mental, after a long time, Feng Shao gradually appeared to have the urge to smash the computer.

When coding words, this impulse, irritability, and anxiety often appear.

I haven't checked my mental state, but Feng Shao feels that he is suffering from anxiety to a certain extent.

What's especially terrifying is that Feng Shao found that writing books has become everything he has, everything in his life, even when he goes out with his girlfriend, his head is full of plots.

I really feel like I'm going crazy.

The writer's communication circle is very narrow and narrow, often the vast majority of them are met on the Internet, in reality, often do not see each other, the life of less wind is even more monotonous to the extreme, wake up every day, get up, code words, and then, conceive the plot, eat lunch, continue to code words, conceive the plot, eat dinner, sleep.

If it's a bit unexpected, it's to go out shopping with your girlfriend, eat, and then continue to come back to code, and there is always a big stone in your heart that is pressing, blocked, and not happy to do anything.

It seems that the trajectory of his life is like this, there are no friends, it can be said that most of his friends are at the ends of the earth, and they can even go a whole day without saying a word.

It seems that I don't have all the life that young people should have, and before I know it, Feng Shao feels that he is already old.

Secondly, there is another point that Feng Shao can hardly see that he has any room to rise, and it feels like all the upward channels have been blocked.

If you can't go up, you may fall down at any time, stuck in the middle, and you won't be alive.

I remember when I first stepped into the online literature world, I watched Liu. Under. Hui once said that it seems to be so, if he has a son, he is absolutely not allowed to write online articles, and if he has a daughter, she is absolutely not allowed to marry someone who writes online articles.

I didn't understand it back then, but now I feel that I have something to do with it.

This kind of life is definitely not the life that Feng Shao likes, maybe, after writing this book, Feng Shao will quit the online literature world, maybe, I will continue to write books, but, I don't know what kind of mentality I will continue to write books with.

My head is still hurting and I need to rest for a while, please understand! (To be continued......)