313 Heart Knot (1st Shift)

When Cheng Zhaoer heard this, she was happy, in fact, she wanted to say a lot in her heart: Can you let her see Geng Yiyuan, now that the world is changing, she is really frightened.

It's just that she gritted her teeth and held back, she knew that when she mentioned this, she was embarrassing others and herself.

The eyes closed slightly, and when they opened again, they were already slightly clear.

Cheng Zhao'er said: "Protecting the family and defending the country is not only a man's responsibility, as a citizen of Great Xia, everyone should fulfill their obligations......

Before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by the emperor waving his hand, and said: "Okay, okay, I don't know you yet, just say what you want to say, don't pour me into the soup." With such a good baby, the emperor was in a much better mood all of a sudden, but he had some thoughts on chatting with Cheng Zhao'er.

Cheng Zhao'er was silent before saying: "The courtiers hope that when the emperor drives the expedition in person, they can send Geng Yiyuan's news to the courtiers!" ”

Now that the war is tense, she knows it's hard to get the news out.

The Emperor didn't speak, and after a while, he asked in some disbelief, "You gave me such a big gift just to get news of him?" ”

Cheng Zhao'er nodded, and once again expressed her thoughts: "The courtiers are an ordinary woman, and all she thinks about is the little things about her husband and children, and besides, for the courtiers, the purpose of doing these things has always been because of him." ”

The emperor stared at Cheng Zhao'er's eyes, and suddenly guessed with a smile: "If he dies, will an affectionate woman like you be martyred?" ”

Cheng Zhao'er suddenly smiled. She shook her head and said, "Death, not everyone dares to try. I can't say, but if he really died, I wouldn't have wasted my life by committing suicide, and when the time comes, let it be fate, grief and exhaustion are certain, just get through it. It's nothing more than death. I don't know what will happen. ”

"Who knows the future, the courtiers are still young, maybe when the children are older, I will gradually get out of the pain. Remarrying is not necessarily. It depends on how much God has blessed me. ”

What Cheng Zhao'er said sounded particularly unbelievable. is particularly mysterious, saying that she is ruthless, and she can give everything she has for Geng Yiyuan. Not to mention the ugliness in front of Ouyang Jing before, a handful of snot and tears, saying that she was affectionate, but she did not give a standard answer about "affectionate".

It is estimated that I don't know how many women will say: "I only wish that your heart is like a concubine's heart." If you are not there, the concubine will follow you......"

She's good, she's resigned to fate?!

This is Cheng Zhao'er's sincere words, but that being said, she also knows very well in her heart that if Geng Yiyuan is really dead, the belief that has always supported her will collapse, and she will be gone.

However, if she survives, Cheng Zhaoer feels that she should also be reborn.

As for martyrdom, it was a bitter drama, and she disdained and was not qualified.

Not to mention that she still has a father and mother who love her, and she has five children dragging her. If she is martyred, she will be the most irresponsible and unproductive woman.

Seeing that the emperor continued to stare at her in confusion, Cheng Zhao'er smiled and made a summary of today's conversation: "Women, it is not easy to live in this world, and sometimes, women bear more than men. If you don't resign yourself to fate, what else can you do? In the final analysis, it's just that they lack the courage to leave everything behind, and they are all laymen! ”

After a deep salute, Cheng Zhao'er continued: "I hope the emperor can agree to the request of the courtiers, now that the war is complicated, I also hope that the emperor will take care of the dragon's body, and the courtiers will not disturb the emperor, and the courtiers will retire!" ”

The emperor waved his hand, and Cheng Zhao'er left in a hurry.

After saying such a phone call and doing such a thing, she suddenly felt relaxed in her heart, she did everything she could, and the result was not something she could control, just wait for news at home.

After going home that day, Cheng Zhaoer really settled down, she pressed all her deep worries and thoughts in her heart, cheered up her spirits to raise her children, be filial to her parents, and develop her career.

As she herself said, such a big family is tired here, and she has no right to ignore it and immerse herself in her own world forever.

And the emperor in the study, who carefully recalled these words that day, also tasted a difference, Cheng Zhaoer was talking about himself, talking about the woman in the world.

But there are all kinds of things in life, but the truth is the same. Cheng Zhaoer's words sound very negative, but there is no lack of life insights, people really can't do what they want, and those who can completely abandon everything are the real timid and selfish people, and they are in their positions to seek their own government, which is everyone's responsibility and burden.

The bitterness of the past few days is over. Cheng Zhaoer accidentally bumped into it, but it untied the emperor's heart knot.

The emperor himself admitted that the throne was obtained through scramble and bloodbath, but after getting it, the emperor felt that he had been pitted.

He realized how badly his good father had governed the country, the treasury was empty, and he felt as uncomfortable as being roasted on a fire.

He is very arrogant and arrogant, in the position of the emperor, he talks with the courtiers all day long, not to mention the vindictiveness, and he has to risk his life to fight, even if there is a war, there are still many people who say that you are not.

He felt he was tired of it.

The long-term pressure could not be relieved, and he sometimes laughed at himself, maybe he shouldn't have had the ambition to seize the throne at that time, what should he do if he made himself like this, as if it was a curse, how many things have happened since he came to the throne, and the whole already dilapidated kingdom is really loved to whomever to go.

He suddenly doubted himself, so many natural and man-made disasters were not a warning to him, indicating that he was not the true son of heaven!

Such panicked emotions have been suppressed in his heart, but they are constantly affecting him!

This time, he knew the danger of the war, and he himself was very worried day and night, and sometimes, when he dreamed back at midnight, he even thought to himself, "Well, since it is so dilapidated, it is better to leave it like this." The Turkic allies wanted this land so much, so it was good for them.

Maybe the leader of the Turkic alliance is the true son of the times!

He even sometimes feels that it is quite happy to be a faint king, as long as he recalls the infamy through the ages.

Today, Cheng Zhaoer's words suddenly made him feel that he was back in the heart of the world and directing the country, a woman, a commoner can work hard to fight hard, know where his responsibilities lie, how can he be so irresponsible.

The throne he has paid so much price and lesson, is it really going to be buried in his own hands? He is not reconciled, although the final result is left to fate, but he has to do his best to do his best!

Even if he is not the true son of heaven, this country is in his hands, and he has to shoulder his own responsibilities.

Just like Cheng Zhaoer. (To be continued.) )