It's been 3 months since I last went to South Korea, and I've been flying around with the team for three months, and the most exciting thing during this period is the Christmas game, although we didn't have Durant and we played very hard, but in the end we still won the big three Celtics with my stunner.

However, after the Christmas game, we played very hard, because the lineup was not complete, we seemed very passive when the position, and we had to lose two in a row, today away against the Memphis Grizzlies, the game began to show momentum near the free throw line, 4 jumpers in a row, the score slowly began to widen, Conley was also mad on the outside, the score has been opened, watching my teammates run back and forth weakly, I am not passing, in desperation, I began to carry a team alone, three-point, breakthrough, jump shot, dunk, do my best, In the end, it ushered in a three-game losing streak with a two-point gap.

I returned to Seattle with the team, said hello to the coach and returned to the villa I bought in Seattle, threw myself on the bed, and felt a sense of powerlessness, in the face of the team's losing streak, the low morale of my teammates, and even the media's questioning, I felt physically and mentally exhausted, the team's losing streak was not unstoppable, but the frustration of my teammates made me very helpless, and at the same time, I also understood that before Gasol arrived at the Lakers, Kobe Bryant carried the pain of a team by himself, When the media asked me why I didn't pass the ball, I wanted to say that I was just a person, not a god, I also wanted to pass the ball, and I also wanted to score easily to win the game, but I was also helpless in the face of my teammates who had no fighting spirit, silently facing the media's questioning, and suddenly I wanted that when Durant was by my side, at least there was a brother who fought together.

Lying on the bed exhausted, I fell asleep.

When I woke up early the next morning, I picked up my phone and turned it on, and I saw a lot of text messages and calls, most of which were sent by Taeyeon and the members of the young time, and I picked up my phone and called Taeyeon, and after a while, the phone was connected, and Taeyeon's anxious voice came from inside.

Junhao, are you okay, why don't you answer the phone, do you know that I'm worried about you, isn't it just that I lost a few games, it's good to win back next time, don't listen to those media nonsense, my sisters and I will always support you.

I was very happy to listen to Taeyeon's words of concern, and the irritability in my heart disappeared, and I said to Taeyeon: Don't worry, I'm fine, it's nothing to hear your voice in a big deal, besides, who am I, I'm the all-round point guard Chen Junhao, Asian Peter Pan, how could the boyfriend of the young captain be defeated by this frustration.

Taeyeon knew it was okay when she heard me being so narcissistic, and said coquettishly: It's really shameless, the people who hurt me are worried about it, where did you go last night, why didn't you reply to the text message and didn't answer the phone.

I came back too late yesterday, I slept when I came back, I didn't hear the phone on the sofa in the hall, how soft to start checking the post now, I haven't been married and managed so strictly, it seems that I will suffer in the future, I said jokingly.

Phew, who wants to check your post, narcissist, won't tell you, I'm going back to the dormitory, I'm tired from just running the trip, Taeyeon said.

Well, you rest early, don't let yourself be too tired, I said distressedly.

Well, bye-bye.

Bye.

After hanging up the phone, I simply had breakfast and came to the training hall to train, because there was no game today, everyone didn't come so early, holding the ball and constantly practicing shooting, and Taeyeon felt much better on the phone, full of strength, I don't care what the outside world says about me, I just need to be myself.