"It's a feeling that you've never met this person before, but it feels very familiar. This person's every move, smile, and smile seem to have been frozen in your heart for a long time, and now it is gradually beginning to thaw. You feel your heart beating and panicking, but you can't erase or dig out the imprint in your heart. ”

Shen Shu frowned and said, "I don't seem to have ever felt this way. She paused, and then said, "This is like the relationship between men and women described in the book, don't you...... And who ......? Her tone rose with a slight surprise.

"I'm right about you." Xu Zidao.

Shen Shu's face froze.

For a moment, Xu Zi sneered and said, "I'm joking with you." ”

Shen Shu's face suddenly stretched, revealing a helpless expression. What a joke......

"Speaking of which, I've been bored for a long time, and I'm almost suffocated to death." Xu Zi said again, revealing a sad face.

"How does Miss Xu feel? If it's all right, we'll just sit outside and bask in the sun. Shen Shu said: "It has rained for several days in a row, and it is not easy to say that you can get the sun today." ”

Shen Shu's words are also a pun, meaning that if Wu Tingyuan hadn't gone to King Han to save her, she was afraid that it would be difficult for her to see today's sun.

Xu Zi understood, sighed slightly, and said, "It's okay, let's just sit outside." ”

So Yu'er moved two chairs outside the house, helped Shen Shu to sit down first, and then returned to help Xu Zi.

After the two of them were seated, Yu'er stayed in the house to clean up and do her work, and the two of them basked in the sun and chatted in front of the house.

Xu Zi said: "These days, thanks to Yu'er, otherwise I really don't know what to do." Speaking of which, Yu'er treats people really well, and treats you even better. You went to the Han Palace, and she woke up crying almost every night, only worried about you, afraid that something would happen to you. In this life, I am really lucky to have this person. ”

Shen Shu was silent, and said: "Yu'er and I have been together since childhood. For me, she is closer than a relative. After leaving the Shen Mansion, I always wanted to find a stable place for her to leave such a turbulent life, but it has never been realized. ”

Shen Shu said lightly, but she could feel a trace of regret in her words.

Xu Zi only sighed. Shen Shu was originally a daughter in the boudoir, but now she is a person who is in danger of surviving. But even so, she has nothing to say about her condition, but she cares very much about Yu'er, who has always been with her, and only hopes that she can live a better life and no longer have to live such a worried life.

This sexuality, with her, is similar.

It doesn't matter what she does, as long as the people she cares about, one by one, are doing well, it's fine.

Thinking of this, Xu Zi suddenly felt a little stunned, it had been many years since he left there, and he didn't know if they were doing well.

Although the memories of her childhood are so clear, as if they happened yesterday, but now, she is gradually accustomed to living here, difficult, painful, tossing and turning.

Will one day, she really become a person here, from the inside to the outside, completely forgetting everything before, and only living here.

She suddenly felt a sense of panic welling up in her heart.

Is she really, still, going back?

Can she go back to that beautiful, beautiful, gentle place she remembers?