Chapter 3 Xiao Xian
The living room is not big, as if to take care of her fat body, the corridor is very spacious, there is no clutter, there is a color TV hanging on the wall, and a large sky blue sofa is placed two meters in front.
A little girl is sitting on the sofa with a straight body, watching cartoons, although the TV screen comes with a funny and funny plot, but the girl's delicate two little eyebrows are still tightly tangled, with a sad face.
She probably heard the movement, turned her head to look, and suddenly a smile on her face overflowed, and she shouted in surprise: "Sister, you are up!" ”
Then he jumped off the sofa, rushed to Jun Yi's side, hugged his thighs, tilted his little head, and shouted: "Why did you get up, I thought you would never get up again, my mother didn't let me disturb your sleep, I thought you were dead?" I cry and cry every day, and my tears are dry......" The little girl said nonsense, and there was no taboo, Jun Yi listened to his ears, and the soft memories hidden in the depths were touched, and his straight body relaxed suddenly.
As she spoke, the little girl cried again, "Sister...... You have to be good, I will never call you chubby girl again, never rob your chicken legs again, never steal your cake again, never tear your comics again......"
Jun Yi's fingers trembled slightly, and finally lifted it up, put it on her little head, and said in a hoarse voice, "Mom...... Where did she go? "He's not used to shouting the word 'Mom', it's too heavy and too hot, it's not something like him should have.
"She's going to buy vegetables, buy your favorite lobster......" The little girl mistakenly took the salt and pepper shrimp as a lobster, and secretly swallowed saliva when she said it, the little girl was very noisy, chattering non-stop, but there was a sentence repeatedly hanging on her lips, "Sister, it's great for you to get up!" ”
Chen Xinyue came back from shopping for vegetables, and when she saw the scene in the living room, the vegetables in her hand fell directly to the ground, her mouth trembled slightly, and her tears fell uncontrollably.
Jun Yi glanced at her embarrassedly, at this time he didn't know how to face this woman, hesitated, and said, "I want to take a bath...... In fact, he just wanted to escape.
Chen Xinyue didn't even care about the dishes on the ground, and hurriedly said, "Okay...... Good...... I'm going to get your clothes ready, you wait......"
With that, she trotted all the way into the small room where Jun Yi lived, took out a stack of clothes from it, and handed it to her daughter's hand tremblingly, and finally showed a relieved smile on her face, and said, "No matter what happened before, I hope you can be strong and cheer up." ”
Jun Yi reluctantly squeezed out a smile, then walked to the bathroom in silence, and looked at himself in the mirror, is this what he looks like now? Although reason is ready to accept it, but emotionally resistant, the twenty-six-year-old man's body suddenly becomes a woman, which is not a reality that anyone can easily accept.
He curled up in the corner, letting the cold water wash over his body, burying his head deep and deep, hearing only heavy gasps, and his spasmodic body trembling......
Chen Xinyue's dishes were ready, but she didn't see her eldest daughter come out of the bathroom, banging on the bathroom door in panic, and shouting eagerly: "Feifei, you're okay, don't scare your mother, Feifei......"
After a while, the door of the bathroom opened, and Jun Yi handed over a white bra from behind the door, and said embarrassedly: "How to use this thing?" ”
“……”
Coming out of the bathroom, Jun Yi was still squeezing the cloth on his chest, very unaccustomed to it, why should a woman wear such a ghostly thing.
His body was too fat, and the oversized bra still strained his flesh, and he felt that it was difficult to breathe.
Chen Xinyue saw her like this and said, "Yes, I saw a newly opened bra spot in the mall, specializing in large bras, and I'll help you see if there is a suitable one." ”
Jun Yi hesitated, shook his head with a wry smile and refused, if he could, he would rather go in and out shirtless, but obviously as a girl now, it would be too shocking to do so, and he didn't want to spend the rest of his life in a psychiatric hospital.
But this fat body has to be lost even if he says anything, and now he is not the Ye Zifei he used to be, and he can tolerate this body living in this world.
Today's food is good, it should be specially prepared by Chen Xinyue to celebrate her daughter's cheer up. However, Jun Yi only ate three minutes full, then put down the dishes and chopsticks, Chen Xinyue worried: "I have to eat more, or I will be hungry in a while." ”
Jun Yi shook his head and rejected her kindness, and hesitated: "I haven't eaten for too long, let the stomach get used to it first, and you can't eat too much at one time." ”
Chen Xinyue said with annoyance: "Oh! Yes, there is this talk, oops, I was so sloppy, I forgot about it. ”
Jun Yi stood up and said, "I'll go down and take a walk......
"Where are you going?" Chen Xinyue was very nervous about her daughter, afraid that something would happen to her again.
"Just walk around the neighborhood."
"Oh, yes, you can't stay at home all the time, it's good to walk around, Ye Xiaoxian don't eat, take a walk with your sister."
"Oh!" Ye Xiaoxian put down his chopsticks, still holding a prawn in his mouth, one hand was greasy, he looked around, and wiped his clothes directly.
Chen Xinyue glared at her and scolded, "You kid...... Forget it, forget it, come back and wash it again, go play with your sister, and be careful not to get lost. ”
Jun Yi felt a drop of cold sweat on his forehead, how stupid he should be, he even had to make his family so worried about going downstairs.
Although their home is not big, the construction of the community is very beautiful, because it is not close to the main road, the environment is quiet and elegant, there is a park not far from the community, and it looks green at a glance, which makes the mood feel a lot more comfortable.
Just a few hundred meters away, Jun Yi felt a little out of breath, and it seemed that he would have to strengthen his exercise in the future.
He found that after Ye Xiaoxian went downstairs, he suddenly became quiet, followed behind him in a ghostly manner, looked around, and couldn't help asking, "What are you looking for?" ”
Ye Xiaoxian whispered secretly, "There is a little fat man in the community who bullies me all day long and extorts all my pocket money away several times. ”
"Hehe......" This is the first time Jun Yi has laughed out loud in so long, and he suddenly found that the life of ordinary people is so interesting, especially with such a cute sister......
Seeing a few imps in the gazebo not far away, he beckoned to them, with a very fake smile on his face......
-- When I heard that my childhood companion was paralyzed because a girl jumped off a building and committed suicide, I felt both sad and unworthy...... Later, his mother divorced his father, and he has been in his father's care, and he was relieved to hear that he was able to walk on the ground. Because I work outside all the year round, he moved again, it seems that I haven't seen him for a long, long time, and my memory of him has become very vague, but I vaguely remember that his family was good at that time, and there were many comic books at home, and I stole several copies from him and put them in the cracks under the bed...... Sometimes reality is more bizarre than fiction, more profound, and makes people think.