At dusk, somewhere in a remote and empty park.

When the panting Asaichi found Yingli Pear, she was sitting on the small sand pool with her knees crossed in this small park, and her fair-skinned jade fingers, who usually held a paintbrush, were grabbing and sprinkling the sand one by one at this time, not only her eyes were still red and swollen, but her mouth was still chanting.

It's completely degenerated into a small mentality

Although I don't know where Ying Lili's physical strength comes from after being stimulated, but now Asaichi can only put this thing down and focus on how to comfort her.

It must have hurt a lot.

I was treated like that by the object that I had been longing for and admiring and had a good feeling.

That kind of taste, that is a kind of unwillingness to complain and sadness from the depths of the limbs and a strong sense of loss and weightlessness, you regard the other party as the world in your eyes, then it is the world that abandons you The super uneasy feeling of being swallowed by a black hole, and then in the end I find that it is I who subconsciously impose my own problems on others, and I like it is a one-sided thing.

This kind of moral kidnapping makes my lower abdomen hurt just thinking about it.

But it doesn't matter, because it's Asaichi who appears here, and he understands, so he can make the most correct choice he thinks he can do at this time.

'Once' put him in an undefeated position.

Ying Lili heard the movement and raised her head, although it was only a glance, but the red eye sockets were clearly reflected on the retina of Asaichi.

She buried her head in her knees, and her usually vigorous and dazzling double ponytail also lost its luster and hung weakly on the sand, making a somewhat urny sound.

"Why are you?"

These are the words she held back after thinking about them.

I don't know in the ears of Asaichi, but I don't have that feeling of complaining about loss, but there is a sense of relief.

"Huh? Shouldn't I be here? Leave without saying a word? It's so hard for us to sell out, and the stalls next door are all looking at us with envy, right? There are still many customers who want to print more. I'm coming—"

"'Customer'"

She raised her head, her voice quiet, but the look in her eyes that made Asuichi stop talking.

"What's wrong?"

"It's really different."

"Isn't it obvious why you're still talking about this? Isn't it often said that there are no two identical leaves in this world, let alone people who are so complicated. ”

Her relieved smile was mixed with loneliness, and she didn't say anything, and all of a sudden there was only the sound of summer insects chirping in the park.

Asaichi continued to take a step forward, stopping at the edge of the sand pool, pulling out his wallet and tossing it in front of Eiri.

"Give."

She looked up in confusion and sniffled, nasally.

"Is this some kind of trendy way of making fun?"

The words that came out made the shallow one stumble.

"I'm curious what kind of mental activity you went through to think this was teasing!"

"Then what do you want to say?"

"It's your share."

Revenue.

“”

Ying Lili looked at Asaichi with a serious face in a little daze, and then looked down at the brown flat wallet with a little sand in front of her, which didn't seem to have much banknotes in it.

For a creator, especially at this age, nothing is more intuitive than this, because of the turnover generated by the work of Ying Lili.

She's truly remarkable.

The shallow one in charge of sales couldn't be clearer.

However, the act of throwing out his wallet and saying that it was a reward was fake, and after a little thought, he knew that it was a lie, and the financial settlement could not be completed so quickly.

But Ying Lili still reached out and picked up the wallet, and the sapphire-like pupils reflected the brown wallet floating in her heart, and her thoughts kept flickering.

"What do you think of my Ben compared to that girl's?"

Word by word, with hesitation.

"Of course it's the best of the pear!"

Firmness without any mud.

"Why?"

A little apprehensive.

I heard it.

This should be the place where it should be-

"That must be because Ying Lili's pen killed hundreds of millions of grandchildren who belong to me!"

A person who originally had a very bright image said bad things in a serious way.

Ying Lili's expression froze at once.

Flocks of crows quacked and flapped their wings in the air, as if mocking the two who stood dumbfounded.

"What!"

Ying Lili reacted, and her face immediately turned red.

"And rightfully so! Ying Li Li, you have become famous in the past two years, who in the industry does not know Kashiwagi Yingli teacher, who does not know that your painting style is famous for the smooth composition of color and body proportions, although the plot is mediocre is a pity, but this is what makes it more attractive! That's where people look forward to progress! ”

Asachi pointed to the same book that she put aside and was a little wrinkled to the sea.

"She? A little painter who has not been well-known in the industry for half a year after his debut.,Compared with you, the audience is simply less than I don't know how many times.,Which fanfic painter doesn't have enthusiasm?,Is it true that the same book you create is full of enthusiasm and will it be successful? ”

"Don't you know it yourself! That girl has more than just passion! ”

Ying Lili couldn't help but reply when she heard Asai mention this problem.

"But she's definitely not as good as you!"

"That's just your opinion! It's your bias! It doesn't mean anything at all! ”

finally

Slowly coming to the surface.

"Mine is prejudice, so what about the guests who came to line up to buy you today?"

She was speechless, but finally said quietly, "You don't understand."

"I don't understand? I know! Don't you just want Lunya's prejudice! Don't you just want him to affirm you as much as I do. ”

This was true in the past, and it is still so.

Asaichi has been able to face these things normally gradually, and there will only be a trace of resentment in his heart, which is the emotion of the small pattern of Ying Lili's indisputability.

"Guan Lun is also the matter! Definitely not because of that guy! ”

Ying Lili stubbornly held her neck, her top was up, and tears appeared in the corners of her eyes.

"Obviously!"

"It's not!"

"What is it so strong!"

"I said no, I just didn't!"

"I've always been sure of you! Why not enough! ”

"You!"

Ying Lili was stunned, and her originally angry mood changed sharply.

"What's wrong with me, me!"

"You're Kato's boyfriend!"

Unbelievably Ying Lili, she stood up sharply, her flats splashing with sand.

"And then?"

On the contrary, the shallow face is inexplicable, is there something wrong with what you just said?

"I almost forgot, you're someone who can say something misleading with such a very formal expression."

"What are you talking about?"

Shallow and confused.

"In what capacity did you ask me?"

Why do you have to care about these things if you have the same words as Shiyu and ask the same thing?

"What."

"In the past, you helped me come up with creative ideas, you accompanied me to play games, even if you were called out in the middle of the night, you were always there, even if you were forced to wear a cos suit to participate in the competition for others, like this time, I pulled you over to help participate in this kind of activity because of my own business, and even asked you to chase Shiyu and then did it without permission"

She wanted to speak, but she stopped.

"And then?"

It's really the same problem

"So! What mindset do you have! ”

Do you have to find a reason, how can it be like this?

"I just want to care about you"

"I don't want to hear this kind of perfunctory reason for rotting the street!"

But that's actually it.

"I'm so willful"

You know it yourself.

"If you insist on saying it, it should be that you can't let go, you always have a feeling that people can't let go, imagine without authorization, get hurt without authorization, you always feel that you are very strong and powerful, you are invincible, but after all, you just withdraw your hand in advance every time you feel that you are about to be hurt."

I thought about my inner words for a while.

"Just like a person who falls off a bicycle will know how to curl up and turn his body sideways to reduce damage, what you are best at is to escape, but there will always be a day when you can't run away."

Because she has always longed for others to be good to her, because she hopes to get more recognition from her peers, from the heart of the proximity and tolerance.

In the end, it's just a little girl who is afraid of loneliness.

When others were kind to her, she would respond with the wall, but in fact the wall was just a thin plank of wood painted with color, and she shrank in the corner and shivered.

"Don't talk like you know everything!"

"Actually?"

Where else could she run away in front of Asaichi? This girl is so simple that she can read it at a glance.

Faced with a rhetorical question, Ying Lili couldn't answer for a while.

"So, you didn't like me before at all?"

"Is it interesting to say that now?"

"You answer me!"

"Yes, you're a very attractive girl, inside and out."

Asaichi couldn't help but think of the Ying Li who used to always chirp in his ear, and the Ying Li Li who would care about others in her most clumsy way, in that chaotic time, it was she who accompanied her in her spare time, in fact, she was not as willful as she imagined, but she always liked to be strong at critical times.

That's what makes her have no confidants and friends.

"Then why do you keep using the mentality of a big brother to me?"

He didn't feel any love in his behavior, but it was full of warmth, as if there was only one-sided giving, this feeling seemed to be overturned at any time, obviously a storm was coming, but the lake was calm The sense of contrast, which makes people feel at ease to accept.

Ying Lili has begun to understand a little bit of what she thinks in her heart.

"Big Brother"

Shallow muttered and repeated, his eyes gradually clearing.

"Obviously I'm like this, why do you keep saying that you like me!"

truly

At this time.

Ying Li Li seemed to have made up her mind to pat the sand on her body, raised her head, and seriously met Asaichi's somewhat dazed gaze, attracting him

"Even if it's an older brother, as long as there is love, it's okay!"

"Wait! I don't mean that——! ”

This sentence made a big surprise.

"I know what you mean."

Unexpectedly, the voice of Ying Lili, who turned her back to Asaichi, was clearer than expected, and it sounded like a tone that had straightened out her thoughts that were originally like cocoons.

"Huh? But I don't even understand myself."

"Shut up!"

Ying Lili turned her head in embarrassment and glared fiercely at the little expert Asaichi, who didn't turn around until he closed his mouth stupidly.

"Can you leave me?"

"How so"

Asaichi really doesn't understand what girls are thinking.

"Well, forget it, even that woman can't do this style," after talking to himself, "Anyway"

She took a deep breath.

"Asaichi, will you still do this to me in the future?"

"What is that?"

It's really a super annoying feeling of indistinctness.

She looked at the incomprehensible shallow one very seriously.

"Why didn't I understand what you were saying?"

"'Identity', it's different."

She turned her head back, the ends of her hair tied in a bunch danced in the air, her green index finger against her cherry lips, blooming with the smile that once matched that of summer, and her fair skin was gradually dyed with a layer of crimson by the setting sun.

In a trance, the smell of pink peaches is pervasive, but they are separated, as if they are in another world.

All of a sudden, I was confused.

"You say you're a person who draws 18x, how can you make yourself so artistic"

Atmosphere destroys little expert.

"Long-winded!"

"Hey~! Don't go! Give me back my wallet! Where to go! ”

"Go back and get the money! The remuneration is still there! ”

"Then I'll get my wallet back!"

"Shut up! Big stupid! ”

Back at the venue, the afterglow of the setting sun has been reflecting, one in front and one behind, one short and one tall, chasing and running, the same position as before, but the heart is quietly reversed.

He couldn't understand her anymore.

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PS The next chapter is the end of the CM chapter.,This event should be considered a turning point in the book.。

The prison will not, wait for the fisherman to be idle, and stabilize his mentality, like this, how good it is sweet and sour.

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