Looking inside from this balcony, it's a normal ward, but it's so "normal", but it seems a little "abnormal", are all those memories over? Next, is it time for me to die?

Wrong! This is not what the ward is meant to be! Because...... Because I see something familiar! And on the bedside table there are the daily necessities that I used to have! Although the wards are all the same, after all, I have lived for so long, and some places can still be recognized at a glance! That is to say, this room shows the ward I am staying in, 1101?

The door of the room was pushed open, "I" and Dr. Ma walked in from the outside, Dr. Ma and "I" briefly said a few words, then turned around and went out of the door, leaving "me" alone in the room, and "I" seemed to be very unfamiliar with everything here, a person looked inside to look east and west, and then walked to the balcony again!

It's amazing! I'm outside the balcony and my other self is inside the balcony, just separated by a railing!

"Ruolan!" I shouted at myself, who was only a fist away from me, but "I" didn't seem to hear it at all, and I seemed to be interested in the railing, so I kept looking at it closely.

I understand! I used to live in the ward, and I always felt a strange feeling, and Dr. Ma also told me that the "other part" of me was in the house, and it turned out to be ...... Is that who I am at this moment? But I'm not inside, I'm outside the balcony!

Looking at the way I thought while touching the railing, it was so familiar, this ......

That's right! This is my first time in the ward! It was Dr. Ma who sent me here! Then I noticed the weirdness of the railing! The picture of the Netherworld just now......

Now I should straighten it all out:

When we fell behind and someone died, Shanshan took advantage of the fact that there was no one and there was a cave, so she attacked me and pushed me off the cliff! And I came to the Netherworld after I died, but in the end I didn't die, but after waking up, all my memories were lost, and I have been in the neurological hospital, I can't get out, and finally found the so-called "exit", that is, jumping from the roof, when I fell, the memory was evoked little by little, and finally remembered all the past, but I was about to fall......

Fate plays so tricks on people, and when I understand everything, it is also the end......

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It's time for everything to be known......

"Ruolan! Ruo Blue! Are you awake? ”

My name was constantly being called in my ears, and the voice became clearer and clearer, from far to near, from the unreal to the real......

It was as if the body was regaining consciousness little by little, and I could feel the temperature of the surroundings, the smell of the potion, and the pain from all over my body......

"Ruolan! I thought you were dead! Woowoo...... I shouldn't have gotten angry! It's all my fault! I hurt you......"

"Yan'er?" I tried hard to shout these two words, and when I opened my mouth, I realized that I didn't have any strength at all, and I didn't even have the ability to raise my hand to help Yan'er wipe away her tears.

"Don't speak! Shh......h

"Hmm", I nodded, leaning on the pillow weakly, now I want to talk at this time, I guess I can't finish a few words, I'm too tired, my whole body is falling apart, in fact, I really want to ask Yan'er, what she said just now is that she is not good, she shouldn't be angry and go first, she hurt me...... What do these words mean, I remember that she wasn't there when I fell off the roof! So what is she guilty about!

That's right! Falling off the roof?

Suddenly I remembered that I had fallen from the roof of the building! I'm not dead? I'm alive?

I just started to look around, it's the city's third hospital! It's all too familiar here! I don't know how many times I've been here! Falling from the 12th floor and not dying? I'm too damned! Who saved me? And...... It seems that there are more than two people in the ward, Yan'er and me, I used all my strength, and I only raised my head slightly, wow...... They...... They're all ......

Shanshan, Doctor Ma, Wan Boyi, and Ah Yan!

Close your eyes and pretend to be asleep! Let me think about it first, what the hell is going on!

They must have thought that I was still in a state of amnesia, otherwise Shanshan would not have come to see me, how would I tell everyone the truth? How am I going to speak, everything that happened in the cave, and it was just me and Shanshan at the time, there was no evidence, what if she didn't admit it? Also, I've been in the underworld for a while, it's better not to talk about this for the time being, lest they send me to a psychiatric hospital again, and I must cherish this rebirth!

"Ruolan, are you awake? The porridge is still hot, so I'll feed you some first."

Yan'er's eyes were bloodshot, and she sat on the edge of my bed with a bowl of steaming porridge in her hand, smiling at me.

I nodded, the head of the bed was shaken, and the geese fed me spoonful. I don't know how long I slept just now, but now I feel more energetic, and I feel that my body has more strength than before, and in the room, except for Ah Yan, several of them are still there, and everyone should be sitting on the chair, and when they saw that I woke up, they all stood up and gathered around my bed.

"Yan'er, I'm so glad I hurt you, you haven't slept all the time, you look at your eyes, they're all red", I said distressed while eating.

"Ruolan, it's good that you're okay! We're all scared to death! Before Yan'er could speak, Shanshan immediately sat on the edge of my bed, touched my hand, and said to me with tears in her eyes.

I smiled at her on the surface, but my brain was racing to think about how to answer, Shanshan was a murderer, she wished I died soon, it was absolutely impossible to be courteous to me here, that purpose was to test me? Want to see if I have any memory back?

"Shanshan, thanks to the two sisters who have been by my side, it's good to have you!" I smiled the happiest looking at me and said to Shanshan.

Just as the door opened, the dean and another doctor walked in, and I was told that I had hurt my head, and I was likely to lose some memory, especially the memory that I was afraid of, such as how I fell and so on.

"Dean, don't worry, there are so many of us, we will definitely take good care of Ruolan", Shanshan grabbed the topic again, and her expression changed very much, just now she was still looking at me worriedly, when she found out that I didn't expose that she pushed me off the cliff, and after telling the dean that I might have amnesia, she couldn't help but show a relaxed and happy look, it seems that the purpose of her waiting for me to wake up is to see my reaction!

And there were Wan Boyi and Dr. Ma standing in front of me, and I really wanted to ask Wan Boyi face to face why I wanted to fall off the roof? Why, exactly! But I don't know anything at the moment, Dr. Ma is also there, Yan'er and Shanshan are also there, I can't ask at this time, but one day I will figure it out!

"You guys go back first, I want to sleep again", I said apologetically as I looked at the two men.

"Yes, Teacher Ma, Teacher Wan, you go back first, it's not convenient for you to be here, Ruolan should be able to be discharged from the hospital immediately after recuperation." The geese said to them as they fed me.

As soon as Yan'er finished speaking, Shanshan immediately stood between the two of them, grabbed their arms one left and one right, and said, "Let's go together, I suddenly remembered that I still have something!" ”

Wan Boyi glanced at me, but I turned my head indifferently, and then I heard the sound of the three of them going out.

Shanshan came to see me, and sure enough, there was a purpose, and after making sure that I would not expose her, she left. No one would have known that the moment I jumped off the building, I remembered everything.

There are only two people left in the house, Yan'er and me, and it can be seen that Yan'er is the one who really cares about me. Until now, I can only be sure that Yan'er is my friend, even Wan Boyi, I also have a pimple in my heart, let alone Shanshan, right! Why didn't Sissi come?

"Where's Sissi? Why didn't she come? ”

"Sissi? What Sissi? ”

"That's right! Yan'er, have you seen a doll? ”

"Doll?"

Yan'er didn't know, and I suddenly remembered that the doll that I had been carrying with me was gone, but falling from such a high place might fall far away from her, and at this moment I had a strong desire in my heart, that is, to take a look at the doll, I was very worried about it......

"Well, an ordinary doll, the place where I fell should be around, or let's go look for it?" After saying that, I stared at Yan'er, expecting her support for me.

"It's just a doll, and besides, the place where you fell is too hard to find, how many police officers have been dispatched to find you!"

"Huh? A lot of police officers were dispatched to find me? "I was a little incredulous, and looked at the goose suspiciously. It's just the doorway to the inpatient building, so how can it be hard to find? Don't...... I'm also like a little eye, and my body has been broken into a lot of pieces, so it's hard to find?

I looked at my body, and it was fine, there was no trace of stitching, and if it had broken into pieces, I would not have survived!

"Why do I need so many police officers looking for me?" I asked, looking incredulous, staring at Yan'er.

"That's right! I almost forgot, just now the dean will automatically block some memories that make you feel scared and painful, you probably don't remember."

"Hmm!" I nodded vigorously.

"That's right, do you have an impression that we went to sketch together? But then a lot happened, we couldn't get out, we went into a cave, and somehow we fell behind, and ...... And ......" Yan'er cried as she spoke, and she swallowed from a small stalk to tears like rain: "It's all my fault!" If I had been given another chance, I would have promised him! Marry him! But ......"

Did she mean handsome? The handsome kind of person who endured severe pain, but was still asking Yan'er if she could marry her, suddenly appeared in my mind, any comfort seemed superfluous, looking at Yan'er lying on the side of my bed with her shoulders shaking, crying into tears, I don't know what to say...... (To be continued.) )