"Is it because of the pressure of studying? Don't worry too much about it, you don't have to compete for the first place every time you study! Occasionally let it be given to others, and let other students also show it! If you put too much pressure on yourself, you will be prone to depression after a long time, and when you enter the society in the future, there will be a lot of pressure in work and life, and you must learn to adjust yourself......"

Meng Yufei thought that Ouyang Yufan was troubled by the pressure of studying, and tried hard to speak and enlighten Ouyang Yufan.

Looking at the nagging girl beside him, Ouyang Yufan suddenly found that this tablemate was wearing glasses, although he looked very ordinary, but he was still quite cute.

Meng Yufei said all the enlightening words that she could think of in her head in one breath, and turned her head to see Ouyang Yufan listening quietly, feeling quite accomplished.

"Ouyang, in the future, if there is anything, don't hold it in your heart, either find someone to talk to, or go climb the mountain like that day, shout a few voices at the top of the mountain, and make sure that the pressure disappears!" Meng Yufei spoke, and waved her hand, expressing the feasibility of this method with movements.

"Huh!" Ouyang Yufan smiled, in fact, he just paid attention to Meng Yufei's expression just now, and he didn't listen to what Meng Yufei said at all.

"What are you laughing at?" Meng Yufei was a little annoyed, she said so much, Ouyang Yufan didn't appreciate it, she actually laughed, could it be that she was making fun of herself?

"No, I just think you're cute!"

"Uh, hey, general, average!" Meng Yufei didn't expect Ouyang Yufan to say that she was cute, her little heart beat twice, and she laughed a few times.

"Actually, I didn't have any pressure on my studies, and my mom didn't let me have to compete for the first place......"

"Then why do you still take the first place in every exam?" Before Ouyang Yufan finished speaking, he was interrupted by Meng Yufei curiously.

"Just do all the questions well, I don't know why I came first!" Ouyang Yufan glanced at Meng Yufei and spread his hands to make a helpless look.

"You're not going to be a legendary prodigy, are you?" Meng Yufei's eyes widened, and she suddenly remembered that in addition to feeling that she was listening carefully during class, Meng Yufei only discovered last week that the books Ouyang Yufan read during self-study time were generally extracurricular books......

"Prodigy? Someone said that! There was a hint of self-deprecation in Ouyang Yufan's voice.

Meng Yufei didn't know how to answer for a while, so she fell silent.

"I didn't want to go to school when I was a child, my mother taught me knowledge at home, I only went to school when I was 12 years old, from the third grade of primary school, in order to catch up with the footsteps of my peers, I studied hard and hard, until I skipped two grades, and when I rose to the second year of junior high school, I relaxed myself and stopped working so hard, I am not a prodigy, I just put in more effort than others!"

In self-study classes, you can only look at extracurricular books and take exams, and you can't be a prodigy? Meng Yufei quietly slandered in her heart and asked Ouyang Yufan: "Then why did you go to school at the age of 12?" ”

After Meng Yufei finished asking this, she saw that Ouyang Yufan was silent, and said with a dry smile: "Uh, I'm just curious, it's inconvenient to say it!" ”

Ouyang Yufan looked at the small pond, and when Meng Yufei thought that he wouldn't say the reason, Ouyang Yufan spoke.

"For as long as I can remember, I lived with my mother, when I was 5 years old when I was in kindergarten, I had a fight with a little boy, he said I didn't have a father, he scolded me for being an illegitimate child, and then I got into a fight with him, and he called other children to help, and I was beaten very badly until a child went to tell the teacher, and the teacher came and separated us.

That day, my mother picked me up and came home and scolded me for not arguing with the children and beating people first......

I cried and asked my mother, why did other children say I was an illegitimate child? Why did my dad never pick me up from kindergarten?

I just remember that day, as soon as I said this, my mother hugged me and cried, crying very sadly.

In the end, my mom didn't tell me anything about my dad, and from that day on I didn't want to go to school anymore, my mom worked during the day, and I was alone at home, and my mom came back at noon to cook for me, and then took time out to teach me to study after work in the evening. ”

When Ouyang Yufan said this, he turned his head to look at Meng Yufei, his eyes were a little red, and he said in a hoarse voice: "I don't know who my father is?" But the neighbors are talking behind my back that I am an illegitimate child, that feeling, you won't understand! ”

"I'm sorry, I didn't know it was like this, your mom is great." Looking at the emotional Ouyang Yufan, Meng Yufei said softly.

In the 80s, a woman with a child alone, I don't know how much white eyes and gossip she has to endure, Ouyang Yufan's mother must have suffered a lot of grievances.

Ouyang Yufan looked at Meng Yufei and looked at the girl's eyes behind the lenses, from the girl's eyes, he didn't see pity and sympathy, only a kind gaze.

Ouyang Yufan has never mentioned the matter of not having a father to others, even Jiang Lili only knew that he did not have a father because of adults, Ouyang Yufan was reluctant to get too close to his classmates, and he also did not want others to know his life experience, he was afraid of seeing others with pity or sympathy......

Here and now, is it because of the anesthesia of alcohol? Or is it because of inexplicable emotions towards Meng Yufei? Ouyang Yufan couldn't figure it out, but suddenly had a desire to confide in the girl in front of him.

After sorting out his thoughts, Ouyang Yufan continued: "Later, my mother changed jobs, and we moved, but I still didn't want to go to kindergarten, at my begging, when I was 6 years old, my mother sent me to a martial arts gym to learn martial arts, at that time my idea was very simple, with kung fu I could protect my mother, and I would no longer be bullied by others like in kindergarten."

I studied martial arts for 6 years, and when I grew up and became a little more sensible, I never asked my mom or dad anymore because I was afraid that my mom would be sad.

Now that I'm 16 years old, I'd love to know who my father is. Are you still in this world? If so, why have we ignored our mother and son for so many years? You say, should I ask my mother? Ouyang Yufan asked Meng Yufei in a low voice in the last sentence.

If it weren't for Ouyang Yufan's proximity, Meng Yufei might not be able to hear the last sentence clearly, but how to answer this kind of thing?

With a long breath, Meng Yufei didn't expect this handsome tablemate to have such a heavy heart.

A 5-year-old boy should be at the age of being spoiled in his mother's arms, but he was bullied by the children in the kindergarten, he didn't want to go to school, he was at home alone, he had no playmates, and he went to learn martial arts at the age of 6, and he didn't enjoy a good childhood at all......