Chapter 145: I Still Love You
Seeing that it was difficult to get out of the car, Ye Zhiqiu smiled lightly, and the joy in his heart was one more, he hadn't seen him for many years, and he felt this teasing again, and he only felt more cordial.
When he arrived in Nancheng by car, Ye Zhiqiu did not go home, but went to Lin Mengran's house and bought some fruits to come to the door. The time was noon, Zhang Wanru was cooking at home, wearing an apron to open the door, seeing that it was Ye Zhiqiu, her expression was extremely wrong, and she said sneeringly: "Do you still know that you are coming?" Our family has been sullen since Mengran came back, what did you kid do outside to be sorry for her. ”
Lin Mengran came out of the house and said complainingly: "Mom, I told you that it was none of his business, why can't you listen to it." ”
Zhang Wanru said distressedly: "What's the matter with you kid, why don't I know, okay, okay, anyway, your arm is turned outward, I don't bother to care about you." ”
Lin Mengran helplessly watched his mother walk into the kitchen angrily, and said to Ye Zhiqiu, "Come in." ”
Ye Zhiqiu looked at Xiao Nizi's face, she had lost a lot of weight after a few days, and even her skin, which had never been whitened from her tan in Tibet, was a lot whiter. Ye Zhiqiu put down the fruit in his hand, walked in the door with a smile, and before he could speak, Lin Mengran said again: "You wait for me for a while, let's go out, Mom, we are not eating at home." ”
Of course Ye Zhiqiu said yes, Zhang Wanru poked her head out and glared at Ye Zhiqiu fiercely, she didn't say anything cruel, she just said that she would come back early. Lin Mengran changed into sportswear and went out, and he didn't dress up much, and the two walked on the road in Nancheng, which was full of memories of their past.
Lin Mengran took a deep breath, put his hands in his jacket pockets and didn't speak. Ye Zhiqiu smiled and took her hand and said, "Go back." ”
"......" Lin Mengran was slightly stunned, and let Ye Zhiqiu hold his hand without speaking.
"Huh?" Ye Zhiqiu asked.
"Let's eat first, I'm a little hungry." Lin Mengran squeezed out a smile.
Ye Zhiqiu nodded, and the two went to a small restaurant and ate something. But most of them were Ye Zhiqiu eating, Lin Mengran only ate a few small bites and put down the chopsticks, and after eating, Ye Zhiqiu took Lin Mengran to the milk tea shop that the two of them liked to go to before.
Lin Mengran took a big sip of a cup of cold milk tea, and then said silently: "I don't want to study anymore." ”
"Huh?" Ye Zhiqiu looked at Lin Mengran with a smile.
Lin Mengran lowered his head and didn't dare to look at Ye Zhiqiu's eyes, looked at his fingers and said, "I want to go to Xiangtan, that cork contacted me before, I ...... I agreed. ”
Ye Zhiqiu said: "I support you in whatever you do, as long as you are happy." ”
Lin Mengran raised his head in an instant, and he didn't know where he got the courage to look into Ye Zhiqiu's eyes, his eyes were red and said, "Even if you don't agree, I'm going to go." ”
Ye Zhiqiu was stunned.
"Can you walk me around the high school?" Lin Mengran then continued to bow his head and asked in a low voice.
"Okay." This time, Ye Zhiqiu couldn't laugh.
The two walked all the way to the high school, Nancheng was not big, and walked all the way to the gate of the high school for more than 20 minutes. Sitting on the steps of the flag-raising platform in the playground, Lin Mengran spoke again.
"I've been saying that you've changed, it's not what I know you anymore, and you say you haven't changed every time. But I know you've really changed. You're flamboyant, but I love it. You've become so confident, and I'm very happy. However, you are no longer the Ye Zhiqiu you used to be. Many times, you sneak out at night, I know it, because sometimes I knock on your door and want to talk to you, but you are not there, but I didn't ask you, I think, you have your secret, I should not interfere. ”
Ye Zhiqiu took a deep breath and didn't make a sound.
Lin Mengran's voice choked, and a small piece of tears wet on the stairs.
"That time you went to Xiangtan, you said what kind of group you are, I choose to believe, I would rather be a silly girl who has always loved you and been loved by you, I feel very happy. However, this time, I am very sad about what those people have done to you. I know I'm delaying you, but this also completely breaks the layer of window paper. What the hell are you doing, I don't know, I'm scared, it's not what I want you to be. ”
Lin Mengran raised his head, glanced at the broken thread with tears, looked at Ye Zhiqiu, and his voice was full of grief: "Do you know, I am very nostalgic, you in the past, although you didn't have good grades at that time, and you couldn't fight, you didn't even dare to say some love words that I always wanted you to say." However, I just liked you very much at that time. ”
Ye Zhiqiu gently wiped away her tears, but she couldn't finish them, and smiled softly: "Don't cry, it'll be ugly." ”
"I know I'm holding you down, and I need some time to think about it, and I've always loved singing, since someone affirms me, then I'll go, don't blame me." Lin Mengran said.
Ye Zhiqiu shook his head: "I don't blame you for what you do." ”
Lin Mengran nodded lightly and said, "Actually, I still love you, but I don't know how to face you." Perhaps, when I go out and walk some way, I will know what to do, Zhiqiu, will you wait for me? ”
Ye Zhiqiu did not answer.
"I know I'm selfish, so if I don't say anything, can you kiss me?" Lin Mengran asked with tears in her eyes.
Ye Zhiqiu approached lightly and kissed on the trembling lips, every time in the past, I felt very sweet, just like eating honey, but now this time, it was very bitter, bitter to the depths of my heart, so bitter that it was unbearable.
"I'll always miss you." Lin Mengran turned around and left without looking back.
Ye Zhiqiu stood in place and watched Lin Mengran go away, silent for a long time. When he turned back again, he saw Yue Lingsu standing behind him, his eyes were red, and a sneer was hanging on the corner of his mouth.
"Why are you here?" Ye Zhiqiu asked.
Yue Lingsu stepped forward, looked at Lin Mengran's back, and said, "I saw the two of you on the road, so I followed all the time, and even you didn't find out about my existence, it seems that you are very sad now." ”
Ye Zhiqiu was silent.
Yue Lingsu sneered and sneered: "I love the two of you a lot, why, when you encounter this incident, all the previous vows and mountain alliances are all invalidated?" It's a shame that you are willing to die for her, and you are really kind to the wolf. ”
Ye Zhiqiu said: "Why don't I think I know you?" ”
Yue Lingsu snorted: "I'm too lazy to care about your, I want to have a drink, I can accompany you." ”
Ye Zhiqiu laughed, his smile was full of bitterness: "Okay." ”