The best encounter in the world is to indulge in three thousand tenderness, and only for one person to write and make a thought.

The mountains and rivers are far and wide, and the fireworks in the world are all her.

Returning to his hometown, he felt a lot, although this trip was less than half a month, he had already received a lot of goods, and there was a feeling of seeing through thousands of mountains and rivers, the world was prosperous, the road was simple, and life was like a dream.

Back in Nancheng, in the suite that Nan Youting just bought, Liu Yishou had mixed feelings, because he felt that he had been sleeping recently, and he couldn't wake up a little bit, and he always had a feeling that there was an identical self in another world, and an identical Nan Youting. Those intermittent fragments of dreams are recalled, and it makes people have a headache when they recall.

"Husband, don't think about it, come and have a cup of coffee, calm down. ”

Nan Youting, brewed a cup, and Cappucciro brought it to Liu Yishou.

"Well, it's okay, daughter-in-law, I just feel that my life is really about to run out of oil, and I have been getting more and more unable to wake up lately, my body is weak, my spirit is very chaotic, I have a splitting headache for a while, and I am full of indescribable energy for a while.

Alas, I am holding such an extraterrestrial fairy lotus as you, but I can't water and take care of it properly, what a cruel thing! My Queen, I'm really sorry for you. ”

Liu Yishou was not only compassionate and compassionate, but also quite self-deprecating and teasing Nan Youting.

Nan Youting smiled and comforted her

": A season of flowers, a rain of smoke, a corner of the world, suddenly looking back, you and I are fine. ”

There is nothing that can heal people's hearts more than the mountains and rivers in this world,

Let your heart go to heaven and earth, and all the overwhelms can be slowly relieved......

Liu Yishou and Nan Youting are ready to return to their hometown to live an idyllic life and spend the rest of his life there.

"Withered vines and old trees faint crows, small bridges and flowing water, ancient roads west wind thin horses, sunset, broken intestines people at the end of the world. ”

This poem is the best description of the scenery of Liu Yishou's hometown.

Back in this "Mengxigou" village where I have lived for more than ten years, everything seems to have changed nothing, but everything seems to have changed. The little companions who used to be children have long since moved away and gone to the big city, and almost all the old people I saw when I was a child have ascended to heaven early, and the old willow tree at the head of the village has also withered and died.

The creek that once flowed endlessly has also shrunk a circle, and the stream is no longer as lively as it once was, and the schools of fish in the past are now invisible, and only three or three are still breathing.

Society is developing, the times are progressing, nature is being destroyed, and the green original ecological animals and plants have also been scarce and withered.

Over the years, the hometown is almost the same, people go to the empty building, except for the New Year's holiday, come back lively and lively, worship ancestors Fan Xiang, usually few people are at home.

Liu Yishou's hometown is not far from the county seat, so almost the neighbors and villagers have gone to live in the county, leaving some of the older and old people, who are really unwilling to leave this native village, after all, the older they are, the more feudal their thoughts are, and the more they think about it, they have to return to their roots.

Nan Youting, gave full play to her, went to the hall, got the kitchen, was gentle and virtuous, and cleaned the dilapidated old house and made it look new, which is really too difficult for a princess who has lived in the city since she was a child and has hardly done dirty work. But Nan Youting just smiled and said

": Not tired at all, active activities, good for the body. ”

Liu Yishou was moved to rush to do housework with her, and men and women were not tired of working together. The two of them were really happy in a happy mood.

The house was almost cleaned up, Liu Yishou took Nan Youting to the door, there are more than 30 people in this village, but there are only about 10 people at home, all of them are some elders in their seventies and eighties, Liu Yishou took Nan Youting, from the head of the village to the end of the village, along the way respectfully shouted all kinds, grandpa, grandma, grandgrand, grandma, and then, by the way, come back openly, all kinds of food and Tujia flavor, sausages, pig's feet, and a variety of rural pollution-free vegetables, of course, Nan Youting will leave a little money in each family, after all, the old man is not easy。

When Liu Yishou and Nan Youting came back, they took 10,000 yuan and sent 100,000 yuan to their parents. Liu Yishou's parents are still working at the construction site in the county where they forget to sleep and eat, so maybe they will make the two old and young worry less about having a terminally ill son who will die soon!

In the next few days, Liu Yishou and Nan Youting lived a life without contention, working at sunrise and resting at sunset.

They will go to the stream to play in the water, wash clothes together, catch fish and crabs in the river, sometimes go to the mountains to pick wild fruits and vegetables in winter, dry wood and dead wood, and occasionally go to the lotus pond opposite, although there are no lotus flowers, but you can still catch loaches and carp with pond sugar.

Following him Liu Yishou to live this kind of life like a savage in the mountains, his heart was not only surging with joy, but also a little regretful of destroying flowers.

After all, this is a dignified returnee talented girl, or a natural beauty, a peerless beauty with natural beauty, and Liu Yishou nesting in a poor country, it is simply a cruel thing. Sometimes Liu Yishou thinks in his heart,

"I TM how can this be what virtue can be, is it the reincarnation of the ninth great good man, God has given me such a fairy and a good wife. ”

It was a calm day, warm winter, the breeze was not dry, and the sun was just right.

Nan Youting went to the stream to wash clothes, Liu Yishou was rare to lie alone on the Taishi chair in the yard, squinting, bathing in the warm sun, an old black cat lying on the east wall, a lazy sleeping posture, I am afraid that it will not open its eyes when the sky falls.

Liu Yishou took out the pen and paper that had been prepared a long time ago, and prepared to write such a suicide note, to his parents and Nan Youting, so that the three of them can live a good life, and don't be sad because he is no longer an insignificant little person.

A letter to the most beloved of you in the world

Dear Mom and Dad, and the woman she loves, Nan Youting. Hello, if one day I see this letter proves that I am gone.

Fate plays tricks on people, I miss you, this sentence may never be heard again in the future, it is just a few cold words, but the reluctant emotion is so real.

Ever since I knew that my life was over, I couldn't find the right words to express the bitterness and grief in my heart, and even once lived in an illusory world, I suppressed my own not to cry, and sometimes I was so heartbroken that I couldn't remember who I was, because I never believed that all this could be true.

Walking on the road and hearing others call Dad, Mom, a few words, I know it's not you, but I still get used to turning my head to look.

I want to go home but I don't dare to go back easily, I know that there is your waiting at home but I still don't dare to face this cruel reality easily, I am afraid that everyone will not be able to accept it, and it will only add trouble and sadness.

I feel that my time is running out, I once had so many lofty ambitions, the girl I loved so deeply, the parents I once respected, in the near future, I may never see you again, I am really reluctant.

Tears continue to drip on this thin piece of paper, heartbroken, when the tears are hazy, there may be hallucinations, auditory hallucinations, tears on the paper, like drops of blood, falling into the appearance of a flower on the other side,

"The flowers on the other side are blooming on the other side, but there is nothing to do in front of the bridge. ”

I still remember that in the past, Dad, you always liked to tell me about things when I was a child. One day you carried me to the river to fish, and I accidentally fell into the water, and you must have been in a hurry. But every time you talk about my childhood, I think it's funny, but I don't know how hard it must have been for you to take care of me at that time.

When you were six years old, you left me and my mother to work in Guangdong, and I cried and didn't want to, and tore your work clothes, and it is said that I even broke the mirror of your motorcycle.

I don't know how hard I was at the time, and when I think I'm so small, I must be scared to leave you. Whenever I see a person walking in the direction of my home, I am very happy to think that you are back, but that is just a reverie, every time you "go far away" and leave the house secretly at four or five o'clock in the morning before we wake up, then I have already experienced the pain of parting.

Later, when I was in junior high school, it used to be you walking alone, but then it became you and your mother leaving together.

I always thought that there was still a lot of time and a lot of opportunities, and I naively thought that when I had money, I would buy you a big house in the city and the family would be able to live together without separation.

I've been fantasizing like this, but I've missed the real life, people are like this, only when they are lost, can they see what is the most precious thing, but no matter how much ability you have, you can't get back the past.

Youting: Maybe my departure will be a pain for you, but I really can't bear you, never seeing you again is a pain that hurts more than a thousand arrows piercing my heart, I can't hear you call my name, and I feel that the whole world is deaf.

You are the woman I love the most in this world, and you are also the one who loves me the most.

As long as you are there, I feel that life is very beautiful, even if I encounter big setbacks, I am not afraid, even if you are far away, I feel that I am not alone, and I will not be afraid of the road ahead.

You have done so much for me, but I have done nothing for you, you want to have monkeys with me, but I really can't do anything, I am desperate, desperate to live, just to see your happy life, but everything is too late.

I'm really leaving, I'm getting more and more afraid to move forward, more and more afraid to leave you, more and more I feel that I am alone in front of me.

Youting: You are really reluctant! Without me, you must take care of yourself, otherwise I will not be blind when I die, promise me, live well, I believe that there is reincarnation in heaven, true emotions are heavenly, and I will be a husband in the next life, and love you for 10,000 years!

Please take care of your body, cherish life, and love you forever.

Liu Yishou stayed