Chapter 118: Let go
As the days passed, I returned to the state of eating, sleeping, and eating every day, and only occasionally talked to Rulan.
Rulan is the master of her family the most in front of me, I don't know what kind of soup Wan Yan Yue gave her, if I didn't know that she only had Hu Yanzhe in her heart, I would almost think that her sweetheart was Wan Yan Yue.
Ling Yun also came, but he was just routinely reporting to me on the situation of "Yun Shiji". Although I never said anything, it didn't prevent him from reporting to me. Although it is passively accepted, I have to admit that I am now well aware of the situation of "Yunshiji". Since we were rescued by Wan Yanyue, the emperor has blatantly begun to search for the people of "Yunshiji". Before, Ling Yun had already sent a message to the local branches, saying that the piece of white jade had fallen into the hands of the emperor, and its token function had been removed. But there were still some branches that were too late to be notified and were found and destroyed by the imperial court. Of course, because that piece of white jade was mainly a token of mobilizing the "Baiyunshi", it was the "Baiyunshi" who was caught, and the "Heiyunshi" lurking everywhere was not affected in any way. It seems that Du Yuxuan doesn't know that "Yunshi Collection" is composed of black and white. I don't know if Ding Xiang didn't tell the third brother about this, or the third brother didn't tell Du Yuxuan, in short, very lucky, Du Yuxuan didn't know the details about "Yunshiji".
And Lingyun has used the "Purple Eye" as a token to reconnect with the leaders of the "East, West, South, South" and "Yunshiji", and has restored control over the various branches of the "Yunshiji".
I remember asking Ling Yun before why those leaders had a lot of people and property in their hands, so they still obeyed the orders of the Prime Minister's Mansion. Ling Yun smiled faintly at the time: "If they want to use any large amount of money, they must show my handwritten letter stamped with the mark of "Purple Eyes". I was quite unconvinced and replied to him: "The mark cannot be forged, let alone my own letter." “
I giggled and said, "Handwriting? Honestly, since imprints can be faked, so can handwriting. You must have other ways to manage at least a few leaders, it will not be an easy task. “
Ling Yun smiled: "Then guess what." “
Somehow, at that moment, I suddenly remembered the "Violent I-Ching Pill", and said casually: "Could it be that they have given them some poison and need to take the antidote once a year?"
Originally, I said it casually, but as soon as I saw Ling Yun's "how do you know" expression, I knew that I had guessed correctly. I felt a little cruel and lost my voice: "Is it true?"
Ling Yun said lightly: "It's just because there are too many temptations, if we don't control them like this, they may not be loyal for long." “
A shout of "Miss......" pulled me out of my memory, and when I saw it, it was Ling Yun.
Ling Yun gently touched my hair and said softly, "Miss, I know you don't want to pay attention to me, maybe it's painful for me to let you live like this." It's just that Ling Yun can't figure out one thing, since Miss has the courage to die, why doesn't she have the courage to live?"
"I ......" I'm a little short of words. Yes, it takes courage to die, but in a life like mine, especially a life that harms loved ones, it is even more challenging to survive.
Ling Yun saw that I was in deep thought, and immediately struck the iron while it was hot and said, "Miss, no, Qingqing, Brother Ling knows that you are bitter in your heart. But you have to think about Xiangye, think about the third young master. I'm sure they want you to live well, no matter what. ”
I shook my head a little indifferently and said, "No, no, my father must hate me to death, I killed the third brother, and I gave the royal family a chance." ”
Ling Yun held my shoulder, forced me to look at him, and then said, "No, Qingqing, you heard clearly, Xiangye didn't blame you." If Xiangye really hates you, why doesn't he use 'Yun Shiji' for such a big matter as forcing the palace? Isn't this just that he is afraid of affecting you? Qingqing, no one blames you, because it's not your fault at all. You think, if Xiang Ye really killed His Royal Highness the Ninth at that time, then the emperor would justifiably kill the people of the Ding family, and they would not be able to escape death. So, Qingqing, we have no way of knowing what will happen in the future, so why do you insist on taking everything on yourself?"
The tears finally flowed again, and I used to think that I would not cry anymore, because the tears had dried up, and I would not be sad anymore without a heart, so I would not cry anymore. Unfortunately, people's potential is always greater than their imagination.
Ling Yun gently hugged me, patted me on the back, and muttered, "It's okay, just cry." ”
I finally couldn't hold it anymore and threw myself into his arms and cried. The memories of those unbearable past events are scattered with tears. Since I'm not dead, I should live well, and although it's not an easy task, I want to try it too.
Ling Yun heard my cry quieter and asked softly, "Are you better?"
I nodded and said, "Brother Ling, don't worry, I'll try to let go of those things." ”
Ling Yun was overjoyed when he heard this, and said happily: "Great, great!" Shall we have a good meal today?"
I smiled and said, "I still eat, I'm about to be fed a pig by you, I eat and sleep every day, and I eat again when I wake up." You see, I'm fat. ”
Ling Yun said solemnly: "I'll take a look at ......" He turned my face and stared at it for a long time before he said, "No, I think it's still too thin." How can you get fat if you eat so little during this time?"
I pouted, I didn't want to argue with him about it anymore, anyway, I'm really fat and a pig, and he will probably say that there is no fattest, only fatter.
Suddenly remembering something, he turned his head and asked Ling Yundao, "Brother Ling, how could Wan Yanyue come to save me?"
Ling Yun hesitated for a moment and said, "Actually, Wanyan Yue has helped us a lot. Xiangye's rebellion and arrest was the first time he told me. Later, when you escaped from Anseong, Wan Yanyue once sent me a letter asking me to take you to him, and he would treat us well. But I always felt that this Wan Yanyue was not reliable, so I didn't accept his advice. But as you commanded, they went to the capital. I heard him say that the spies finally hit us and found that we were in danger, so he hurried to save us, and if it wasn't for him, I think we would all have died that day. And after rescuing you, Wan Yanyue has been guarding you for seven days, not going anywhere every day, just staying by your bedside. So you should thank him well. “
I had heard Rulan twitter before, so I nodded slowly and said, "Well, don't worry." ”RS
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