Actually, I want to be a quiet beautiful girl
Three years ago, France, somewhere in an apartment.
I can't remember the first time I saw the woman in front of her squatting on the ground in pain with her head in her hands, tearing her hair hard from time to time, and crying in suppressed pain, which pierced Gu Yang's heart.
She murmured about the child, and returned her child. From the day he rescued her, he knew that she had a child but he didn't know what was going on, because he was distressed, he didn't want to see her like this, so he thought about it and went to the orphanage to pick up a child, named Gu Yan. Because she forgot the past, she didn't know that the child was not hers.
Looking at her contented appearance with the child in her arms, God knows how much he hopes that the child was conceived by the two of them.
Three years have passed, the infant child has gradually grown up, because of her weak body, they always tolerate and care for her more, and over time, her personality has become a little arrogant and clingy.
When they first arrived in China, they wanted to get rid of their children's problems, and in addition to family education, they thought that Gu Yan, who was less than three years old, would be sent to school.
The above is a brief description, Gu Yan's birth and character development, and the following will be written in the first person, I hope you can adapt to it・・・・・
My name is Gu Yan, today is my first time going to school, the moment I was hugged into the classroom by a young teacher, I cried loudly, my mother was not there, the honest smile around me was gentle, in my eyes it seemed to be the queen with a poisonous apple in a fairy tale, I cried with my voice, the teacher coaxed me for a long time, I didn't see her go to my mother, my throat hurt, I could only suppress my crying.
A girl in a white princess dress with two pigtails came to me silently and stuffed a Snow White sticker into my hand.
"You see, princesses don't cry."
Thinking of being a princess, I pursed my lips and wiped away my tears, but stuffed the sticker back into her hand, looked up very godly, and said, "My mother will buy it for me." ”
Actually, I meant to say that my mother wouldn't let me take other people's things, but I was in a bad mood, as if I could only feel better if I made others uncomfortable.
When I grew up, I realized how naïve I was at that time. It turned out that the mother I showed off was actually the quiet little pot friend in front of me.
Because I often lose my temper in a nursery where there are not many children, they don't like to be with me, and when I arrange meals, she is always next to me. When I lost my temper and looked for my mother, I accidentally knocked over the hot soup in front of me.
Fortunately, the soup didn't spill on my body, unfortunately, the soup all fell on this forever quiet Lu Ke, even if it was very painful, she still cried in a low voice, with a sense of depression, seeing her wrinkled face, I knew the feeling of guilt for the first time.
But I was afraid, when she was sent to the hospital, I could only cry vigorously, and I forgot to say sorry, and it was also at that time that my mother didn't coax me for the first time, and let me cry enough. She also told me that if I did something wrong, it can't be solved by crying blindly, and she took me to the hospital to apologize to Lu Ke.
It was also at that time that I met Brother Ouyang, and the car knew that I had burned his sister, and he had been looking at me with a gloomy face, and his beautiful lips had been pursed, and I felt that if it wasn't for my mother, she would definitely not hesitate to come and beat me.
I shrunk my neck behind my mother in fear, because the places where I live are all exclusive courtyards, and few people in the neighboring families go to live, and adults can't see a few, let alone children. In my memory, in addition to my parents, it is my fat cat.
There are good children in the nursery, but those are all bear children who can't even write their own names, so I don't want to be with them. The first time I saw Brother Ouyang, I thought he was good-looking and cool, and I really wanted to be close to him.
Just when I was biting my fingers and thinking about how to talk to him, the hospital arrived, and when I saw that Lu Ke's arm was so badly burned, he swept over with cold eyes, and I saw disgust in his eyes. That's right, it's disgust, and it's a very thick one.
I feel a little lost in my heart, and at the same time, I envy that Lu may have a brother who loves her like this.
Since then, I have not been reluctant to go to school, and I would look behind me every time I got out of school, but I didn't know that Toddler was a little earlier than the Elementary School, and I wouldn't see him at all unless I could put on a pair of see-through eyes that could look at the walls.
One day after school, my mother who promised to pick me up from school actually broke her promise, I stood in front of the door and lost my temper, unwilling to leave with Grandma Liu, to my surprise, Uncle Lu actually brought Brother Ouyang to coax me, I was quite sad, but I got better in an instant.
Because my mother wanted to apologize to Lu Ke and invited them to dinner, I secretly kissed Brother Ouyang for the first time, and I still remember his gloomy face and disgusted expression at that time.
In the days that followed, my mother met Uncle Lu more often, and I saw Brother Ouyang more often. Like Lu Ke, he doesn't talk much, and in front of them, I will turn into a chatterbox, the kind that specializes in enlivening the atmosphere.
He always looked at me helplessly, I knew he wanted me to shut up, but because of my mom he had to ninja until later in the habit.
Later, my father took me back to France again, and this time my mother didn't come back.
After my father sent me back to France, I went out to take a photo, I lived with my grandparents, although they were very good to me, but I felt abandoned, I missed my father, I missed my mother, I missed Brother Ouyang, and I wanted Lu Ke.
I was quite surprised to see Uncle Lu in France, I wanted to ask him if Brother Ouyang was okay, but I finally swallowed it back, because I knew that without my dog skin plaster, he would definitely be smiling in his dreams.
My grandparents found out that my mood was wrong and called my father, and when my father came back, he was a lot haggard, he was very silent, and he looked the same as before, but I felt that he seemed to have changed. I was a little scared and cowered to come near him, but finally he sighed and hugged me in his lap. Ask me if I miss my mom and want to be with her forever.
I nodded firmly, he touched my head, the emotions in his eyes were complicated, I didn't understand at the time, and later I realized that he was struggling, reluctance and heartache intertwined.
In the end, he told me to listen to my mother and not to cry, otherwise Brother Ouyang would not like me. I nodded as if I didn't understand, I really didn't know why I didn't listen to my mother's words and what it had to do with Brother Ouyang.
Dad patted me on the back and muttered to me when I was dazed and about to fall asleep, why do you like being with him so much?
The character of this sentence is unknown, but it should be his exclamation. When he grew up, he realized that the bitter woman he liked at that time was Uncle Lu's wife. The daughter who has worked hard for nearly three years has been hooked by Uncle Lu's son, and whoever puts it in his heart will be unhappy. It should be said that it is not only unpleasant, but it is unpleasant to burst, if it rests on a person with a perverted mentality, maybe the whole head will be bleeding. I am very glad that my father is very sensible, and he thinks that if you love someone, you can set her free, and she will be happy.
So I was sent back to my mother, Brother Ouyang and Lu Ke were both sick, because I behaved well when Lu Ke was sick, Brother Ouyang's attitude towards him was much better. I couldn't be happier, and what made me even happier was that Ouyang's brother's illness was cured, and Lu Ke also found a way to treat it.
But this method is to ask me to donate bone marrow to her, my mother wants to accompany me in, I was stunned to hold on to Brother Ouyang and not let go, there is no way, they can only let Brother Ouyang go in with me. He didn't like me if he was afraid of crying, and my tears kept rolling in my eyes and didn't fall.
He said he could cry if he wanted to, for fear that he would lie to me, but I still didn't cry. Finally, after pumping the bone marrow, he gently hugged me, this was the first time he took the initiative to hug me, my body hurt, but my heart was very happy. He's been very nice to me ever since,
When I was arrested by the bad guys with him, he always protected me, and I was very touched at that time.
The days passed, and finally one day, I caught a cold because I kicked the quilt, and I used this as an excuse to get into his quilt, and also discovered a secret of his, he likes photography, but his mother and Uncle Lu seem to be a little resistant to photography, so he stuffed the camera he bought with pocket money in the quilt. When he was about to send me back to his room, I took out the lever and managed to get him to compromise.
Because of the young age, my mother felt that the older children couldn't do anything, and how could the love between the little children be taken seriously, and there was no compulsion to take me back, and in a blink of an eye, I followed Brother Ouyang to sleep in the same bed for more than a year, and overheard that Uncle Lu was going to make a man with his mother.
At that time, I was going to make a man with Brother Ouyang, and Brother Ouyang's face darkened at that time, and he taught Uncle Lu's mother a lesson very coaxing for this. Looking at my mother's red face and a little embarrassed, I felt like I was in trouble. As expected, I was tucked back into my previous room that night, lying on a newly placed bed in the room, and I tasted insomnia for the first time.
It may be that my mother felt that my thinking and understanding were skewed, and from that day on, she did not tell me the poignant love story of the mermaid and the prince, but began to talk about the difference between boys and girls, so that I could have more contact with Lu Ke. Brother Ouyang is busy with his studies when he wants to go to junior high school, and the implication is less to pester him.
I don't want to, but Brother Ouyang, a bad guy, actually lives in the school after being admitted to junior high school, and I can't even entangle myself if I want to, so I can only tell myself that I want to grow up quickly, and I can live in the school if I am admitted to junior high school. When I was a child, I was stupid, but I didn't know that when I went to junior high school, he went to college and a school in other places, and he couldn't go home a few times a year.
For this reason, I was extremely unhappy, when the May Day holiday came, I learned from my mother that Brother Ouyang was not going home, so I took pocket money to buy a train ticket to his school.
If people have the ability to predict, I would rather be that quiet beautiful girl who fantasizes about waiting for Brother Ouyang to pick me up on a white horse in a wedding dress, and I don't even think about going to surprise him.