552 heartbeats
Fang Aobai looked at this thirty-year-old Zhang Miaohua who was as innocent and cute as a little girl today, and he felt very happy in his heart. A feeling that I had never felt before......
Now he is no longer the hairy boy he was back then, but a mature and steady middle-aged man.
Eating shabu and drinking wine, Zhang Miaohua looked at the man in front of him with a blushing face.
No such person has ever entered her heart and made her fall in love with her for so many years.
Only this small battalion commander of the year, only him.
A glimpse on the train, just a few more glances, doomed to fall into this life, unable to extricate himself.
What kind of common experience was that rescue war, fighting together in a foreign land, in blood and fire......
Zhang Miaohua once tried to forget this man with marriage, but the short marriage did not bring her the results she wanted, but deepened her thoughts.
Fang Aobai and himself are destined to be a staggered time, the wrong time, meeting the right person, this is the biggest pain in life.
In the past few years, I have anesthetized myself with work and study, and I have gained a lot in my career, but I am still emotionally blank, waiting for the man I miss to fill it, even if it is just for an instant.
"You say, in that war back then, if we fought for ten or eight years, and none of us were in the line of fire, what would be the result for you and me?" Zhang Miaohua looked at the liquor in the cup and asked.
Fang Aobai said: "We will bury our youth there together." ”
Zhang Miaohua smiled.
"What are you laughing at?" Fang Aobai is right, if it lasts for so long, in that kind of environment, I really can't guarantee whether I will die there, and like many comrades-in-arms, I will be buried in another country.
"I want to be there with you, to be two little wooden signs, one left and one right, or one in front and one behind, and sleep ......forever on that sleeping beauty," Zhang Miao said with tears in her eyes.
"Fool, how good it is to be alive, you see, I can still accompany you to eat what you like, and this shabu-shabu, isn't that good?" Fang Aobai stretched out the back of his hand and wiped the tears from her cheeks for her.
"You don't know, how beautiful you laugh, don't cry, okay?" Fang Aobai liked the way Zhang Miaohua laughed.
Zhang Miaohua smiled with tears in her eyes. She knew that Fang Aobai didn't have a heart for her back then, but he couldn't.
Why did Fang Aobai struggle with his heart back then?
He loves Zhang Xiaoqiang, and after so many years together, from the eighteen-year-old Zhang Xiaoqiang marrying him to the present, there is a deep relationship between them.
But Zhang Miaohua's appearance caused ripples in Fang Aobai's heart.
The hero is sad to pass the beauty pass, and there is nothing wrong with this sentence.
Fang Aobai is not a bad man, the temptations around him have been constant for so many years, and he has always been undisturbed.
Looking at Zhang Miaohua, he was thinking that if he hadn't had Zhang Xiaoqiang first, he would definitely fall in love with the woman in front of him without hesitation.
He looked at Zhang Miaohua, his eyes were full of tenderness.
He didn't know how he could look at this woman with such eyes.
However, the current self can't give any promises to the other party, and may only bring pain and embarrassment to others.
"Will you fall in love with me?" Zhang Miaohua's question was very direct, if she was just Fang Aobai's words.
Fang Aobai didn't want to lie to himself, let alone the other party.
He didn't speak, just lowered his head.
He didn't know how to answer.
"Let's go, I'm full." Zhang Miaohua said.
"I'll send you back." Fang Aobai saw that Zhang Miaohua was a little drunk, and he was a little worried.
Zhang Miaohua said: "I can go back by myself, you forget that I am also a Sanda champion." ”
Fang Aobai has seen it before, she is not an ordinary weak woman.
"Obedient, I'm not at ease, let me send you." Fang Aobai's voice was full of magnetism, and he couldn't refuse.
Zhang Miaohua giggled.
She said, "You still can't let me go." I'm staying at the Venis Hotel, let's go. ”
Fang Aobai still picked up the bag for her.
Out of this pedestrian street, I reached out and flagged down a taxi.
The two men sat in the back row, and neither spoke.
Fang Aobai felt that the feeling of being hot in his head might be the effect of alcohol.
He wanted to sit up straight, but his left hand accidentally stepped on Zhang Miaohua's hand.
He quickly pulled it back.
But he was caught by this slender and soft hand, and he didn't pull it back, letting her hold him.
He felt that her palms were covered with sweat.
He was sweating on his head, too.
"Driver, open the window, it's hot." Zhang Miaohua looked at the sweat on his face and Fang Aobai, and said to the driver's back.
Outside the window, the lights flickered, and the bustle of the day began to drown out in the night.
Venis has arrived.
Two people got out of the car.
Fang Aobai stood still at the door.
"What's the matter, why don't you go in and have a drink?" Zhang Miaohua said.
Fang Aobai was afraid of going in, and he was even more afraid of being alone with Zhang Miaohua.
"Let's go, I didn't let you send it just now, you wanted to send it, but I didn't dare to go until I got to the door. Back then, where was the courage to end the enemy's nest? I'm not a Longtan tiger's den here, what are you afraid of? As soon as Zhang Miaohua said this, Fang Aobai took her hand and went directly into the lobby of the hotel.
I got on the sightseeing elevator and went all the way to the guest room on the 11th floor.
Zhang Miaohua took out the room card and opened the door elegantly.
A luxurious business suite, here is a long-term private room.
Fang Aobai walked in and sat on the leather sofa.
Zhang Miaohua took out a bottle of Lafite from the wine cabinet and took out two delicate goblets.
"Stop drinking, I drank so much white just now." Fang Aobai was afraid that he would lose his temper after drinking.
"What are you afraid of, I won't drugged you, let alone force you." Zhang Miaohua handed the wine to Fang Aobai.
The two of them stomped on their glasses and drank them all.
Zhang Miaohua turned on the music, and she squirmed Miaoman's body with the music, and danced happily.
Fang Aobai watched blankly from the side.
"Come, let's dance together." Fang Aobai involuntarily jumped up with Zhang Miaohua.
He only knows ordinary ballroom dancing, nothing else.
However, driven by Zhang Miaohua, he quickly entered the role.
"You are such a dancing genius, I believe that your cooperation with me will definitely win the award." Zhang Miaohua rested his head on Fang Aobai's shoulder.
After an afternoon of crazy play, she felt tired.
A scene that has been longed for for years is to rest the head on the man's solid arm.
The two of them were tightly pressed together, and the collar of Fang Aobai's shirt had to be unbuttoned, the reason for the heat.
Zhang Miaohua was only wearing a black tight T-shirt at this time, and her plump and tight figure was unobstructed.
The low opening of the chicken neckline, the undulating ****.
Fang Aobai didn't dare to bow his head, his neck and head remained stiff.
Zhang Miaohua could see his nervousness, and gently wrapped his hands around his waist. His head rested on his shoulder, feeling his heartbeat accelerate.
Suddenly, she bit off the second button on Fang Aobai's shirt with her mouth, this action frightened Fang Aobai a little, and he took a step back.
Zhang Miaohua smiled, stepped forward, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Fang Aobai said: "No, not much. ”
Zhang Miaohua's eyes looked directly at Fang Aobai's eyes, and then he offered his lips.
Fang Aobai didn't dodge, and he didn't have time to dodge.
In this way, he hugged Zhang Miaohua's whole body into his arms.
Her kiss was wonderful, and there was a sweet taste in her mouth.
It's been a long time since I've experienced such a lingering kiss.
Zhang Miaohua's hands had already untied Fang Aobai's shirt, and his sturdy body was completely exposed.
Again, he attached his delicate body.
Fang Aobai felt as if he had been electrocuted.
Zhang Miaohua kissed Fang Aobai's neck and kissed downward......
At this time, a green light pierced Zhang Miaohua's eyes, and she saw the Jade Guanyin on Fang Aobai's chest.
The whole body is translucent and exudes a green glow.
Zhang Miaohua felt a little strange.
She still kissed the Guanyin statue with her mouth, because it had been attached to Fang Aobai's chest for a long time.
The taste of this Guanyin statue is so salty, like the smell of tears.
Fang Aobai, who would be at this time, also saw the strangeness of the Guanyin statue, and he was instantly awake.
"I'm sorry." He hurriedly put his shirt on his body, buttoned his whole body, and even buttoned the cuffs.
However, the second one on the chest was in Zhang Miaohua's palm.
Zhang Miaohua smiled and said, "You still refuse to accept me, right?" Am I not good enough, not beautiful enough? ”
Fang Aobai looked at her and said, "No, you are very good, very beautiful." I'm not worthy of you, it's that I'm not good enough. I have a family, a wife, and children. I can't give you anything, and I don't want you to suffer. ”
"Won't I be in pain if you do this?" Zhang Miaohua said.
Fang Aobai brushed his hair with both hands, and said, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I can't do this to you." ”
After saying that, he grabbed the coat on the sofa and rushed out.
Zhang Miaohua looked at the delicate button in the palm of her hand and smirked.
The second button is the place where the heart has been in contact for a long time, and leaving this button with the temperature of his heart is also a souvenir.
Fang Aobai ran to the door and slapped himself in the face.
Bastard, almost made a mistake, sorry for his wife and family.
It's not too early. Quickly stopped a car and went to the place where he parked.
I took the car, opened the sunroof all the way, let the cold wind pour in, and sober up for a while.
When he got home, he parked his car in the garage.
When the door was opened, everyone in the family fell asleep.
In the study, the light is on, and Qiang must still be waiting for herself.
That's right, it's Zhang Xiaoqiang who has been waiting for him.
"You're back, I'm worried about me, I called you, but you didn't answer." Zhang Xiaoqiang said angrily.
"Oh, when I talked to that customer about this bid, he just dragged me to drink." Fang Aobai's eyes kept dodging.
Zhang Xiaoqiang saw his strangeness.
"Let's go take a shower, it's not early. Tomorrow is my daughter's piano competition, and you must go too. Zhang Xiaoqiang said, handing over the pajamas.
Fang Aobai took off his clothes in the bathroom of the bedroom.
He closed the bathroom door instead.
It's strange, I rarely close the door, and sometimes I let Zhang Xiaoqiang go in and rub my back or something.
What a strange move today.
Fang Aobai took off his clothes in front of the mirror.
Looking at the place where Zhang Miaohua kissed just now, there was still a red halo left.
His heart was beating faster again.
He turned on the water tap and drenched his head with cold water, trying to calm himself down.
He stared blankly at himself in the mirror.
Zhang Xiaoqiang knocked on the door outside and said, "Do you need me to rub my back?" ”
Fang Aobai stammered a little and said, "No, Qiang'er, it'll be washed immediately." ”
I quickly turned on the shower, quickly flushed my body, and washed it up and down with shower gel.
I changed into my pajamas and walked out of the bathroom.
Zhang Xiaoqiang stood there looking at her strange husband tonight.
Fang Aobai didn't dare to look directly into his daughter-in-law's eyes, so he went directly to the bed and leaned on the backrest.
Zhang Xiaoqiang walked into the bathroom and saw dirty clothes hanging on the hanger.
Fang Aobai has the habit of changing clothes every day.
Zhang Xiaoqiang also has a hobby of washing clothes casually, and she also likes to watch Fang Ao wear her ironed flat clothes during the day, and go out energetically.
On the white shirt, there is a smell of perfume.
It's not an ordinary perfume, when I went to France before, Chen Shuhua gave me a set, only Xiaoxiao has five bottles, the price is super expensive, and it is not something that ordinary women can use.
Zhang Xiaoqiang was stunned.
She examined the shirt carefully, and there was no hair or lipstick on it.
Yes, why is she so stupid, how can a woman with such a high-end perfume use those inferior lipsticks, let alone hair loss?
This shirt was bought abroad, it is a limited edition, and the buttons are all five-point diamonds.
One button was missing, and the second one on the chest was missing.
Where can this fall?
She searched the ground for a long time, but found nothing.
How can such a material fall off easily?
She walked out, pointed to her shirt and asked, "Aobai, one of your buttons has dropped." ”
Fang Aobai said: "I don't know where I fell, I was still there yesterday." ”
Zhang Xiaoqiang said: "Okay, I know, I'll take a look tomorrow and let the manufacturer make up one." This dress and buttons are a private limited edition. ”
Fang Aobai said: "Qiang'er, go to sleep, it's not too early." ”
Zhang Xiaoqiang said: "You sleep first, and I'll wash the clothes." ”
In the bathroom, she washed Fang Aobai's underwear and outer clothes by hand.
Her heart suddenly fell to the bottom.
This man who once made him proud must have something to do with himself today.
No, no, no, she has no evidence, how can she speculate like this.
After doing all this, she went to bed.
Fang Aobai turned his back to him, looking as if he was asleep.
Zhang Xiaoqiang leaned her face against his back and wrapped her hand around his waist.
But Fang Aobai moved in intentionally or unintentionally, as if he didn't want to kiss like this.
Zhang Xiaoqiang turned her body around, her back to her husband, and she fell asleep for a long time.
When he got up in the morning, Fang Aobai had already left.
I didn't even eat breakfast.
Zhang Xiaoqiang looked at herself in the mirror, her eyes swollen so high.
She couldn't sleep all night, she thought too much.
Wang Yaru looked at her daughter-in-law distressedly and said, "Is it too much pressure recently?" (To be continued.) )