Chapter 341: I can't let it go
Fusu said to the mount, "Let's go, she's gone!" ”
"She's gone", this sentence has been in his heart for a long time, and he doesn't want to say it. Today, he spoke out.
The eighth child of the farm came to see him once after the autumn harvest, and the family's Huaiqing also came, including Ziying, and when he was in Lari, he also asked people to send a jar of wine he brewed.
All of them came, in addition to sending greetings from home, there was also news of Xianyang.
Whether the children are good, whether the ladies are good, of course he will ask.
If Xiao Han is good, he will also ask, but they either don't know, or it's hard to say.
is still upright, and he is also relying on the old relationship, he said bluntly: "Don't worry about it, son, it's useless!" ”
Lao Ba said that someone saw the emperor and the goddess walking side by side, and after arriving at Shanglin Yuan, the emperor first got off the horse, and then stretched out his hand to take Xiao Han. This matter is being passed on by many people.
Some people also say that when they went to Yongcheng to worship the sky, the emperor invited the goddess to sit in the same car, and this was the case when he went, and it was still the same when he returned.
The mother asked someone to send a letter, except for the greetings of the New Year's Day, it was a sentence, "Son, don't worry about it, the people in the palace said that the emperor is not in Kunning Academy, that is, he went to the Tibetan Academy." There are so many women in the world, don't bother for her! ”
He heard all this, but he only thought that Xiao Han was subservient and helpless.
Because when Mu Mu came, he deliberately brought Xiao Han's news, saying that Xiao Han came out of the palace and gambled with the lives of the Hu family, just to let him know one thing, that is, let him wait, Xiao Han was still thinking about him.
And before, when Chef He came, he also brought a few words like this. Xiao Han said that she thought about him and let him live well. Moreover, she also took his clothes.
It was because they were not passing on hearsay, but Xiao Han's own meaning, so he waited for her firmly.
And today, Momiji, the madman, asked him how long he was going to pretend to be confused, and he couldn't hold it anymore.
It's not that he doesn't believe in Xiaohan, it's that he knows his father too well.
Father, he is a persistent person, as long as the goal is determined, he will not give up!
And his father is not too old, with a healthy body and the charm of a mature man, he is decisive, resolute, and wise, and few women can escape from his palms, including his mother, who will be alone for a lifetime.
And Xiaohan is such a charming woman, her father doesn't let go, how can she escape?
There are two roads in front of Xiao Han, one is for her to die, and the other is for her to follow. Now, she is still alive and well, so, she has never been?
He didn't dare to think about it, and when he thought about it occasionally, his heart twitched and hurt.
Today, he said "she's not coming back", and when he said it, it still hurts, but he also let go.
Can't he let himself always live in an unrealistic imagination, waiting for her, when will he be old?
My father is only forty-six or seven years old, can he afford to wait?
He let go, not to find his own happiness, but not to let himself be so sad anymore.
He can't bear the weight of his father, but he still has to be a competent soldier and the leader of an army.
He still wants to be a family man!
"Xiaohan, I still love you, but I'm afraid I won't be able to go to the occasions you appear in the future!"
"My father won't let me meet you, and I don't know how to disguise my feelings!"
"When you shine brightly in the hall, you can't shine on my heart that has been sad for two years, it's at the bottom of the lake, and it can't stand any slight waves......"
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Fusu is right, the emperor will not let Xiaohan meet Fusu. Even Xiao Han's request to see Mrs. Zheng and comfort her was denied.
Shu Yi brought some sour bamboo shoots and leeks, and the sergeant guarding the Tibetan Academy left the things, but drove the people away.
Now, even the generals are not allowed to come.
All other men are not allowed to see her, and neither are women who are involved with Fusu.
Xiao Han asked Aunt Chun Tao to send a letter to the top, saying that she wanted to go out to see the friends of the Hu family, and the emperor's will came that afternoon: "Don't allow it!" ”
Chun Tao learned this uneasily: "Father-in-law Liang said, the girl is so good to give birth to, don't go anywhere, after a long time, the days in this palace will become moist!" ”
Xiao Han knew that this stingy man was taking revenge on her.
He was going to cut her off from all contact with the outside world.
He would rather her be trapped to death than let her think about Fusu in the slightest.
She could only think of him, and only he could see her.
However, for many days, he did not come to see her. Perhaps, he wanted her to know that the man who had been with her the longest time did not come to see her, she was also lonely, and her life was sad.
Therefore, Yingzheng is the most indispensable!
This is not a multiple-choice question, but a fill-in-the-blank question. She didn't have a choice, if she lived, she had to choose him!
However, Xiao Han didn't think so, she didn't have to be a man to fill in the blanks.
That's it, if you don't go out, you won't go out, and it's been closed for more than two years anyway.
She can't die here, Xiang Yu didn't come the day she led people to rush into Xianyang Palace, she had to live here well.
Fusu is still alive and well, why is she worried to death?
In winter, what do you do besides feeding the chickens and feeding yourself?
She turned her gaze to black powder again.
One day, she couldn't stand it anymore, so she blew up this Tibetan Academy, or when the First Emperor came, she blew up the stingy old man, anyway, no one should be left behind!
The world is in chaos, whatever!
However, when she woke up, she didn't think so anymore.
First of all, she couldn't solve the technical problems. She can make gunpowder, and the materials can be brought, but the question is how to make it explode just right and get out of it perfectly?
Besides, if he really blew him up, even if Fusu comes back to mourn and succeed to the throne ahead of schedule, can he really change the current situation?
Could it be that the emperor is dead, no one can control the situation, and the chaos in the world is coming in advance?
What this world wants to change is not the emperor, but the system and policy, otherwise, there is no way out, it can only be broken, even if it is the Han Dynasty, isn't there a long period of time where the feudal system and the county system stand side by side? If you can't restrain the development of local forces, the country will always be chaotic, and your son won't listen to Lao Tzu, so he can only keep beating!
She doesn't want to be like this, she wants to live a peaceful life by herself, and she also wants ordinary people like Xi Shi to live a peaceful life.
She's not a virgin, she just can't see killing and scorched earth!
So, you can't do risky things.
Live well, then, how to live? She felt that she still had to practice hard. She wants to be perfect in the conditions of good food and drink, so in the morning, when the sun is good, she has to arrange art and music classes for herself, one for calming, the other for entertainment, and of course, occasionally for scare. Waking up in the afternoon is a physical education class: "Kick and beat Zhao Gao". There is an advantage to this, when you are tired, you will sleep, and you will call him Emperor Qin and Han Wu.
There is one thing she can't let go of and can't do now, that is, what should Zhao Gao do?
This guy is suspended, but it's always a big problem!
Now, Jiang Lu is not allowed to come, and her news channels have been cut off. What should Wang Gaisheng, an official fan, do next?
His force value is definitely not good! Outsmart? Then Zhao Gao didn't give it for nothing? What's more, the status of these two people is very different, where is the platform for outwitting? (To be continued.) )