Chapter 149: The Past I Don't Want to Mention
"If you want to laugh, you can keep laughing......"
Although I feel that this woman laughs at her behavior is not very good, but there may be some obsessive-compulsive disorder, Lin Haonan will really feel that Xu Ruochu will become more uncomfortable if she holds it like this.
So, even if you have to take care of this woman at this time, at this time, even if this woman really thinks that she is funny now, but at this time, even if she smiles, there is nothing to do.
"Do I look like I want to laugh!"
Xu Ruochu didn't expect that he would be so easily exposed by this man in the end, he touched the position of his chin with some embarrassment, and then said with some embarrassment.
Really, isn't there anything that can't be done without exposing him?
"There is another awkward quarrel between you and Shi Chenhao?"
Asking this question, for Lin Haonan, it may be completely instinctive, because in this man's heart, only when there is an awkward quarrel between Xu Ruochu and Shi Chenhao, this woman's mood will be so low.
At this point, Lin Haonan is really envious of Shi Chenhao, although many times, the relationship between these two people does not seem to be very good, but they will quarrel, how can it not be proof that there is communication between the two people.
"I've told you everything, in fact, I feel that he is not angry this time because of me, maybe it's just that something was wrong when I appeared, so he was angry with me."
Xu Ruochu still didn't look very happy, but every word he said could make Lin Haonan feel very clearly that what it meant to be distressed by himself, the woman he cared about, every word he said was only related to another man.
"Is that so?"
Although Lin Haonan was a little unhappy in his heart, at this time, this man still wanted to look like the big brother next door in front of Xu Ruochu, because only then would he be harmless to Xu Ruochu as before.
Only then will this woman share with herself no matter what happens.
It's ridiculous to think about, but it's also a fact.
"But let's not talk about anything else, if we continue to grind, the delicious food you brought back is estimated to be cold, let's eat first!"
At this time, Xu Ruochu was still very sensitive to notice that when talking to himself, this man's face flashed, but it was not an obvious unnatural look, even if it was such an occasion, it was still the same.
Lin Haonan didn't want to mention Shi Chenhao.
Why is it in my heart that only Shi Chenhao is so important, the man who guarded him at the beginning was not Lin Haonan who was sitting in front of him at the moment.
She, how could she, not care about his feelings.
"Okay."
At this time, it was very easy for Lin Haonan to give Xu Ruochu a big smile, this man is really easy to be satisfied sometimes, as if, just Xu Ruochu's attitude towards him is better, and this man is already very happy.
After chatting between the two of them for a while, Lin Haonan received a phone call and left, and when Xu Ruochu opened his eyes again, An Qing was already standing by his bed in a little secret.
The moment he saw An Qing, a flash of surprise appeared in Xu Ruochu's eyes.
Everything looks so natural.
"I thought you'd be busy all this time, but now you have time to come and see me."
An Qing reluctantly gave Xu Ruochu a smile, but the bitterness in her heart could only be understood by herself.
People are not sages, who can be ruthless.
If you say that you don't have any friendship with Xu Ruochu during this period of time, it is an impossible thing, but just when she was about to soften her heart towards Xu Ruochu, Xu Ruochu actually disappointed her again.
"I like a man, for a long time, for a long time, he was already liked when I was in college, that kind of handsomeness, even now, I have never seen it in other men, I used to think that as long as I work hard, that man must be mine."
An Qing doesn't know why, she suddenly wants to say this to Xu Ruochu, perhaps, for Xu Ruochu's own way of dealing with herself, leaving it to herself is the best result, isn't it?
"But you're not together now."
Xu Ruochu didn't know why An Qing would suddenly say these things to himself, maybe, he just thought of it by chance, looking at An Qing in front of him, Xu Ruochu hugged this woman gently from behind An Qing, at this time, a person felt the fragility from this woman.
"Yes, we are not together, but some time ago, I saw a very good sister of mine, walking with him, my sister, there are already many excellent men around me, I don't understand, why, even the man I like, he is not willing to let go."
This moment.
Xu Ruochu didn't know why, but he thought of himself.
Shi Chenhao, Lin Haonan, these are all very good men, but has she really had love?
It seems that since that Liu Yuze, he has not really been in love, it's not that he doesn't want to fall in love, it's just that he feels that maybe he is afraid, afraid that after he has invested all his feelings, in exchange, it will only be a betrayal.
Letting go of the friend he was still hugging tightly just now, at this time, Xu Ruochu's tone would only make people feel an indescribable sadness, just looking at this woman would give people the urge to cry.
"Actually, what you see may not necessarily be what you imagined, you look at me, Shi Chenhao, Lin Haonan, these two men, are all by my side, I think they are definitely not bad in the eyes of other women, but this is not the same."
Oh, yes.
An Qing suddenly thought of a very important question, why did Xu Ruochu rarely have the same contact as lovers with those two men, could it be that he and those two men were just simple friends?
How is that possible!
Even if he is just a bystander in this matter, but those two men, even if they are a bystander, look at it with greed.
Xu Ruochu was between those two men, how could he not be tempted?
Does this woman really think that he is a saint himself!
"You don't like them?"
"Actually, it's not, it's just that I don't believe in love at all, what's more, Shi Chenhao is very good, but the two of us have a fierce quarrel there every day, how can there be love between the two of us. Lin Haonan is also very good to me, but he really takes care of me too much, so for me, he is like a brother. ”
It's just that Xu Ruochu's evaluation of these two men, An Qing didn't care much, at this critical moment, An Qing grabbed the most important question, looked at Xu Ruochu a little strangely, and asked, "You don't believe in love?" ”
Doesn't it mean that this woman loved Liu Yuze until she died and lived, and she wanted to die and live, how could Xu Ruochu not believe in love.
Although some words have already been said, at this time, Xu Ruochu really didn't think that An Qing would ask himself like this, so when he heard An Qing's question, this woman, who had always been calm, also looked a little overwhelmed.
"Actually, if it's not you who asked me this time, I really don't want to recall the previous things......"
Xu Ruochu felt that since everyone was a friend, then his past must be told calmly, didn't An Qing also tell himself that he liked a boy.
"Something that happened before, was it very unhappy......
At this moment, An Qing still wants to care about Xu Ruochu, a woman
"yes."
Before this, Xu Ruochu didn't think that he would say this when he was with An Qing, but now that he has said a beginning, Xu Ruochu also feels that there are many things that he can't share with his friends, so at this time, his attitude seems to have softened a lot.
"When I was in college, I had a very loving boyfriend, I used to think I was the happiest person in the world, until later, I learned that many things are different from what I imagined, the relationship between me and my boyfriend is not as affectionate as I imagined, and even, I ...... between my girlfriend and me"
Xu Ruochu's mood doesn't seem to be very happy at this time, on the contrary, it will make people see an indescribable depression.
An Qing's heart, at this time, is also tight, the two of them have known each other for so long, this time, myself and Xu Ruochu, are we finally going to talk about the topic of Chen Shiying, Xu Ruochu, I really want to know, what kind of emotions do you have for Chen Shiying!
"Forget it, let's not talk about that."
The moment he saw Shi Chenhao come in, Xu Ruochu instinctively didn't want to mention that topic, probably thinking that the final result of that topic would not necessarily be very good for him, and it was enough to have a Lin Haonan between himself and a man.
After all, Lin Haonan is a friend that he sincerely recognizes, but Liu Yuze, that scumbag, really has no need to exist between them.
Maybe it's getting closer slowly, for the man in front of him, Xu Ruochu is also very recognized, at this moment Xu Ruochu, I feel that even if Shi Chenhao only knows Liu Yuze, he has dirty this man's ears, compared with the two people, one in the sky and one in the ground