Chapter 7 The Rooftop
I don't have anything to say now! An "eyewitness" was finally found. I really want to go to the nurse just now to theorize, let her come and see this incredible scene, let her know that I'm not a psychopath!
But if you think about it, why do you care so much about other people's opinions, as long as Dr. Ma understands me...... But...... Why is Dr. Ma so calm? Isn't he curious? Wouldn't he be surprised that there would be blood on the bars, or the blood on the dark red dead people who had been dead for a long time? His reaction was just to think about changing my room?
"It's been a long time since it's been cleaned, it's been empty for too long, and it's full of rust," Dr. Ma touched my hair and said, "Why don't you change the room first, and I'll let them clean it before you come in?" After all, this room is the best ...... here"
"Rust?" My eyes widened and I felt like my brain was suddenly congested! It seems that I found a support just now, but now I was suddenly abandoned by the world!
"What rust! Didn't you see it yourself? Isn't this blood! I shouted loudly as I walked to the balcony, touched it with my hand, and reached out to him: "Look! I have blood on my hands! ”
But...... Before I could speak, I suddenly deflated, and I saw that my hands were glued to deep and shallow rust! Yes! It's rust! I'm sure!
All of a sudden, I sat on the couch with my butt collapsed, my brain went blank, and I thought in a trance that I was probably really mentally ill......
"Ruolan, don't be afraid, this is a normal phenomenon, it will be fine after a while", Dr. Ma always gave me meticulous care when I needed comfort the most, he smiled at me and said: "Let's go, let's eat, don't think about it, just as if it didn't happen."
He took my hand and walked out of the room, I didn't refuse, I didn't even want to refuse, I longed to be so close to him in front of patients and nurses, because I was afraid that they would have that weird look when they looked at me, I was obviously a normal person. But why do you have to prove that you are not mentally ill? It even seems to me that if I can make people misunderstand that I am Dr. Ma's girlfriend, then they won't misunderstand me as a psychopath?
My idea was confirmed when I got to the nurse's desk at the elevator door. The trainee nurse, who had treated me as mentally ill just now, was stunned at first when she saw us walking hand in hand, then greeted Dr. Ma, and then greeted me. I was secretly proud in my heart. Now you know I'm not a patient! It is not necessarily the patient who is hospitalized, but it may also be the doctor's girlfriend, especially since the wards here are more comfortable than the hotels.
Dr. Ma is like a big tree, protecting my heart made of glass.
We went to the doctor's cafeteria at the hospital, but I didn't even have the heart to eat, my mind was full of ghostly rust! And I remembered a detail, whether it was blood or rust on it, I had wiped it before! And it's still polished, but how can there be rust on it after that? Could it be that the action of "wiping clean" is also a fantasy of mine? So what part of my life is real?!
We ate and talked until dark, and I seemed to fall in love with Dr. Ma. No matter how helpless, how frightened and painful I was, it seemed as if as long as he was by my side, the unpleasant things would blow away. Looking at the darkness outside the window, we reluctantly walked out of the cafeteria.
He sent me to the inpatient department, told me a few words, and left.
Looking at his distant back, I was a little overwhelmed for a moment, like life had suddenly lost its direction. I stood in front of the building and looked up, how could it feel so high, as if the top part had penetrated the clouds. I don't know when the fog started. There is a white expanse all around, and it feels a little eerie to stand outside, so let's go into the house early, Dr. Ma should come over early tomorrow morning!
Just about to walk through the door. I took a few more steps back, stood where I had been, and noticed an incomprehensible phenomenon......
My ward is on the 11th floor, so the balcony is equipped with iron railings, that is, protective nets, which should be used to prevent the people inside from falling. This is the hospital. And there are guards in the hall, and there are security guards outside, so even if you want to steal, you don't have to climb the window, and you have a better chance of getting in directly from the door, so the iron railing should not be used to prevent theft, then, if so...... Why do you start with railings from the ground floor? There are all floors in the building, and the railings are to enclose the entire balcony, which does not look like a "fall prevention building" at all, but more like preventing people inside from trying to get out of it and jump off the building.
Whether it is an anti-fall building or an anti-jumping building, why is it installed even on the first floor? Is it for fear that the patient will escape? Can't that patient swagger out of the main entrance! I looked around the building, and it felt as if it was being imprisoned in a cage, the gray building, the inky black railing, in the fog of the night, like a trapped beast, struggling desperately......
Suddenly a thought: Maybe the railing is not a person, but someone else......
Trembling all over, why should I scare myself! Staring at the inpatient building in the fog in the fog and imagining all kinds of horror scenes, others will definitely think that I am a patient inside!
But as soon as I stepped into the hall, my fear did not diminish, but immediately condensed in the air.
I don't know what time it is, but the hall is empty anyway, except for the old man......
He still sat in that position, set up a chair in the doorway, and sat quietly on it like a sculpture. And the door is partially open, and if I want to go in, I must come from him, at least for a moment, and I must be very close to him!
Why is there no one now! It's good to have a stranger walk with me! He sat in the doorway, his eyes glaring into the distance, like a vulture, hovering in the air looking for a target.
Think too much! I think about it again! He's just an old janitor! Although they look weird and look weird, who is still handsome when they are older? Aren't people getting uglier the older they get!
yes, yes, I've thought about it too much! It's better to go back to the ward early to sleep, I'm so sleepy!
As if he didn't exist, he had the courage to walk past him as if nothing had happened......
"Don't go to the roof".
A cry like a duck that has been choked by the neck is ugly! There was a sudden sound in this empty hall, such a suddenness, I was not mentally prepared, my whole body trembled, and I almost shouted.
I stood still, unable to imagine that such a sound came from his throat. Auditory hallucinations! It must be another auditory hallucination! I don't believe anyone would make such a nasty sound! Such a sound simply does not exist in the world!
Take a deep breath and keep walking.
"Don't go to the roof!"
Another bang! It's exactly the same as before! It was like a replay, I jerked my head back and looked at him next to me, he was still the same action just now, his eyes glaring angrily ahead, I wondered if he was a statue or not! However, there are only two people here, me and him, and the one who speaks is not me!
"Ahh
When I got to the elevator door, I went crazy and pressed all the elevators, the more anxious and slow, all the elevators stopped on the 12th floor, I watched the display screen from the 12th floor to the floor unhurriedly down, but I was so anxious that I kept pacing back and forth, always feeling that the old man behind me would chase me, even if I looked at the door again and again he still sat there like a sculpture.
The elevator finally opened on the first floor, like a long century, I turned around, flashed into the elevator, desperately pressed the button to close the door, and even in the process of closing the door, I was always fantasizing, suddenly a hand reached in, and then the elevator door was sensed, slowly opened, and then the old man walked in......
Fortunately, everything is just to scare yourself, the elevator door is closed safely, no one comes in, the old man must still be sitting at the door at the moment, everything is what I think too much!
I was just about to press the button on the 11th floor, when I suddenly remembered the phrase "don't go to the roof", the roof? The biggest number on the floor button in the elevator is 12, that's right! I remembered another incident, when I was on the 1st floor just now, all the elevators stopped on the 12th floor! Is it a coincidence? Is the 12th floor a rooftop?
In a trance, the elevator door slowly opened, and the word "12F" was reflected in front of me on the wall opposite the elevator door.
This is the 12th floor? How did I press the 12th floor? Wrong! I didn't press the elevator just now! I didn't press it at all! Why did you get me to the 12th floor?
Suddenly, a mechanical voice sounded behind me, and when I looked back, the elevator behind me had closed the door and was heading down.
Did I get out of the elevator? When do I get out of the elevator?
I stood alone at the elevator door in a daze, as if I hadn't reacted to anything, so I fell into a whirlpool again, trying to struggle out, but the more I struggled, the deeper I became......
Once again, fear enveloped me, and they penetrated every inch of my skin, reaching deep within me.
Fortunately, I heard the conversation, and I didn't meet a living person except for the old man who looked like a dummy, and now I heard someone chatting, how warm it was at the moment! It's like a long night that finally sees the light of day.
The layout of the 12th floor is the same as that on the 11th floor, and when you exit the elevator and turn right is the nurse's desk, in front of which is a long corridor filled with patients.
Presumably the sound of the conversation must have come from the nurse's desk, a few girls always have endless topics to talk about during the night shift, I walked over slowly, I wish I could go to a crowded place at the moment.
Sure enough, the four girls were wearing pink nurses' uniforms, and there was a burly security guard, but as soon as they saw me, they immediately stopped talking, and everyone turned their heads to look at me in unison, and I looked at them in embarrassment, not knowing what to say for a while...... (To be continued.) )