Chapter 86: Pull Me into the Water?
"Expediency?" ゼ
Lu Huanian was silent, Jing Xin lowered his head and stopped looking at his unchanged face, sorting out the folds on his shirt. This dress was left there for the first time when I came to the villa around the mountain for the night. He didn't throw it away, and helped her wash it and put it in the closet. She preferred to believe that he liked her a little bit to do it.
If he could be so thoughtful as hypocritically, how terrible his mind would be!
"He won't wake up for a while, you stay here, I'll go buy something to eat."
"He's your father, and you should keep it."
Jing Xin grabbed his arm and turned around and ran to the elevator. The elevator was empty and silent. Jing Xin straightened his back, inhaled deeply, and exhaled shallowly. Ignoring the dullness in his chest, the corners of his mouth are lightly raised. I didn't plan to marry him, so I wanted to dig into what I was doing!
It's already lunch time. The employees of the hospital cafeteria sat together eating and chatting, Jing Xin found a place by the window to sit down, lowered his head, and ate sullenly.
"The food doesn't fit?"
There was an extra dinner plate on the opposite side, and listening to the sound was Lu Chenyan's, Jing Xin didn't raise his head, and continued to eat slowly. It is indeed as Lu Chenyan said. Her stomach was empty, but she didn't feel any hunger, if it weren't for the throbbing pain of hunger. She won't be swallowing poison either.
"Try the sweet and sour pork ribs, the canteen is quite authentic, and it is better than the boiled water you chose."
Lu Chenyan didn't care about Jing Xin's attitude, and put the ribs with chopsticks on top of her white rice.
"Come, Xin Xin, try your mother's sweet and sour pork ribs, which are specially made for you to be admitted to college."
"yes. I think she will stay away from me when she is admitted to university, so I don't have to see her often. ”
The dining table was facing a large table full of dishes, and Jing Xin's aroused appetite disappeared in an instant, it turned out that her mother hated her so much.
The past passed through her mind, and the voice and smile of her father, the only one who loved her, was so lifelike, but she couldn't touch it, a tear fell on the ribs, and Jing Xin picked it up and threw it on the table.
"I'm not good at this one."
Stomach distended and hurt, Jing Xin's movement of chewing food in his mouth slowed down, and he slowly looked up at the gloomy window, the weather that had been fine just now suddenly changed, and the rain beat on the window and made a dull sound. Putting down the chopsticks and looking at the pedestrians running in the rain, everyone has troubles, for example, they want to hide from the rain as soon as possible. And her distress is lucky in the eyes of others, she can marry into a wealthy family, eat and drink without worry, and live the rest of her life glamorously.
"If you don't mind, you can tell me what is on your mind."
"I'll tell you, I might as well go to a psychiatrist."
"People who are not usually sick will be much better when they see a psychiatrist and chat."
I have to say that Lu Chenyan has a good temper, no matter what Jing Xin says, he always has a gentle smile on his face. His smile is different from Lu Huanian's coldness, Lu Huayu's calculations, and Lin Yichu's ruffianism is the kind that comes from the heart, and he is naturally easy-going.
The rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, Jing Xin didn't leave, and it was better to go back and face Lu Huanian than to watch the rain here.
Lu Chenyan didn't leave, and sat silently opposite Jing Xin.
"You don't have to go to work?"
"There was no surgery at night, I felt bored at home in front of an empty house, so I stayed, and the hospital was more lively."
Jing Xin chuckled, it was the first time I heard someone say that he liked the hospital, and even Yan Suzhen, who has worked in the hospital for more than 30 years, sometimes said that he wanted to vomit when he smelled formalin.
"Why don't you live with your parents?"
Lu Chenyan is not like the average rich second generation with a sense of superiority, he is peaceful, Jing Xin was infected by him, his mood gradually calmed down, and asked casually.
"Living with them, in addition to urging marriage, is to let me take over the Lu family, and there seems to be a tight mantra in my ears all day long, and that taste is not something ordinary people can bear."
Lu Chenyan had a frightened expression on his face.
"When you reach the marriageable age, your family will generally urge you, which is normal." His expression was exaggerated, and the smile on Jing Xin's face deepened.
"What about you, have you ever thought about marrying Ah Nian?"
The smile on Jing Xin's face suddenly retracted, and he got up to leave.
"I grew up with him, except for Cao Yuge, it was the first time I saw a woman who could affect his emotions, I think he likes you, but he hasn't found out yet. Ah Nian is a good man, and it should be good to marry him. ”
"Lu Chenyan, you are very strange, even if you did something sorry for Lu Huanian back then, your sister was bullied and you just stood by and watched, and now you are still here to match me and Lu Huanian, your head is not caught by the door."
Whether Lu Huanian likes her or not, she doesn't know. I just feel that Lu Chenyan's attitude is too unpredictable.
"It's my sister who insists on marrying him, even if it ends up like this, she can only blame herself. As for Ah Nian, I do have too much guilt. ”
"If you are ashamed, it has nothing to do with me, you can't know that there is a pit in front of you, and push me in for the sake of your psychological better."
Jing Xin glanced coldly, and Lu Chenyan, whose face was still gentle, ran into the rain curtain outside.
Suddenly, the rain above his head disappeared, and there was an umbrella made of a coat on his head, and Lu Chenyan chased after him.
"If those words just said make you uncomfortable, I'll take it back."
"The water that is spilled out of the words is not collected if you want to, and each of you deliberately approaches it for another purpose." Jing Xin's footsteps did not stop, "You have been abroad for eight years, Lu Hua came back with the first foot, and you returned to China with the back foot, I think the guilt in your heart has interfered with your normal life, and you have to find a psychiatrist to help solve it." ”
"I've been seeing a psychiatrist all the time, but there are things that are like a mountain on my heart, and no matter how hard I try to move it, it stays there. Eight years later, I finally saw a glimmer of hope for relief when I returned to China this time. ”
The two stepped on the rain and ran all the way to the front of the hall, and Lu Chenyan looked at Jing Xin with burning eyes.
"I'm not your savior, and I suddenly discovered something very interesting."
Jing Xin's eyes flashed with cunning, he stood on tiptoe and whispered in his ear, turned around and rushed into the rain again, and ran towards the inpatient department behind, Lu Chenyan was stunned, and the gentle expression on his face no longer existed.
The bean-sized raindrops kept falling, and the smile on Jing Xin's face never disappeared, and when he came to the intensive care unit, his body was already soaked, and the rain continued to fall down the reservoir pipe.
Lu Huali saw it and hurriedly urged Lu Huanian to take Jing Xin to change his clothes.
"The weather is hot and cold, and it is most likely to catch a cold, and I am just pregnant, and a cold may affect the child."
"What child?"
Lu Huanian frowned, and his tone was imperceptible and eager.
"What kind of child, you won't know what you're doing. I told my sister-in-law, for the sake of the child, let you marry her. Lu Huali touched his arm, and her eyes fell on Jing Xin's stomach.
Jing Xin's heart went up and down, and her attention was always on Lu Huanian, and she didn't ask angrily as she imagined. After looking at her stomach for a few minutes, he took off his coat, covered her body, said hello to Lu Huali, and strode into the elevator with Jing Xin.
The residual warmth of his body remained on his coat, which not only did not warm her heart, but also made him cold to the bone marrow. When he heard that his parents could agree to marry her, he didn't even ask who the child was.
"Do you really want to give Ouyang a home so much?"
was held by Lu Huanian
Jing Xin, who was in the bend, lowered his head and looked at the puddle of water stains at his feet, and the expression on his face couldn't be calmer anymore.
"I owe him so much that the only thing I can do is give him a home."
"If you promised to keep me by your side, why do you want me to sign that contract, it's too much."
"Merchant cooperation, after running-in, if you feel satisfied, you will change the lifelong contract."
"That's because you unilaterally feel that I don't like you too much, so we can only be a one-time deal." Jing Xin looked up, and the gaze in his eyes was firm.
"If you are not satisfied, you can put it forward, and we will negotiate to solve it."
Lu Huanian has a businesslike tone, and he has the posture of finding a café for us to sit down and have a good talk.
"Do you need me to be reminded of your own flaws? Even if you're bisexual, I'm not going to sell my marriage and live with someone with another purpose. ”
"Some things are up to you."
Lu Huanian clenched her arms, and her deep facial features froze.
"Lu Huanian's rabbit will bite people when he is in a hurry, let alone people. Don't think that if I like Ouyang, I can't bear to hurt him, if you force me, I don't know what kind of thing I will do to him. ”
"You dare!"
The elevator door opened and closed, and the two never went out, Lu Huanian pressed her against the elevator wall, his arm against her chest, and the warning in his eyes overflowed.
"Barefoot people are not afraid to wear shoes, anyway, I'm alone now, it's a big deal, I don't have anything to fear." Jing Xin's eyebrows and eyes were all sneering.
"Where's the baby in your belly? You're not going to give him a home? ”
What she said is very right, she has no weakness in this world at present, Lu Huanian slammed her back molars a few times, and the most difficult thing in the world is like her.
"If there are children, even if there is, I don't plan to have them."
"You tell Lao Tzu again!"
Hearing this, Lu Huanian suddenly stuck his hand on Jing Xin's neck like a lion with a furious head, and the person who was just about to enter the elevator hurriedly stopped, and the door closed again.
"Yes, I wasn't going to ask for it!" Jing Xin said word by word with a smile. Lu Huanian, you can really do it, in order to give Lu Ouyang a home, you can accept a child who does not belong to you.
The hand holding her neck suddenly tightened, Jing Xin groaned in pain, her lungs were severely deprived of oxygen, and Jing Xin felt like she was about to suffocate.
Just when she felt like she was going to faint, Lu Huanian slowly let go of her hand and took the paralyzed Jing Xin in her arms, "If there is, if you dare to flow privately, Lao Tzu must have dug up your parents' graves." ”
"Lu Huanian, why don't you die!"
The wilting woman was stimulated by his words as if she had been beaten with blood, and raised her hand to hit him in the face, but Lu Huanian did not dodge or dodge, and slapped her alive.
"If you're feeling angry, it's okay to have a few more times."
The numb hand stopped in mid-air for a few seconds and then put it back to his side, clenched his silver teeth, and threatened the deceased, Lu Huanian, can you be more despicable.
The elevator door opened again, and Lu Huanian grabbed her waist and walked out of the elevator. The rain was still pouring down, Lu Huanian bent over and picked her up and strode to the underground parking lot, pressing her head in his arms with his big hand, and leaning slightly to help her block the raindrops that kept falling.
As soon as he got into the car, Lu Huanian turned on the heater, quickly started the car and ran to the school district villa not far from the hospital.
Lu Ouyang, who didn't see Jing Xin yesterday, sat in the living room, his head raised from the comic book from time to time to look at the closed iron door, and Lu's mother, who was with him in the living room, wanted to talk to him to divert his attention.
"Grandma Lu, will my sister come back today?"
"I think so. Otherwise, I'll call you and ask? ”
Lu Ouyang shook his head, as soon as school got out of school today, he called several times but no one answered. I used to read the comics with relish, but today I don't have any interest at all, and I go upstairs with a slumped head.
He was just about to close the door, the sound of the horn came, his black eyes were full of joy, Dong Dong ran down from the upstairs, looking at the car parked outside the iron gate through the rain, Lu Ouyang hurriedly went to open the door for them, ran outside the living room only to remember that he didn't take an umbrella, and quickly turned around, Lu's mother happened to be coming head-on. Lu Ouyang stretched out his hand to take it, and rushed to the iron gate excitedly.
"He's glad to see you back."
"But I don't want to see him now." The windshield wipers kept scraping through the glass, Jing Xin, who was sitting in the passenger seat, looked at Lu Ouyang who was constantly running towards the car, the smile on his face was like a gorgeous flower blooming in the rain, dazzling and beautiful, touching her heart, but the words on her lips were wrong.
"I'm the one who forced you, not him. I can tolerate anything you do to me, please don't hurt a child. ”
Lu Ouyang opened the iron door and stood aside, waving at Jing Xin who was sitting in the car, his eyes were crooked, and he looked cute for a moment. If Lu Huanian had threatened her just now, she might still be ruthless, and a word of invitation softened her hardened heart.
Lu Huanian drove the car to the front of the hall and asked Jing Xin to get out of the car first, Lu Ouyang closed the door, quickly ran over, tiptoed and held the umbrella to help Jing Xin block the rain that kept falling, the rain was heavy, his thin body was already half of it, and the trousers were also wet, looking at the smile on his face, Jing Xin's nose was sour, took the umbrella in his hand and took his hand.
"Why are you wet, hurry up and take a hot shower in the room, and I'll help you make a bowl of ginger soup." Lu's mother, who was waiting outside the living room, hurriedly ran to the kitchen.
Lu Ouyang didn't pester Jing Xin and pushed her into the room, seeing his sensible appearance, Jing Xin couldn't help but turn around and hug him hard, "You're also wet, go change your clothes." ”
"Okay, let's play and see who is faster."
Lu Ouyang grimaced at Jing Xin and ran next door. Lu Ouyang changed his clothes and stayed in Jing Xin's room until more than ten o'clock when he was met by Lu Huanian, and after drinking the ginger soup, his stomach was warm, and the whole person was much more comfortable. There were too many things happening today, Jing Xin was physically and mentally exhausted, and sleepiness began to swallow up the mixed thoughts in her mind little by little, and closed her heavy eyelids.
Outside the door, Lu Huanian raised her head and wanted to knock on the door, glanced at her watch, it was late at night, and she estimated that she had fallen asleep. twisted the doorknob, the door was locked, and the thin lips hooked into a nonchalant smile, with a little helplessness. The hotel is not locked, the rental house is not locked, just in the villa remember.
Turning back to the study, he turned back in the blink of an eye, with a bright key in his hand, and opened the door lightly, and even the sound of closing the door was much softer than usual.
Lu's mother suffers from severe insomnia, and she has not fallen asleep at this time, so she just sees Lu Huanian's every move, and the eyes of people who have experienced the vicissitudes of the world are full of relief. Suddenly, a flash of light flashed in her eyes, and she couldn't sleep anyway, so Lu's mother simply went into the kitchen.
The next morning, thinking that the case of the club was temporarily suspended, she should report to Jiang Yi and go back to work.
got up early and went into the bathroom, in front of the mirror, Jing Xin had just squeezed on the toothpaste, Yu Guang caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror, the movements of his hands stopped, his face leaned in front of the mirror, and the edge of the mouth broken by Brother Scar was smeared with yellow ointment. I opened my mouth to try, and the pain has been reduced a lot.
Jing Xin pursed her lips, brushed her teeth thoughtfully to clean herself up, and when she was about to go out, she looked at the locked door.
"Did you come into my room after I slept last night?"
While eating breakfast, Jing Xin turned around and asked Lu's mother, who was cleaning up in the kitchen.
"I don't sleep well, but I don't have the habit of sleepwalking." Mother Lu poked her head out of the kitchen and replied with a smile.
"That's weird."
Not only the corners of her mouth, but when she wore shoes, she found that the injuries on her feet were also medicated, and the first thing she thought of was Lu Huanian. It's just that the man opposite didn't show any special performance at all, slowly flipping through the magazine, and didn't even lift his eyelids.
"How long will it take for the clubhouse case to be resolved? If it's longer, I'll go to work at sea first. ”
"Yes, I'll let you know when it's resolved. Li Hang