Chapter 130: Illusion
There was a person lying by the door, and it took a lot of effort for the girl to push it open, and she glanced coldly at the woman who had fainted on the ground, her expression on her face did not change, and she looked around without a shadow of Fang Lan. Ziyouge called out to Fang Lan and walked inside.
"Fang Lan, are you still inside?"
"Wait a minute, I'll be right away."
Fang Lan, who was in a hurry to touch up the makeup on his face, answered, looked left and right at the small mirror, the scar was almost covered, the clothes on his body were sweaty, and he couldn't dry for a while, and it was very sticky and greasy. Fortunately, I expected such a situation and prepared a suit. When I came out again, I was much refreshed.
"Jing Xin?" The maid, who was standing by the window and waiting, turned around and saw a figure similar to Jing Xin, and couldn't help but mutter.
Fang Lan, who was lowering his head and sorting out his bag, looked up in confusion.
"Let's go," the girl tugged at the corners of her mouth, obviously two different faces. How could she be wrong? However, the feeling of that moment just now is indeed somewhat similar.
Fang Lan blinked her eyes lightly, clearing away the doubts in her eyes.
Outside the door, Jing Ran just came back from a phone call and saw Yan Suzhen lying on the ground on all fours, anxiously pinching Yan Suzhen to get the middle of the person, and kept calling her mother.
A few blurry images flashed in his mind, and Fang Lan's pace slowed down. It wasn't until a few nurses blocked her view that she quickened her pace to keep up with the girl who had already reached the elevator entrance.
"Do you know them?" In the past, Yaya's observation ability was particularly strong. Just now she noticed Fang Lan's expression constantly changing, as if she was confused and painful, not like looking at a stranger's expression.
Fang Lan shook his head, there have always been some things in his mind over the years, but many of them are too vague to remember clearly. The doctor said that she was too stimulated to cause such symptoms of selective amnesia, waiting for her to let go of the pimple in her heart. It is possible to find what was lost.
Over the years, I always feel that somewhere in my heart is empty, every time I dream back at midnight, looking at the dark room, obviously there is someone lying next to her, she still feels that she is missing her arms.
She deliberately searched, maybe as the doctor said, the pain experienced was too deep, and she buried the most painful memories in the deepest part of her heart, and she didn't want to mention it in her life.
Later, the doctor saw too much, and every time he saw it, it was like a torture. She became resistant, feeling that finding those would only make her more painful, and she was slowly afraid to go to the hospital and refused to see a doctor.
"Lu Qi is on a business trip, I want to go to the company in the afternoon to discuss cooperation, so I won't send you back."
"It's already a hassle for you to let you run, I'll just go back myself." Fang Lan stood beside the car. With a proper smile on his face, he told her to drive slowly.
"I heard Gu Yang say that you are only twenty-five years old, you don't need to apply such thick makeup on your face all day long at your age, it's not good for your skin." Yaya doesn't have many friends, and after a short contact, she thinks that Fang Lanren is not bad, if she lives in S City for a long time in the future, the two can come and go often, but she doesn't like women with heavy makeup.
"It's too ugly without makeup. I'm afraid I'll scare you. The corners of Fang Lan's mouth pulled out a bitter smile, and her hand stroked her cheeks, she didn't want to be without makeup, her skin was very good, and her facial features were exquisite, but the hideous scar made her good-looking big eyes suffer.
In order to cover up the scars at the end of the eyes, she basically paints the makeup at the end of the eyes very heavy, high and high, and the thick smoky makeup hides her original temperament and appearance.
"Believe in yourself and believe in Gu Yang, he is engaged in art, and his aesthetics should not be bad." Although Yaya said that, doubts appeared in her eyes, looking at Fang Lan's expression, what she should say was not a lie, but she felt that Gu Yang had been surrounded by beautiful faces since she was a child. The girl you like can only be more beautiful and not ugly.
Fang Lan pursed her lips, if there was no scar on her forehead, her face would definitely be beautiful, but no matter how beautiful her face was, after destruction, it would not reflect its beauty. Just as a person is as good as a thousand people, as long as they expose their shortcomings, they will be infinitely expanded. Seeing the car disappear from sight, not wanting to go home for the time being, Fang Lan walked slowly on the road again.
The scene in front of her was familiar and unfamiliar, and as she walked, she came to the door of the community located in the downtown school district, raised her eyes and looked at the fan-shaped door in front of her with a few big words shining in the sun, her head began to hurt again, her body shook a few times, and she leaned against the wall next to her.
Lu Huanian, who rushed back from the riverside, pressed the horn to signal the doorman to open the door, and took out a cigarette and a lighter while waiting. The lighter had just been turned on, and the afterglow caught a glimpse of Fang Lan with a painful face and sweaty face. She was very thin, and the clothes on her body were too loose, which made her weaker and weaker, as if she was about to be crushed by pain in the next second.
The energetic look he had seen her in the morning flashed back to his mind, and the cunning and stubbornness that naturally flowed out of those overly descriptive eyes contrasted sharply with the present.
He hadn't seen that look in a long time, and he looked at her silhouette slightly distracted.
When the fire burned in his hand, Lu Huanian came back to his senses, lit a cigarette, took a sharp puff, choked and coughed a few times, and drove into the electric door that had already been opened.
At the corner, I looked back at the place just now, and the emaciated figure disappeared. The thick eyebrows are almost not visible, and they are lightly unscrewed. This morning, he talked to Lu Qi on the phone, and learned about Gu Yang's purpose for coming here, and inadvertently mentioned that Fang Lan was also from S City, looking at her appearance just now, she used to live here?
Lu Hua Nian whispered, every year at this time he would be restless and restless, the first two years, it was better, but this year is particularly serious.
It's just that Yu Mi can make him lose control, after all, that face is very similar. And Fang Lan just revealed a little similar eyes, he could think about it, and it was really enough!
Maybe he should listen to Lu Qi's arrangement and go on a business trip abroad, and it will probably be better to be busy.
In the school district, except for the kitchen where people died, everything has not changed at all as it was three years ago, and there will be housekeeping every day to clean it, and he will come here for a few days every month for three years.
Lu Huanian sat down on the sofa, kept smoking, kept pacing, and felt depressed in his heart, he anxiously tore open the heavy curtains of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and unexpectedly looked at a pair of eyes staring at his house.
Those eyes were painful, dazed, and confused, just like a wanderer who couldn't find a home, Lu Huanian was stunned, and the hand holding the curtain tightened slightly, how could she be here?
The sun was dazzling, and Fang Lan, who came in behind a car, stopped in front of this familiar mansion, and was forcibly suppressed in the bottom of her heart, and her head swelled as if it was about to explode, she moaned suppressed, squatted on the ground with her head covered, and gasped roughly.
Lu Huanian, who was standing by the window, frowned more and more, he didn't want to be nosy, thinking that she had some crazy illness last night, if something happened here, Lu Qi and Gu Yang would not be able to explain it. Thinking like this, I hurried out the door.
"Do you need me to call 120 for you?"
The sun was scorching, and the wilted woman with a red face slowly raised her head and looked at the owner of the shiny leather shoes, as if she had seen it somewhere, and she couldn't remember it for a while. didn't respond to his words, and struggled to get up, but his body was still halfway up, his legs were a little weak, and his body shook a few times, Lu Huanian reached out in time to stop her from falling forward.
"Thanks, can you give me a glass of water?" After stabilizing her body, Fang Lan tore off his hand, sweating so much, her whole body was about to collapse, and now she had to replenish some water.
Looking at her dark pupils, Lu Huanian didn't speak, turned around and walked towards the villa, Fang Lan took him as a default, and took heavy steps to follow.
Lu Huanian, who entered the room one step ahead of her, poured her a glass of water and put it on the table.
"In your state, let's call Gu Yang to pick you up." Lu Huanian felt that this woman was chattering. No, it should be said that she has a bit of a psychological problem herself.
"You know my husband." After drinking the water in one go, the woman who felt more comfortable poured another glass. looked up at Lu Huanian, who had been smoking with one hand in his pocket.
Lu Huanian's brows that had not been stretched were twisted again, he was sure that this woman was sick, and she was not lightly ill, they had met three times even this time, and she still couldn't remember him. Immediately decided to contact Gu Yang himself and asked him to pick up this strange woman.
"He's talking to the sponsor, don't bother him, I can find my way home." Fang Lan lowered his head, rubbed the water glass with some embarrassment, and said, "As for me, I often selectively forget some things. To put it simply, if I don't want to remember, I'll just ignore it, a very strange disease. ”
Lu Huanian's thin lips lightly spit out the circles under his eyes, and looked at the woman who pulled her hair behind her ears through the smoke in front of her, how to say it, he Lu Huanian can be regarded as a man who wants to have good looks and temperament, how many women want to marry him, even if they are married women, they will think about him. She even said that she just ignored him! His heart was a little depressed for no reason!
"Thank you for the water, I'll go back first."
was displeased by the unscrupulous scrutiny of his sharp eyes, and given that he knew Gu Yang, she couldn't attack him verbally. Gather your temper, put down your cup and prepare to leave.
"You used to live here, too?" Lu Huanian flicked the cigarette ash, half-leaning on the heavy glass window, covered with a layer of gray smoke, looking a little unruly, but deep and terrifying.
"I don't remember, maybe I lived." Fang Lan grabbed the bag in her hand, looked around, her head began to hurt again, the makeup on her face was soaked in sweat and began to dry and uncomfortable, she had to get out of here quickly.
"I'll send you." Seeing that she began to press her eyebrows again, Lu Huanian was inexplicably worried, and strode forward to grab the key and follow.
"Don't bother, I can go back by myself."
She has been quite repulsive to the opposite sex all these years, and if she hadn't fainted with thirst, she would never have come in with him.
Lu Huanian's mocking and displeased gaze swept over her face, and a sense of oppression followed. Fang Lan didn't like others like this the most, so she didn't wait for him to drive and went straight to the gate, but sadly, the electric gate clicked and locked when she passed. She could only stand in place and stare at Lu Huanian who was driving over.
The car stopped beside her, Fang Lan weighed it, this was his territory, even if she didn't want to, he would drag her into the car, it was better to go up by himself than to suffer.
The smell of smoke in the car was strong, and Fang Lan secretly whispered smokers, opening some windows to let the smoke disperse. Wooden hall table drawing.
"Address."
"Hongfu Homeland."
Fang Lan lowered his head sullenly and made a muffled voice, after a few simple words, the carriage returned to silence, Fang Lan leaned on the window and looked at the retreating scenery outside, his red lips murmured softly, Dynasty.
Lu Huanian, who was driving, glanced back at her, looked at her appearance with heavy makeup, and actually linked her with Miss Taipei. He had already heard of the Gu family, the family was big, and he didn't know how he allowed such a strange woman to enter the door in the first place.
Sensing Lu Huanian's eyes, Fang Lan's displeasure was even greater, and she was about to say something, when Gu Yang's phone called in and asked her where she was at this time, and he went over to pick her up.
"No, a friend of yours sent me home."
"Friends? What is it called? Gu Yang was confused, he hadn't been in S City for a long time, and there were not many people who could be regarded as friends.
"What's your name?" Fang Lan covered the phone and asked Lu Huanian, who was driving.
"Lu Qi's cousin Lu Huanian." When the words fell, Lu Huanian's eyebrows were tightly wrinkled, he had never introduced himself to others. He inexplicably wanted her to remember him! It should be the man's self-esteem that is at fault.
Gu Yang answered on the other end of the phone and hung up the phone thoughtfully. Yesterday, when he saw that Fang Lan was honestly sleeping in Lu Huanian's arms, unlike before, he had to take a tranquilizer to get better after seeing blood, so he called Lu Qi to ask about Lu Huanian. It's not that he is too careful, it's that she once lived in S City, and he was afraid that the two would intersect.
Unexpectedly, today he learned from Lu Qi that a man with a cold personality would send her back, and he was a little calm. If it weren't for the agreement he had made with the old man in advance, he probably would have taken her out of here immediately.
"It's so hot outside, why did you get out?" Lu Huanian didn't send her into the community, she parked the car at the door, and Fang Lan saw Gu Yang standing in front of the door from a distance, the sun was so poisonous that she didn't even hit an umbrella.
"I'm not as delicate as your body. What do doctors say? ”
"I've disappointed you again." Fang Lan lowered her head embarrassedly, she had already tried very hard to think about it, but after all, she couldn't resist the pain and gave up.
"It's okay, my bad. If you don't want to think about the past, don't think about it. Let's go up, my daughter is still waiting for you. Gu Yang's eyes were faintly uneasy under the pain. He shouldn't have forced her. I can't remember the past, it should be a good thing for him.
"I'll tell you a funny and sad thing, I was removing my makeup in the bathroom today, and I scared people out. You say that my scar is too lethal. Seeing that he was a little unhappy, Fang Lan took the initiative to take his hand and said self-deprecatingly.
"How can it be so exaggerated as you say, I'm used to it, and I don't have a sense of beauty!"
Gu Yang looked down at the clasped hands, and a faint happiness appeared in his eyes. I don't care what you've been through, I just think you're the best woman in the world. Since the man who was with you didn't take care of you, let me take over your life for the rest of your life.
"Sure enough, he is an artist, and even his vision is different from others. However, don't shoot according to my sense of beauty, otherwise your exhibition will not be a visual feast, it will definitely be called a disaster. ”
Fang Lan said carelessly, but who knows, when she first knew that the forehead scar existed, she didn't dare to look in the mirror for a long time. It was the patient Gu Yang who walked a lot of places and took a lot of photos of people who were more scary than her wounds, telling her that they all had the courage to live well, and she was many times luckier than them, so why couldn't she face herself up and live well.
Later, Gu Yang's mother Feng Tian asked her to go for scar removal surgery, but Gu Yang refused on the spot, and at that time she knew that Gu Yang had already asked the doctor. He has done a lot for her, he has been so good to her, she can give him too little, and there has always been a lot of guilt in his heart.
"You can only leave such a beautiful scenery to me, and I am reluctant to take it out."
Hearing this, a flush appeared on Fang Lan's face, and he lowered his head a little shyly, Gu Yang was very different today. He is a man who always does more than he talks, and has very little sweet words.
"Do you like it here?"
"Ah, why do you ask this all of a sudden?"
Fang Lan looked up at Gu Yang, who was asking coldly. In fact, she can't say it, she always feels that the city is very familiar, very close, but deep down in her heart she is ruthlessly repulsed, and she can't understand why. However, she would love to see the two graves in her memory. It's just that she still can't remember their specific location after all.
"I'm afraid you won't get used to it."
A flash of dodge flashed in Gu Yang's eyes, and he tugged at the corners of his mouth at her.
Fang Lan didn't notice that something was wrong, and as soon as she opened the door, Gu Yan ran to Fang Lan barefoot on the velvet blanket, calling her mother in a milky voice.
"Yan Yan is so sticky to you, you might as well not go to work, stay at home with her, and I'll support you two."
"That's not okay, just like you, you love photography and you don't hesitate to go against your parents' wishes in order to pursue your dreams. I also have my dreams, I want to be a famous designer like my mom. ”
"With your knowledge of design, I can help you become famous quickly if you want, and you don't need to live a 9-to-5 working life." Fang Lan is a very principled person, when he was working in France, even if he was bullied when he first entered the workplace, he did not move out of the Gu family as a backer, relying on his own ability, and stabilized his foothold in the company step by step. Seeing that there was an opportunity for promotion and salary increase, because he had to start from scratch again, he was very distressed.
"That's not good, you don't rely on the Gu family, not to mention that my relationship is still on the next level!"
Gu Yang knew that she was stubborn and didn't say anything anymore.
"Yan Yan is more than two years old, we have to find a school for her to go to school." Fang Lan looked thoughtfully at Gu Yan who was lying on her shoulder and playing with her hair, it hurt to hurt, but she couldn't be pampered.
Gu Yan's ability to take care of herself independently is too poor, and her temper is a little squeamish, if she doesn't discipline her well now, she will definitely develop a domineering temper when she grows up.
"You also know that she is only two years old, and she is too early to go to school." Although Gu Yan is not sticky to Gu Yang, Gu Yang is also in pain, everything follows her, Gu Yan's character has become what it is today, and he has to bear more than half of the responsibility.
"Some of them just turned one year old and went there, and many of them will eat and go to the toilet by themselves, you see what your daughter will do, she won't even take a spoon." Fang Lan glanced at him, it was absolutely imperative for Gu Yan to send him to school.
"Do you have to go?" Gu Yang's face was full of distress, for fear that the teacher would wronged her daughter when she went to school, and tried to persuade Fang Lan to dispel her thoughts.
Fang Lan nodded seriously.
"And what if she cries?"
"Gotta get her in!" Fang Lanyu's tone was resolute, and Gu Yan's last thought was gone.
Gu Yan's big black eyes moved lightly between the two who were constantly talking, and her expression seemed to understand whether she understood or not.
Fang Lan is definitely a resolute woman, this side decided to start choosing a school for Gu Yan over there, and selected a few schools with good reviews for comparison, and finally Gu Yang made a final decision, and chose the international aristocratic school in the city center, Fang Lan also liked this and agreed.
It just so happened that she still had a few days to go to work, so she could go to school first, and she could go to observe for a few days when Gu Yan was in school.
On the first day of school, as imagined, Gu Yan couldn't stop crying, she didn't care about it, and the next day she knew that it was useless to cry too much, and her state was much better. felt that on the third day, he should be almost completely adapted, so Fang Lan did not go to school, and checked the information of the company he was going to work at home.
Seeing that it was time after school, Fang Lan had just started the car to go to school to pick up her baby daughter, and the teacher's phone call came in, Gu Yan lost her temper at school, overturned the soup, and scalded the children on the side, and now the children have gone to the hospital.
Fang Lan apologized again and again and asked about the injuries of the injured young friend, drove to the school, and prepared to go to apologize to others after Gu Yan.
The front of the school was full of parents picking up students, the children had delicate skin, and Fang Lan was afraid of burning the other party out. I don't know if Gu Yan, who was in trouble, was frightened, and squeezed inside in a hurry.
"I'm sorry, can I let me go?" Drilling left and right, Fang Lan, who was about to squeeze in front of the iron gate, was blocked by a tall and sturdy body, and spoke anxiously.
Without receiving a response, and his body did not move away, Fang Lan raised his head in displeasure, and unexpectedly crashed into a deep pool of black tan. The feeling of déjà vu made her stunned for a moment.
"Don't know you again?" Lu Huanian's magnetic voice was low, faintly displeased, and there was a hint of frustration.
"Remember, remember." Fang Lan nodded and shook his head, feeling that his reaction was not right, and smiled awkwardly. The illusion of familiarity just now was generated from the bottom of my heart, and it should be a distant memory.
Lu Huanian looked at her and frowned, but he didn't know if what she said was true or not, ignoring the anxiety in her eyes, and still stood in place.
"Even now, the door won't open, you have to wait."
"No, she always calls me, she should have a special explanation." Tianre Fang Lan touched the sweat on her forehead, the thick bangs were swept aside by her, Lu Huanian's gaze fell on her forehead, and her thick eyebrows were almost invisible and frowned slightly.
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