In the end, Bubble still didn't send the letter, Wang Huisi had already written very well, the writing was very good, the feelings were very sincere, and she had already written out the meaning she wanted to express. However, she felt that there seemed to be something missing, and she couldn't figure out what was missing, so she decided to write a letter to Qin Ren herself.

Wang Huisi also agreed with her approach, because he said that only he knows his own intentions, and no matter how good his writing is, it is impossible for others to completely write what they want to express.

Bubble felt that his words were very reasonable, and thought that it was better to write them herself, but after thinking about it for a few days, she still couldn't even write half a sentence. She also referred to the letter that Wang Huisi had helped write before, but she still couldn't write it, she felt that there was a strong emotion in her heart that wanted to pour out, but as soon as it was on the paper, she was at a loss.

After more than half a month, Bubble still couldn't write a letter, which made her very anxious, and the frequency of the onset of illness accelerated as soon as she was in a hurry.

Wang Huisi was silent for a short time and then said, leave Ping first. Let's go for a walk somewhere else, calm down, and maybe you can write it. The bubble felt justified.

So they left Ping. South, head to the next place, Harbin, Heilongjiang.

……

Liu Xiaoxue finally gave up her desire to find Zeng Yanhua, because she found that no matter how she looked for Zeng Yanhua, she would not be able to find him. Zeng Yanhua seemed to be deliberately avoiding her. Hiding so big, finding someone is like looking for a needle in a haystack.

However, she did not give up on the exploration of bubbles, she was still very eager to understand bubbles, and she wanted to know about them anyway.

……

Foam for Ha. Erbin's first impression was familiar, she felt like she had been here once before, but the memory was nowhere to be found.

Wang Huisi bought a white down jacket for her, and he also bought a yellow one. Wang Huisi told Bubble that she looked good in white.

The bubbles looked at the snowfall in the sky, like pear blossoms with rain, and suddenly calmed down, very peaceful. She opened her palms, and flakes of snow fell on her hands and melted again. At this moment, she had a sense of déjà vu, and the memories in her mind seemed to roll out.

She immediately returned to the inn and took out a pen and paper to write down through the white snow outside.

"Qin Ren:

Today, it's been more than two years. I miss you so much, and if I could, I would have liked to see you immediately, please forgive me for being willful.

In the past two years, I have been thinking about you and worrying about you all the time. There are always many separations in life, and I don't know when I will be able to meet you. You've been waiting for me for so long, and I don't know when I'm going to be fine.

So, if you can't wait, you can also go and be with someone else, I won't hate you.

The thought that we may not see each other until a long time later, or that there will never be a goodbye in the future, and the thought that you are waiting for me that may be meaningless, makes my heart ache.

If only everything could go back to the way it was! I used to think that it was a wonderful feeling that the two of us were living in a rented house and you were cooking noodles for me. But we're never going back, are we?

I can't express my emotions very well, and my words are very stiff, but I'm sure you'll understand what I mean.

By the way, I forgot to tell you, I met a person before, his name is Wang Huisi, and he is a very good person. He was careful and careful, gentle and took care of me very carefully at all times, and it was because of the time I spent with him that my condition was slowed down a lot.

I wonder how your life is going over there? Are you okay? If you can, greet Huang Ying and Hua Yan for me, I miss them too.

November is approaching, the weather is getting colder, and you should take good care of your body. I'm sorry, I've always wanted to apologize to you, I haven't written back to you for so long, I hope you can forgive me. I've worked hard to recover, hoping that the day I will see you won't be too far away.

foam

21 October 2006"

After Bubble finished writing the letter, she carefully put it in a bag and affixed it with a postage stamp, feeling very happy in her heart, and at the same time inexplicably feeling a kind of longing.

She looked out the window, and she didn't know when it was dark, and the sky was full of stars, and the rain was like a starry sky.

……

The next morning, Bubble sent the letter and quietly left. She didn't tell Wang Huisi, but she believed that Wang Huisi could understand her, and she had been troublesome Wang Huisi for so long, which made her feel very guilty, and she felt that her own affairs should be faced by herself.

As for where she was going, Bubble didn't know, she just wanted to find a quiet place, rest for a while, and think about what she should do in the future.

Bubble walked aimlessly, moving in one direction, and she suddenly realized that she was also a backpacker, and she didn't actually know about backpackers, but she just had this feeling.

Suddenly, there was a strange feeling in the bubble, compared to the self of a long time ago, now, it seems that I am not the same person I used to be. In the past, whenever she arrived in an unfamiliar environment, she would be very scared when she saw strange people. But now she doesn't feel that way anymore.

……

Liu Xiaoxue went to Japan, and through various means, she finally contacted Chen Ze in Japan.

From Huang Ying's mouth, I learned that Chen Ze was also a person who had been with bubbles, and he must have an indispensable page in the story of bubbles in his hands, and his existence must have deeply affected bubbles before.

Soon, Liu Xiaoxue met Chen Ze in Yokohama. Compared with the Chen Ze in Liu Xiaoxue's memory, the current Chen Ze seems to be a little younger than the one he saw when he was by the lake. But those eyes were deeply melancholy, like an abyss, and they would fall as soon as they looked at it.

The meeting between the two seems very ordinary, as if they are two old acquaintances who have known each other for a long time, and there is no strangeness. But Chen Ze didn't remember her anymore, even though they had that thrilling night by the lake a long time ago, Chen Ze saw her like a stranger.

Liu Xiaoxue was angry that he had forgotten all about himself, the man who once made her think that he was the most important in her life, but she didn't remember herself, and even that passion by the lake had forgotten.

But life is like this, and the youth of the past seems vulnerable in the face of time. Fortunately, after a long time, Liu Xiaoxue's feelings for him have also become much weaker, so she didn't say those things when she was talking, but just asked him about bubbles.

Talking about bubbles, Chen Ze's body twitched, he could never forget the name, even though he had tried countless times to erase her from his mind, but always failed. In the past few years since I came to Japan, I have found a new life of my own, although I always think of bubbles at night. He originally thought that he would live like this forever, but he didn't expect to hear this name again after so long, which brought back that bitter memory.

At first, he felt at a loss and couldn't understand Bubble's departure for no reason, and he could clearly feel that Bubble also liked him, but the reason for his departure was unknown.

It wasn't until he came to Japan to live for a few years that he gradually learned to bury and forget. People will always forget, no matter what it is, as long as it is long enough, they will always forget.

Chen Ze told Liu Xiaoxue the story of the first time she saw Bubble to give up her family for Bubble and Bubble left for no reason, Liu Xiaoxue felt gloomy, she finally knew what the indelible sadness in Chen Ze's eyes was, and at the same time felt sad for Bubble. According to her understanding, since Bubble suffered from mild schizophrenia at the beginning, she recovered under Chen Ze's careful care. So, why did she leave? What is the reason for this?

Among the several men that Bubble has loved, Chen Ze is the sadder one. There was no doubt that Bubble also liked Chen Ze at that time, so did she leave Chen Ze because there was another person she liked more? So, if that's the case, who is that person?

Chen Ze didn't completely forget Liu Xiaoxue, he had already remembered it when Liu Xiaoxue kept hinting at the conversation. That night, and that girl, everything was like a dream, so he preferred to really forget.

After hinting many times and not getting a reply, Liu Xiaoxue was still a little sad. After learning about the bubble, she returned to China.

Next stop, North. Jing, she is going to find a person named Chen Le.

Chen Le also used to be with Bubbles. Although she didn't know what the bubble was like for her, before she got any news about Zeng Yanhua, she could only go to Chen Le to find out.

……

On March 2, 2007, the bubble came to the green. Island, which made her very happy.

At the same time, Qin Ren was also sitting in the bar drinking. For some reason, the bar was particularly deserted, no one came, and Qin Ren could only sit at the bar and drink.

He has been drinking this wine for almost 20 years, but he still does not get tired of it, he likes it, it was, it is, and it will be in the future.

Soon after, a young girl came to the bar. She was wearing a miniskirt, so short that even Qin Ren was embarrassed to look at her. Her face was very cold, but there was deep sadness in her eyes anyway, her name was Ouyang Xiaoqian.

Ouyang Xiaoqian came to the bar and said coldly, I want vodka, give me as much as I want.

That day was the day she fell out of love, her boyfriend and ex were rolling the sheets in the hotel, and she happened to be seen when they came out, and the two said very calmly, break up.

Qin Ren didn't give her vodka, but poured her a glass of "Sanhua alcohol".

After Ouyang Xiaoqian drank it, she felt a peculiar fragrance in her throat, faint. The faint scent of orchids. What kind of wine was this, she asked?

Qin Ren said, three-flower alcohol.

Ouyang Xiaoqian said, but I want vodka.

Qin Ren said, I think it's better for you to drink three-flower alcohol.

Ouyang Xiaoqian didn't speak, and Qin Ren poured her another cup of Sanhua alcohol. She took it and drank it all. Qin Ren continued to pour her. With each drink, her eyes lit up and then became foggy. Until finally, when she was drunk, she lay on the bar, laughing and swearing a man's name.

Qin Ren didn't speak, and listened to her quietly.

After a long time, Ouyang Xiaoqian fell asleep, and Qin Ren poured himself a glass of wine. Slowly drank it.

When Ouyang Xiaoqian woke up, she found herself lying in the rented room, and Qin Ren was silently cooking noodles in the kitchen. She walked in and watched the man with gray temples expertly cooking noodles. At that moment, she suddenly had a strange feeling in her heart, and she couldn't tell what it was.

She asked, "You brought me here?"

Well, Qin Ren replied, because I don't know where your home is. Qin Ren quickly cooked the noodles and brought them out and said, do you want to taste a little?

Ouyang Xiaoqian nodded, she tasted a few bites and found it delicious, and after getting permission, she finished eating.

At this time, Qin Ren had already left the rented house and came to the riverside, listening to the sound of waves like the sea, he felt very calm in his heart.

There is no turning back in life, and once you lose it, you can only regret it. In the past ten years, he has come up with only this answer. If he had been able to understand each other with Bubble at that time a long time ago, maybe everything would have been different. So, what does it look like today?

Everything will be unknown......