"Look here", Sissi pointed to a certain place in the porcelain doll, it was actually ......

"What...... What......" I looked at her a little embarrassed.

"Look closely, or touch it," Sissi said.

I touched it embarrassedly, it was puffed up, it was ...... Is that part......

"This ...... How is this going on...... True Lust ...... "I was a little embarrassed to myself.

"yes, it's just this weird, like a pervert." Sissi also said suspiciously.

"Isn't ......" I said nervously, "this can't be my future husband, right?" That's why he'......"

"Do you have to have a future husband to protrude?" Sissi said, "Maybe it's the man who drools over you."

I suddenly became uneasy, I am currently in contact with Wan Boyi, and I hold it tightly every time, although it is still very pure...... But maybe in the future...... Thinking about it, I suddenly blushed and felt so nasty! But at the same time, there is more worry and uneasiness.

"Ruolan, what are you thinking, your face is red and white", I was even more embarrassed by what Sissi said, Sissi looked at my embarrassed expression, suddenly laughed, and said: "Maybe it's not for you, there are more people who have physiological reactions, why do you have to think about you?" It could also be that one of the couples is just a man, where do you want to go."

Well, it's me who is too self-inflicted, and I was actually amused by Sissi at this time. "Let's go, go to the psychiatric hospital", I quickly changed the topic, it was better to get down to business! Of course, wrap the last remaining porcelain doll in a small square scarf and carefully put it in the bag.

Going straight to the inpatient department, Sissi kept following me and asked, "Is that porcelain doll ......?"

I ignored her, the elevator didn't wait, so I immediately walked up the stairs, a few steps and a quick step to the door of the ward.

"Sister, you're finally here", Han Tian was about to cry when he saw me.

"Is it Han Tian?" Sissi trotted all the way to catch up with me. Seeing that I was here, he asked nervously behind me.

I didn't have the heart to answer Sissi's question, I just hugged Han Tian tightly in the past, like a runaway teenager who was rescued by me. Holding him, I felt reborn, and I knew that it was not so simple, because the porcelain doll was not in my hands.

"Of course it's me. Why, Sister Sissi doesn't know me La", Han Tian obviously became very happy because of my arrival.

Looking at Han Tian, who was full of happiness, my heart was like a needle prick, he didn't know at the moment that his fate was in the hands of Shanshan, Shanshan wouldn't hang with a rope to play, right? Phew! Thinking of myself, I immediately suppressed myself! It's a bit scary to have too much imagination!

And I suddenly thought of something, and immediately lifted the blanket covering Han Tian's body. Carefully searched for it in his arms and legs.

"Sister, how do you know I'm back in the hospital?" I kept looking at him, but I didn't speak, and he looked at me like this, and asked puzzledly, "What are you looking at?" ”

"Eye of the needle", I didn't raise my head, and blurted out without thinking.

"Sister, how do you know that I've been having pins and needles lately? I know, I know that only you know me in this world. They all thought I was mentally ill, and as soon as I was in pain, my mother would take me to a psychiatric hospital, and Dr. Ma said anything. What does she believe, sister, after I die, the only person who can't be relieved is you......" Han Tian said and cried.

My heart trembled slightly, all because I didn't protect the porcelain doll. will let Han Tian have an accident! He was already discharged from the hospital! There is not a single needle eye on his body, and there is a feeling of pins and needles all over his body, when he dies of pain, his family will only hand him over to Dr. Ma, and the people around him will only think that he is a nervous disorder! He had already escaped from this hell because of me......

"Sister, don't cry, I'm fine, it's not painful at all, really, I'll do what you say, I just have to endure it and pretend that nothing happened, and they'll let me out." Han Tian comforted me while helping me wipe my tears.

Only then did I react, I actually cried, and what made me sad was that in the end, it was Han Tian who came to comfort me! But how did he know that this time it was not so simple, would Shanshan offer the porcelain doll for a lifetime like a bodhisattva? And until now, as long as anyone who messes with porcelain dolls, it is a dead end!

I tried my best to keep myself from crying and asked softly, "Is there anything else uncomfortable besides the needle?" ”

"Hmm......" Han Tian tilted his head and thought for a while: "Sister, that is, you, I dare to say it, sometimes I feel like I fell into a pool of boiling water, which is full of freshly boiled water, and it is hot and hot." Sometimes it was like falling from a certain height, and the whole body was torn apart. And also...... And I clearly felt the fire roasting me, and my whole body was in flames. Every time you get sick, it's like going to death, and when you come in, you see that there are security guards outside, it's for me, as soon as I get sick, they will come in and hold me down."

Boiled water? Stumble? Roasted over fire? What is Shanshan doing with porcelain dolls? I really can't calm down!

"Sister, I'm sorry, I can't listen to you, I also want to act as if nothing happened, as long as I don't show it, I can be discharged. However, every time the fire burned, a little bit of my skin was scorched, and the flames seeped into my muscles...... I really can't pretend to be asleep, and boiling water, etc., I really can't be motionless like Qiu Shaoyun, every time I can't help but hit the wall, shouting, and want to escape, but there is no way to escape, because there is no flame, boiling water, and needles, everything is in my heart, I just run around, waiting for them to come to the tranquilizer......"

When Han Tian told it, it was as if he was telling someone else's story, and his face was flat: "Sometimes once a day, sometimes only once a few days, but the pain of needle pricking will occur once every night." Sister, do you think I'm really a psychopath? Or am I doing something wrong and am now going through Infernal Hell? I really can't take it anymore, hey, the only thing I can't let go of is you......"

"Do you think you'll be freed when you die? There's such an infernal hell that you can't escape! Including suicide! Maybe after committing suicide will be a hundred times more painful than now! I almost roared, hearing Han Tian's meaning that I didn't want to live anymore, I was immediately anxious, so I could only stabilize him first: "You know what? In the underworld, the most despised ghost is the ghost who commits suicide, and if you go to that place because of suicide and go to the real Infernal Hell, then you will regret it too late! (To be continued.) )