29 Again, he tried to find an answer

If the time can be traced back to more than ten years ago, at the divergence of each person's path, Qin Ren can not lie to himself, about what will happen in the future. Will there be a different ending?

At the intersection more than ten years ago, they chose their own paths, as if they were still close in front of them as if they were yesterday. The face of the past was so familiar, yet so blurry. The irrelevant youth that belonged to the two of them, after more than ten years of time, intersected again.

It's just that, this time, none of them will let go again.

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Liu Hai finally knew what was behind the level in Qin Ren's heart. Maybe she had vaguely guessed it a long time ago, but she didn't want to admit it in her heart, and she also knew that once the barrier in Qin Ren's heart was opened, one day, she would have to leave him, which was what she was afraid of.

Once she and Qin Ren were in the train station, Qin Ren kept staring at a certain place on the road map, so she also looked over, that one, called Guang. East place. From then on, she felt that she couldn't keep this man, and even if she gave all her youth to this man, he would leave one day.

That time, she stood in the sea of people, and for the first time she felt very helpless and dazed......

People came and went around her, people kept passing by, and the noise echoed in her ears. Qin Ren was right in front of her, but she felt so far away, gradually disappearing into the sea of people, and what she had always wanted was disappearing little by little.

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Qin Ren had been pursuing the answer in his heart for a long time, and he couldn't figure out what it was. Because the direction of the starting point has been deviated from the beginning, the answer that came to the later is also wrong. But how do you get the real answer? To whom did his youth go?

Answers that can't be exported don't make any sense. Even if you lie all the time, it's still wrong. What can't be done is just self-deception.

What is youth? In the past, Qin Ren often thought like this, youth was a lie wrapped in a thin layer of paper, and he had never changed this idea so far.

The youth between him and Bubble was wrong from the beginning, crossing like two straight lines, and then getting farther and farther apart, and there was no way to turn back.

Even those daily routines that are no longer familiar will gradually pass away one day in the future, and then one day, we will miss and regret them incomparably.

Bubbles, like bubble-like girls, can easily burst. Her youth is also like a bubble, beautiful and short-lived, once it is gone, it is broken, and she can never go back, painful and regretful.

At that moment, Qin Ren was very confused, not knowing what was ahead? It's just hazy, however, he has to choose a path at the crossroads of his life, like he has been for more than ten years. He will no longer give this authority to God, but will choose the answer of his own will, even if it is not the right answer.

What he has given will be lost one day, and he will not be able to come up with the right answer, so he can only continue to explore.

The choice of more than ten years ago, he still doesn't understand, it's just that his heart aches, and he can derive the right answer. It is to arrange all the answers together, and eliminate those who already know that they are wrong, and the last one, even if it may not be correct, is what you think.

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Qin Ren returned to the place more than ten years ago, the place that carried his dreams and youth, and was called "once".

After he got off the train station, he went back with the foam on his back step by step, just like he had done a long time ago.

He had already bought the rental house a long time ago, and it was a distance of more than ten kilometers from the train station to the rented house, and he walked like this. Bubble fell asleep on his back.

He didn't know what Bubble's expression was like at this time, but Bubble

Gently pinching the corners of his clothes with his hands, so his expression of wanting to foam must be very peaceful and quiet.

After returning to the rented room, Qin Ren gently put the foam on the bed and covered the quilt for her, just like the scene that constantly impacted his memory more than ten years ago. Even if I missed it before, as long as it is still the same.

Qin Ren wanted to cook noodles, he knew that Foam liked noodles very much, and he would definitely be hungry when he woke up. But the bubble gripped his hand, tightly. He could only dispel the idea of cooking noodles, so he sat at the head of the bed and quietly accompanied her.

Qin Ren gently touched her face with his hand, her youth had not faded, she was still the same as more than ten years ago, like an angel. But Qin Ren felt that his youth had passed, he had grown a very thick beard, and his hair had a lot of white threads, the traces of that time.

Once he looked in the mirror, touched the wrinkles on his forehead, and couldn't believe that the person in the mirror could be himself.

He often wondered, is he really old? However, the facts told him that he was indeed old.

Bubble fell asleep peacefully, with a shallow hint of WeChat hanging from the corner of her mouth, occasionally frowning. Qin Ren wondered, was she having some beautiful dreams? Did you think of the past?

Qin Ren lowered his head, kissed her brow gently, closed his eyes and rested for a while. After a long time, the breathing of the foam gradually became even, and the hand holding Qin Ren was also loosened.

Qin Ren looked at her, thinking that she might have fallen asleep, so he wanted to leave for a while to cook noodles, but Qin Ren had just sent her hand. Bubble suddenly opened his eyes, grabbed his hand violently, his body trembled, his face was bloodless, he looked at him pleadingly, his eyes were hazy, and two lines of tears flowed down his cheeks.

Qin Ren's heart trembled, he felt very heartbroken, hugged her tightly, comforted her softly, and gently patted her back like a baby, it's okay, everything is already fine.

Bubble snuggled in his arms, and his trembling body quickly calmed down, and gradually fell asleep again, breathing evenly.

Qin Ren was very sad, as if someone was holding a sword and cutting his heart. No matter what happens, he will never leave her, even if it is the wrong youth, so let it continue to be wrong.

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Bangs hasn't been happy lately, and everyone who sees her says so.

Usually, Bangs is a very gentle, very cute and beautiful girl, and the tone is very gentle no matter who she says to anyone. She rarely gets angry, but lately she gets angry easily, and anyone who comes near her is deterred by her indifference or anger.

Everyone was speculating about why she became like this, and then they thought that it must have something to do with the sudden dismissal of Chairman Qin Ren a month ago and the handing over of the company to her.

There have been all kinds of rumors between them in the past, but no one dares to say it in front of them.

Recently, everyone came to a conclusion that they believed that Liu Hai was abandoned by Qin Ren.

However, there is a bigger doubt hanging over everyone's heads, why did Qin Ren suddenly dismiss and hand over the company to Liu Hai? They couldn't figure it out, Qin Ren was in his thirties, and his career was booming day by day. So what is the reason exactly?

Some people speculate that Qin Ren had other lovers, and then fell out with bangs.

But it's not right to think about it, Qin Ren is not married yet, and Liu Hai is not his girlfriend, and he doesn't have much of a stake in the company.

Qin Ren had every reason to abandon her without taking into account her feelings, and could even fire her, without any need to hand over the company to her.

So some people speculated that Liu Hai grabbed Qin Ren's fatal handle, and then forced him to hand over the company. However, looking at the recent situation of bangs, thinking about it also ruled out this possibility.

There is also a theory that Qin Ren had some serious illness and could not be cured, so he could only hand over the company to Liu Hai. Coupled with Bangs' recent emotions, everyone also unanimously believes that this statement is correct.

Then they felt sorry for Qin Ren, such a successful man had encountered such a calamity.

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Qin Ren does not feel that he is successful, on the contrary, he considers himself a failure, a failure from the very beginning.

He used to have a lot of things, but he didn't know it, he didn't cherish it, and he threw it away with his own hands.

Qin Ren went to a lot of places and walked through a lot of hospitals with the foam, but after every doctor saw the foam, he shook his head and sighed, feeling sorry for her.

Bubble was very afraid of the hospital, every time she saw a doctor or nurse in white clothes walking by, she looked at them with fear, her body trembled violently, and she held Qin Ren's hand tightly.

Qin Ren could feel the foamy nails digging deep into his flesh, he didn't know why the foam was so frightened, he could only try his best to comfort her and hug her tightly.

At this time, the body of the bubble calmed down slightly.

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For Qin Ren, Liu Hai didn't hate or regret it, she just felt very lost, everything was voluntary.

For the woman who made Qin Ren abandon the company, Liu Hai only knew that she was called Bubble.

For bubbles, bangs don't hate either, just curious. What does this mysterious woman look like with a mystery? What has happened in the past? Why can Qin Ren endure more than ten years of self-blame and pain, and be willing to give up the "Sanjiang Love" that he has worked so hard to establish? Bangs are really interested.

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Bubble has been getting more and more frightened recently, no matter who she sees, she is very scared, and she is tightly curled up in Qin Ren's arms.

The doctor said that the possibility of the bubble returning to her senses was very small, and that the only hope was to stimulate her with a series of things constantly, which might also bring back her memories and thus achieve the goal of recovery.

So Qin Ren kept thinking about how to stimulate her and evoke her memory.

He takes Bubble to the place where they first met.

When I got there, Bubble's expression seemed to be calmer and peaceful. Qin Ren was very happy, so he took her there every day.

Qin Ren took Foam to the garbage heap before renting a house, made noodles for her to eat, told her about the past, and read "Heaven and Dragon Slayer" to her......

Every time I do this, my expression will be very peaceful and calm, and my dull eyes will have some brilliance. But I still can't remember what happened before.

Qin Ren pointed to himself and said to her, Qin Ren.

Bubble always looked at him in confusion, and it took a long time to spit out the word "Ren", but even these slight changes made Qin Ren happy.

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