24 And they missed one another again

In 2003, it was ten years when Qin Ren encountered the bubble.

Sometimes Qin Ren is also thinking, how far can a person change in 10 years?

Qin Ren felt that he was indeed old, and he was no longer as energetic as before, and the edges and corners of his body had been smoothed out by society and time.

Sometimes at night, he would suddenly dream of bubbles, dreaming that bubbles were reading quietly under a tree, and then lift up her innocent smile and say to him, "You have black gas on your face!" ”

Is there really black qi on Qin Ren's face? He had looked at his face in the mirror countless times, and he used to think that his face was clean, but now he felt that his face was really shrouded in a thick black gas.

He looked at the man in the mirror in disbelief, and felt that the face in the mirror was annoying to him and disgusting.

Bangs looked at Qin Ren, from a long time ago to the present. She felt that Qin Ren was aging, not only physically, but also in his spiritual thoughts.

She kept looking at his increasingly haggard face, at his graying sideburns. She wanted to bear some pain for this man, she didn't understand, what was it that made this man old?

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Chen Ze was worried, the bubble always sneaked out when he wasn't there. He worries that the bubble will suddenly disappear from his sight one day, and he also worries that someone else will hurt the bubble. It made it difficult for him to sleep.

Bubble is always wary of everyone, and she treats everyone around her with hostility.

As soon as someone approached her, she would struggle desperately, resist, grab with her hands, bite with her mouth.

There was once two hooligans who wanted to get close to her, and after being bitten by her, they yelled "Crazy! After leaving.

There was also a policeman who tried to take her home, but she scratched her with her hand.

Chen Ze was also bitten by her a few times, but Chen Ze didn't mean to blame her. He just wanted to take care of her, he knew that Bubble must have been hurt a lot, and he just wanted to warm her heart with love.

But Chen Ze sometimes wonders if he will do something wrong by doing so.

His wife became suspicious of him because of the unknown loss of money in his account, and the family was cracked down as a result. But he couldn't bear to abandon the bubble, and he was like an angel.

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In 2004, because of hepatitis, Qin Ren was admitted to the hospital again.

After this time, Liu Hai resolutely stopped letting him smell the wine. She gave away all the wine at home and gave all the wine hidden in the company to the employees.

This made Qin Ren feel very sad, wine had become a part of his life, and letting him not drink was even more uncomfortable than killing him.

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At the same time, the contradictions in Chen Ze's family have also completely erupted.

Chen Ze's wife secretly followed him out once, and then found the apartment he rented, and also found the bubble that lived in it.

His wife was a very elegant person, and instead of crying and complaining to her parents, she picked up her daughter and wrote a divorce agreement.

Chen Ze regretted it a little and resolutely did not sign the divorce agreement. He begged her, and even fell to his knees crying.

But his wife didn't say anything, she used to love Chen Ze very much, and was proud of Chen Ze for a while. But the deeper the love, the deeper the hatred, and this wound in the heart is already irreparable.

Chen Ze was very sad, and borrowed wine every day to kill his sorrows, confiding his pain to Qin Ren.

Qin Ren couldn't drink, because Liu Hai had been supervising beside him, so he listened to Chen Ze's words, and he was also very strange and interested in his heart, who could make this man who was proud of not cheating give up his principles?

Chen Ze eventually divorced his wife.

Chen Ze was very sad, he wanted to die, but he didn't, because of the bubble. Chen Ze found that he could no longer leave the bubble.

He took her to major hospitals and gave her the best life. For the sake of the bubble, he abandoned his family and career, but he did not regret it, and he was willing to go to hell without regrets.

Bubble sometimes suddenly cried in the middle of the night, and Chen Ze always comforted her softly, cooked noodles for her, and sang her lullaby.

The bubble has improved physically and mentally under his careful care, which makes Chen Ze feel very relieved.

Bubble likes to sit quietly under the tree and read, Chen Ze doesn't like to read like this, but since Bubble likes it, he accompanies her and sits all day.

He's no longer working, or rather it's his job to take care of the bubbles. He also stopped drinking because he was afraid that the bubble would suddenly disappear when he got drunk.

However, the bubble does not disappear suddenly, and Chen Ze finds that the bubble has adapted to this new home, even if sometimes she sneaks out on her own and comes back.

Chen Ze was glad that his efforts were not in vain, and Bubble's attitude towards him had completely changed, and he was no longer vigilant against him.

Sometimes he approached Bubble to hold her hand, and she didn't refuse, and even took the initiative to hold his hand.

A month later, he was finally able to hold the foam. Bubble just looked at him blankly, and gradually, Bubble began to leave him, even if he went out to buy groceries, he had to take Bubble with him, and as soon as he left, Bubble would immediately become afraid.

Although it was very troublesome, Chen Ze was very happy, and he didn't want to leave the bubble, even for a second. But there are some things that he is more sad about, for the sake of bubbles, he also gave up many friends, his friends do not understand his approach, only Qin Ren understands him.

Only Chen Ze himself knows that the time with the bubble made him feel that his youth was back and he felt his full youthful vitality.

Soon after, they got married.

For the first time, Chen Ze had a foamy body. That night, he tentatively took off his foamy clothes. Bubble did not refuse, and his emotions finally triumphed over reason.

He first gently stroked the foamy body, then kissed her all over her body, every inch of skin, explored her body, and finally slowly entered her body.

The bubble was gradually provoked**, catering to him, and the two lingered, surging with passion, from night to midnight, and finally fell asleep exhausted.

The whole bedroom is filled with the smell of ** and a faint, orchid scent.

When Chen Ze woke up the next day, he looked radiant.

The foam is sleeping peacefully, breathing evenly. Chen Ze lay next to her and looked at her face quietly, as quiet as an angel.

Chen Ze suddenly felt a sense of guilt in his heart, which quickly disappeared.

He got dressed and went out to make breakfast, and he knew that Foam liked noodles, so he made a big pot of noodles.

Soon, there was a sudden cry of foam in the bedroom, and Chen Ze hurriedly put down the work in his hand and ran into the bedroom.

When Bubble saw him, the look of fear on his face immediately disappeared and he hugged him.

Chen Ze gently wiped the tears from the corners of his foamy eyes and comforted her softly.

The bubble stopped crying, and the two began to linger again, neither of them being able to leave each other.

It wasn't until noon that they let go of each other satisfactorily. Chen Ze suddenly remembered that he hadn't eaten breakfast yet, and it was already noon, and he was too lazy to cook anymore, so he went out to eat noodles with foam.

The streets are noisy, there are a lot of people, and there are a lot of cars.

Bubble looked at the people around him fearfully, and his hand kept holding Chen Ze's hand tightly, very tightly.

Chen Ze comforted her softly, and her face gradually relaxed

At this time, they suddenly ran into Laneige, Chen Ze's ex-wife, and his daughter.

Laneige looked at Chen Ze coldly, then at Bubbles, and said sarcastically: "We came out to meet people together so soon, be careful when walking, don't be hit by a car." ”

Chen Ze lowered his head with some guilt, after all, everything was his fault.

Tian Tian whispered: "Abba......", Lanzhi reached out and slapped her, and said angrily: "He's not your father!" How many times have I told you, your dad is already dead! ”

Tian Tian cried "wow-" and shouted "I don't care, I want Dad, Dad......"

Laneige stretched out his hand and slapped her twice, dragging her away.

Chen Ze looked at them and felt very heartbroken, remembering his daughter's "Daddy......", he wanted to hit himself with a stone.

Bubbles shouted in a daze, I am hungry ......, Chen Ze looked at Foam, his face softened, and took her to eat.

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In the months that followed, they lived happily, at least that's what Chen Ze thought.

He had a heart-pounding sensation about the bubbles, which he knew was heartbeat, something he had never felt with Laneige before. Laneige and he were introduced to each other, so it can be said that they have no relationship.

But the bubble is different, he loves the bubble, even if he wants to give his life.

But Bubble, he felt that something seemed to be missing between him and Bubble? He couldn't say it himself, and every time he zuo.ai with the bubble, he felt a little hollow.

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Chen Ze left the bubble.

It was not he who chose to leave the bubble, but the bubble who chose to leave him.

Ever since Chen Ze met Laneige on the street, he has become very depressed, and sometimes he will suddenly hear Chen Ze shouting something at night.

The foam was carefully close to his mouth, and only then did he hear him shouting "sweet ......" and "Laneige" ......, and he also shouted foam.

However, Bubble still chose to leave him, because Bubble knew that Chen Ze had always had his family in his heart, and being with her was happy, but it was also short-lived.

Someday, you will regret it, and then you will break up too. Rather than this, it is better to choose to let go early.

To love someone, you have to learn to let go.

She left a note on his bed and quietly left.

She believed that Chen Ze would understand.

She is very grateful to Chen Ze, if it weren't for Chen Ze's careful care, she wouldn't have recovered, her illness wouldn't have healed, and her wounded heart wouldn't have healed.

However, there is always a separation.

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Chen Ze is gone, and no one knows where he went.

Qin Ren only suddenly discovered that Chen Ze was missing one day. Qin Ren didn't go to look for him either, but occasionally he would suddenly think of him one night, remembering the scene of them walking in the rain together.

Until much later, Qin Ren felt that it was the most romantic moment of his life.

As for Chen Ze, some people say that he went to the United States, some people say that he went to Australia, some people say that he went crazy and died......

But many years later, at the foot of Mount Fuji in Japan, there was a man who quietly looked into the distance, looked at the blossoming cherry blossoms and burst into tears, and then he wanted to drink.

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Qin Ren also wanted to drink, but he didn't let him drink it, and he resolutely didn't let him smell a drop of wine. Because Liu Hai saw Qin Ren coughing violently every night and coughed up blood.

When Qin Ren coughs up blood, he always feels a strange calm in his heart, and he will miss the past and his youth.

Where is the answer he is seeking?

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Bubbles sometimes look up at the stars in the night sky alone at night and then can't figure it out. Why is renting a house so quiet when so many things happened more than a decade ago? It's as calm as if those things never happened, and those times never existed.

Whether the change she wants has already been obtained. The man who had made a ripple in her years had gotten the answer he had been seeking.

However, what awaits them will be unknown.

Bubble looked at her face and looked at her body, still beautiful and snow-white and delicate, the same as for more than ten years. But she always felt that she seemed to have lost something, lost in those more than ten years of time, and had nowhere to be found.