Chapter Zero: Gambling on Self-Esteem
On June 7, 2008, at the annual charity dream concert in South Korea, nine slightly immature girls walked on the stage, but the fans turned off the light sticks, and it was dark, like a deep black sea, and the audience booed.
From this day on, Girls' Generation was plunged into the Black Sea Incident that almost collapsed......
On December 10, 2009, at the annual awards ceremony of Golden Records, award presenter Liu Renchuan held the script in both hands and stared at the quiet scene.
"Now I'm going to announce the 25th Golden Disc Awards Record Awards."
"Girls' Generation!"
"Wow......"
The fans were boiling and cheering, and the members of Girls' Generation who were sitting around the table below were holding their mouths in disbelief and surprise.
Under the cheers and screams of the fans and the singing of oh!, they hugged each other and walked onto the stage, excitedly receiving the trophy, and several people hugged each other and cried, or even cried silently.
This award is particularly heavy for Girls' Generation, they have endured all the hardships in the past Black Sea years, and all the members have persevered together to support it, and now it has finally paid off and fought a beautiful turnaround.
When she came out of the venue, Girls' Generation was even more excited and almost wanted to explode, the clouds that had been deposited for a long time were swept away, there was more smile on her pretty face, and her tone was much lighter, talking and laughing, the captain Kim Taeyeon suddenly whispered a few words to the members, and under the cover of several people, she took out her mobile phone and dialed a number that made her think about it.
"Yo no stuff?"
A very magnetic voice came, but there seemed to be a faint hint of exhaustion.
The excited Taeyeon didn't notice it, and told the other party like a child showing off, "OPPA, we won a big prize, how about it?" Awesome. β
The other side was obviously stunned, and then shouted in surprise: "Ah, really? Congratulations, well, I'm treating you to a steak dinner tonight! β
"Long live OPPA!"
A few eavesdropping girls cheered.
A high-end apartment, a slightly sloppy man pinched his eyebrows and looked at the agent's termination contract on the coffee table, it has not been announced for several months, the Korean entertainment industry is not as mixed as he imagined, but then he showed a relieved smile, at least the person he loves has succeeded, and Girls' Generation/ began to move towards the title of the supreme girl group.
----- December 10, 2009, after more than 20 months of hardship in the Black Sea, Girls' Generation re-emerged; A young man who has been in the entertainment industry for seven years but is in a mess has the idea of retiring.
In the late winter of 2010, Girls' Generation Captain Kim Tae-yeon wore a thin trench coat and trembled with a petite figure wandering on the cold streets of Seoul, her face was pale and stinging in the cold wind, her white teeth bit her lower lip, her eyes were hazy, she was soothed with light mist, and the yellow leaves were scattered on the street, adding a bit of sadness.
On such a cold night, Kim Taeyeon's heart is like a flame burning, as if it wants to burn her soul, Kim Taeyeon has always thought of herself as a very strong girl, but now she is really at a loss, so scared, afraid of the last time we will meet.
The cold wind raged over the Han River Bridge, rippling on the river, just like Kim Taeyeon's mood, undulating, she clutched her mobile phone tightly in her hand, she really didn't know how to dial that number, and the agent's words and the sloppy but still angular man's face kept coming to mind.
The agent told her earnestly: "Taeyeon, you know that our company and the president are amazing, you have just become popular again, if you continue to be with that artist who is not even a third-rate artist, it will have a bad impact on you, so break it off as soon as possible." β
She replied stubbornly: "OPPA, it's impossible, he has been with me all the way through ups and downs, he is now in a moment of depression, I can't abandon him at such a time." β
However, the agent told Taeyeon very cruelly that if he didn't break it off as soon as possible, then wait for him to be banned, which was equivalent to a bolt from the blue for Taeyeon.
The man has reached the point of doting on her, although it has been noisy, but the two have maintained it, encouraging each other all the way, rain or shine, and he can still smile and raise the banner of support when he is about to collapse.
He can endure himself and a fat man to stage a knot when he is dating, and he can endure Kim Hee-cheol's excessive interaction, so Taeyeon she really fell in love with the lonely, occasionally short-tempered but very safe man from the bottom of her bones, and after thinking about it, she decided to bear that pain alone and silently.
As he often said to her, liking is presumptuous, but love is restraint.
Kim Taeyeon pursed the corners of her mouth and shouted loudly at the river: "Kim Taeyeon, willing to wipe that, willing to wipe that!" β
Yes, it doesn't matter, as long as he's okay, Kim Taeyeon finally sent a text message and wiped her red eyes hard, she had to calm herself.
"OPPA, could you please come to where we first met?"
In the high-end apartment, Lee Kwang-so and the man were chatting, and Lee Kwang-so, who was sitting cross-legged on the soft white carpet, couldn't help asking, "Brother, have you really decided to quit the entertainment industry?" β
The man rubbed his bird's nest-like hairstyle and nodded.
Seeing the man's determination, Lee Kwang-so didn't say anything more, he can understand that a man's temper and lazy personality are not suitable for mixing in the Korean entertainment industry, and he often talks back to his boss, and a few days ago he had a big quarrel with the company's veteran first-line artist Lee Dong-wook.
The man suddenly remembered something, and asked sideways, "Kwang-so, has SBS TV's "Sunday is Nice" opened a new section to invite you?" β
Lee Kwang-so was a little confused, he hadn't told anyone, and asked in disbelief, "Brother, how do you know?" β
The man pouted: "Guess." β
Lee Kwang-so was a little helpless, his brother was often so nervous and never explained.
He took out his mobile phone and looked at it, a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes, picked up a hand-knitted white scarf and stood up and said, "Kwang-so, I have something to go out for." β
"Brother be careful, by the way, brother's wallet and car keys."
Lee Kwang-so intimately picked up the left wallet and key and handed it over, the man took it and walked out, he hadn't seen Taeyeon since December 2009, her schedule was too busy, every time Taeyeon apologized to him, he smiled and said that he understood, but in his heart he was disappointed in every way, Taeyeon rose and snubbed him. The mustard is buried deeper and deeper.
Today, not only did he have to tell Taeyeon that he was going to quit the entertainment industry, but he also had a decision that even he was extremely nervous about, and the hand in his pocket couldn't help but tighten.
I'm looking forward to my future life.
β¦β¦
Looking at the man standing by the locomotive in front of him, wearing a black coat, Kim Taeyeon really didn't know how to speak, the man was tall, one meter eight, and the water chestnut horns were distinct, but the long hair was messy, the tin slag beard, and the clear eyes were a little decadent although they were bright and bright, but there was a trace of tenderness when looking at her.
The man with his hands behind his back exhaled a warm breath and smiled: "What, if you call me out at night without saying a word, did you do something wrong again?" Hehe, I don't care about anything with you today, because I have a decision I want to share with you. β
"OPPA, I have something to tell you about."
"What's the matter?"
Kim Taeyeon's indifferent tone made the man raise the corners of his eyebrows, and he had a bad premonition.
Kim Taeyeon struggled to manage her emotions, and the words that had been brewing for a long time were like a fish in her throat and couldn't say anything, and she looked at the man fixedly, she was afraid that this was the last time she would see a man up close.
The man's eyebrows were slightly twisted, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he pretended to be displeased: "The cold day called me out to swallow and vomit, not to mention pulling down, I'll go back first." β
He also deliberately exposed the corner of the white scarf behind him, hoping to attract Taeyeon's attention, although it was very naΓ―ve, but the man seemed to prefer childlike teasing with Taeyeon.
However, Taeyeon didn't show a surprised and exaggerated expression as before to cooperate with him, pursed the corners of her rounded mouth, gritted her teeth and said decisively, "OPPA, let's break up." β
When she said this, Kim Taeyeon was in pain, like a knife twisting heartache swept up, she desperately held her breath to prevent men from seeing a trace of abnormality, she wanted to bear that heartache alone, even if men hated her.
The man was stunned for a few seconds, and then smiled evilly: "Ai, I'm joking with me again, be careful of your soft little buttocks." β
The man's affectionate tone almost made Taeyeon collapse, and the hands in her pockets were tugged at tightly, she tried to hold back her heart that was about to explode, and said calmly, "OPPA, I'm not joking with you, but a real breakup, a real separation." β
The man panicked and reached out to grab her, but Taeyeon leaned slightly, dodged the hand that had made her feel the safest, and grasped the hand that had paused in the air, and the man asked with some trepidation, "Can you tell me if this is really good?" You're kidding, right? What am I not doing well? Say, "Shall I change my career?" β
However, the man threw out a few questions, and Taeyeon did not respond to him. His face suddenly changed, and his voice became a little sharp: "Or are you the same as them?" Already looking down on me? Oh, you're starting to become popular. β
"Yes, if OPPA you think it is, you are really not angry, I still haven't made any progress in knowing you, if the media knows about our relationship, my career will be affected."
"Haha, haha......"
The man suddenly held his forehead and laughed wildly, laughing sadly, and his eyes were red with laughter: "I originally thought that sincerity could move everything, but it seems that I was still wrong, so wrong, you Kim Taeyeon is the dazzling star, I am just a duckweed swaying in the wind and rain, since then you take your sunny path, I will cross my single-plank bridge!" β
His rapidly floating chest slowly calmed down, but his voice had become calm, terrifyingly calm: "Thank you, I originally wanted to tell you that I decided to quit the entertainment industry, but fortunately I didn't do that, do you know what I want to do most now?" β
The man with a hideous face cut it out word by word: "I have decided to give up the decision I just made, gamble on my self-esteem from now on, and make everyone who looks down on me regret it!" β
Kim Tae-yeon, whose heartbeat almost missed a beat, tried her best to pretend to be a disdainful sneer and snub the man: "You have been in the entertainment industry for seven years and still have nothing to do, what can you do if you gamble on your self-esteem?" β
"Ahh
The man who roared angrily punched the iron railing, and there were dents, and blood flowed between his finger bones, and he didn't say anything more and threw off the white scarf, and resolutely rode away on the motorcycle, and a black box suddenly fell from him, and the bones rolled around.
His heart trembled violently, his heart was like a knife, and the cold wind blowing like a knife made the corners of his eyes so sour, he admitted that he wanted to get close to Kim Taeyeon to get the moon Jung so-yeon or Seo Hyun first, but over time he fell in love with this hearty and strong girl.
I bought a diamond ring and planned to propose today, if Taeyeon could agree to him, he would not force her to quit the entertainment industry, or even hide the marriage contract, as long as he silently supported her behind his back, but obviously he was wrong, his so-called sincerity was so vulnerable in the face of reality.
"Ahh
Crystal bright tears slipped from the corners of the heart-rending man's eyes and fell in the wind.
Kim Tae-yeon, who realized something, rushed to the ground in a panic and wanted to grab the black box, but she still fell into the river, she clutched the railing and looked at the undulating river with dead eyes, and muttered to herself: "My ring, my ring." β
Squatting down and picking up the white scarf, Kim Taeyeon, whose eyes were red, gently wiped the dust, and when she stroked the rough needle, her tears finally couldn't help but burst out of her eyes, wet the scarf, and sat on the ground in embarrassment, crying in a mess.
He can't go back, he will never protect her again, he will no longer be considerate to her when she is sick, he will no longer make her happy when she is in a bad mood, and he will never learn to weave scarves for her again, everything has become a memory.
"Woo, OPPA, Mianai, woo......"
Later I learned how to love, but you've disappeared into the crowd......
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