Jiang Yunxiu's face turned pale and asked, "What do you mean?"

I struggled to control my emotions and expressions, but I still didn't have the confidence to control them well. I had no choice but to ignore him, stand up and face Merlin, with my back to him, and replied in as natural a tone as possible: "I mean this afternoon I was in a daze, thinking that I had figured it out. But Brother Ling's words in the evening made Qingqing understand that I may be just fresh, exciting, and just ...... to Brother Jiu Grateful and grateful. ”

After I said these words, the tips of my fingers trembled slightly, and I had to pinch the corners of my clothes hard, and through the clothes, my palms hurt. I was waiting for his seizure, but after waiting for a while, there was no movement.

I couldn't help but turn around, only to see him pouring his own wine cup by cup. And when he poured the wine, his whole hand kept shaking, but he couldn't stop.

I wanted to ask for a moment if I was mistaken, he was Du Yichun at all, not Jiang Yunxiu; The person he loves is not Du Yuxuan, but me Ding Muqing; He approached me not for revenge, but to really like me...... I had to pinch me harder, so that I could control myself not to ask these words, and not to let myself be humiliated again.

We were in a stalemate, one of us didn't speak, and the other kept drinking. Finally, the pot of wine was drunk by him cup by glass. He picked up the flask and smashed it on the ground, got up and walked over to me.

His steps were not fast, but as he walked towards me step by step with an expressionless face, the cold chill came to his face undisguised at this time. His coldness is different from Lingyun's coldness, Lingyun is personality is like this. Jiang Yunxiu, on the other hand, has an innate cold aura, and he can cover it up if he wants to cover it up. And the time when he can feel it is when he doesn't want to hide his anger and wants to clean up people, such as ...... Right now. I instinctively wanted to run away, I wanted to leave, but I didn't move a single step, because I came here today to regain my dignity, didn't I? If I run away at this point. How do you get it back?

Finally, he walked up to me and asked coldly, "You mean." Are you confused? Are you fresh, exciting, and grateful to me?"

I nodded stubbornly. He stared at me and laughed angrily: "Haha, it's okay, and a little grateful." Isn't that completely unfeeling?"

I didn't dare to let go of the hand that was holding my clothes. I just felt my hands and feet tingle for a while, and I knew I was holding on, but I didn't allow myself to show any weakness.

There was almost no distance between him and me now, and he looked down at me, the tip of his nose almost touching my forehead. I also looked at him directly, without a hint of emotion.

After doing this for a long time, he suddenly sighed, took a half step back and said, "You go." ”

I breathed a sigh of relief. I was about to go, but he stopped in front of me. said: "Lan Ling, they are used to following you, you take them away, I am here, it is inconvenient to keep them." ”

I nodded and said, "Okay, but Mother Wu and they are still here." She will make your favorite 'jade white jade', but I don't like to eat it. “

Just think it's my willfulness, I've decided to give up, but I'm still eating Du Yuxuan's vinegar.

I walked outside step by step, thinking about why I was so embarrassed every time, and just about to leave the courtyard, his voice sounded faintly behind me: "You are also fresh, exciting, and grateful to the Fourth Highness?"

I paused and didn't answer.

He continued: "I kind of understand why His Royal Highness has to give such a heavy hand, just because this taste is too uncomfortable. But don't worry, I won't. ”

I curled the corners of my mouth, spat out the words "thank you" between my teeth, and left the back garden.

Lan Ling and the others can only let Ling Yun pick them up tomorrow, and I must leave here immediately.

Walking out of the general's mansion, someone said behind his back: "That's it?"

I knew it was Ling Yun and didn't speak. In this case, it would be strange if he didn't come with me to "protect" me, but it's normal that he's here.

I stumbled, but he grabbed me and frowned, "Why is it like this every time?" I've got a carriage ready, let's go! After saying that, he picked me up horizontally, and walked two steps quickly, and sure enough, there was a carriage around the corner, and he put me in the carriage and turned to the front horse to drive the horse.

I was alone, in the carriage, with only a small lantern shining brightly. My uncontrollable whole body began to tremble, I had been strange since the beginning, I thought I would be in pain, but the strange thing is that my heart did not feel pain except for the cold hands and feet, and the whole body was cold. Now I know that the chilling feeling was because the place where I should have my heart was empty, and when I left him, I left my heart with him. If you don't have a heart, you won't have heartache...... That's nice.

After asking Ling Yun to pick up Lan Ling and them early tomorrow morning, I will go back to my room and go to sleep.

Shouldn't I hate him? He used me, lied to me, and planned to use me to take revenge on my third brother, the key is that he doesn't love me at all, but, but, but, why? Why? Why? I still miss him so much, I think of every kiss he gave me, I think of the laughter from the bottom of his heart, I think of his warm embrace...... Even, think of every lie he told me......

I'm obsessed, I've thought more than once, why bother who he loves. As long as he is willing to make a false deal with me now, why don't I continue to enjoy his warmth for me. Or, in time, he will eventually fall in love with me for a long time, even if he can't forget Du Yuxuan, what if I am her stand-in. At least then I can see him, hear him, and kiss him every day.

I despise all of the above thoughts, and my self-esteem does not allow me to do so, and I feel ashamed to even think about it. But let's be honest, that's what I think. I've never felt so humble, I've never felt like I've lost my bottom line. But I just couldn't sleep, I just missed him as if I hadn't seen him in a century.

I wandered the streets of Anseong at midnight like a ghost, and I didn't know if there was a secret guard following me and protecting me in secret, maybe it was Ling Yun, maybe it was Xiao Wu...... But I don't care, I just want to see him one last time, which is to see him again. Indulge yourself only one last time, that's what I thought.

I entered through a small side door in the General's Mansion, which was not heavily guarded, so I guess I didn't dare to come here to seek death. When I was here before, Jiang Yunxiu also sent a few soldiers to guard it, but now, these people seem to have been withdrawn.

I walked all the way to the East Wing, but there was no light. My last bit of luck was gone, and I thought he would be as sleepless as I was, or at least insomnia, and I would at least be able to peek at him through the window. And now...... I smiled wryly, forget it, in the first place, I shouldn't have come again. (To be continued......)