Jing Xin woke up like a dream and refused his touch, and Lu Chenyan had no choice but to let go. Jing Xin stood next to the car and looked at the western-style building in front of him.

"How did I end up here?"

She remembered that after pushing Lu Huanian away, she ran out on a rampage, and then almost crashed, and the bottom was broken.

"I'll pick you up."

Lu Chenyan couldn't cry or laugh, her eyes fell on the crumpled letter in her hand, and Jing Xin hid behind her. She is not a cat or a dog, and she will pick it up, so she lowered her head and walked forward.

"The exit is over there, I'll call Ah Nian and ask him to pick you up."

"Lu Chenyan, you are very strange, Lu Huanian is your brother-in-law, he is close to me, you are not angry. Tell me what kind of heart you have. ”

Jing Xin put his hands around his chest, his tone was cold, and his words were straight, and the smile on Lu Chenyan's face deepened, and he coughed lightly.

"Then what should I do to you, take advantage of the dark moon and high wind to do you?"

Sick! It's not light! The night breeze was a little cold. Jing Xin walked around him towards the entrance of the community, and Lu Chenyan grabbed her arm.

"It's not safe for girls to walk at night, and Ah Nian's phone is now busy. I'll call him later. ”

"Why can't you just send me back?"

Lu Chenyan is very strange, he didn't even ask her wishes, brought her here, and now insists that Lu Huanian pick her up.

"I had three surgeries in a day, and my body was a little unbearable, and there were no taxis in this part of the community, so I had to walk at least three or four streets to get a taxi."

Lu Chenyan left the car outside the door and stood in front of the door waiting for Jing Xin. Jing Xin frowned, followed the tall lights, looked around the western-style building, the road is wide and exquisite, the green belt is exquisite, and it is a high-end community. Lu Chenyan's words are true, the high-end residential areas in S City are basically contiguous, covering a large area, and taxis are not allowed to pass.

After thinking about it, follow him into the western-style building, the yard is not big, planted with some flowers and plants, the swing on the lawn is swaying with the wind, there is no luxury of the villa around the mountain, but it reveals a trace of the warmth of home.

Lu Chenyan lived alone, the house was quiet, he found some food for Jing Xin, yawned and went upstairs with a tired face.

Jing Xin leaned on the sofa and looked at the letter blurred by tears, Dad, you are forcing me, if I let Yan Suzhen go, will she let me go?

Lu Chenyan has not moved since he went upstairs, the living room was quiet, Jing Xin leaned on the sofa, cried too much, closed his sour eyes, and fell asleep with the pain of losing his father.

The hurried doorbell drilled into the dream, and Jing Xin, who was plagued by nightmares, sat up from the sofa with a spirit, breathing rapidly, cold sweat continued to fall from his forehead, and it took a while to get up.

The living room light was on, and the sky was still gray outside, even if it was so loud, it didn't wake up Lu Chenyan, it wasn't her home, in order to waste a little tongue, Jing Xin ignored the doorbell that was almost connected in a straight line, and lay back on the sofa, staring at the white dazzling ceiling with empty eyes.

Ten minutes later, Lu Chenyan, who was in a cardigan and long pants, kept yawning and went downstairs, saying good morning to Jing Xin, his face was slightly red, and his eyes were full of apologies.

"I fell asleep when I went back to my room last night, and I forgot to call Ah Nian and let you lie on the sofa all night."

Jing Xin got up and looked at him yawning and even tears coming out of his eyes, his eyebrows were furrowed, he had to have not slept for a few days and nights to be like this.

"It's Ah Nian outside the door, the password is 447336, I'll go upstairs first."

Lu Chenyan picked up the tissue on the table and wiped his tears, smiled embarrassedly at Jing Xin, and walked up to the second floor.

Outside the door, Lu Huanian kicked the iron door a few times with a dark face, took out a cigarette and lit it and smoked hard, catching a glimpse of the listless Jing Xin, he paused in spitting out the cigarette, coughed violently, threw away the cigarette butt, and crushed his foot a few times. Sluggish Hong.

As soon as the door opened, Lu Huanian looked Jing Xin up and down, "Wait for me in the car." ”

The words fell, the wind was under his feet, and he clenched his hands and went straight to the western-style building. Jing Xin stayed where he was, his eyes followed his back, and he intuitively felt that this product was going in to find fault.

In a heavy mood, Jing Xin turned around and raised his feet, and Lu Chenyan couldn't even open his eyelids in his head, if Lu Huanian was in trouble, he would probably only be beaten. Hesitating, Jing Xin sighed softly and turned back.

On the second floor, Lu Huanian kicked open Lu Chenyan's door, picked up Lu Chenyan, who was sleeping on the bed again, and punched it over, Lu Chenyan covered his nose in his sleep and exhaled in pain.

"What was the thought of bringing her here! If you dare to make up your mind on her, Lao Tzu will definitely not spare you! ”

"Ah Nian ······" Lu Chenyan blocked Lu Huanian's attack again, "I brought her back when I saw her lost her soul in the hospital, there is no other meaning!" ”

"It doesn't mean anything else, you're so enthusiastic! Lu Chenyan let you go eight years ago, it doesn't mean that you will be tolerated eight years later! ”

"I have a responsibility that I can't shirk back then, I have been burdened with the psychological burden of eight years, and I have been exiled for eight years like you, and I just want to make up for the mistakes I made back then."

"Can you make amends? I don't need you to meddle in my affairs anymore! Lu Huanian pushed him the bed, Lu Chenyan let go of his hand, and his beige cardigan was stained red with nosebleeds, and bewitching blood flowers bloomed.

"You haven't even closed your eyes since last night, are you, so anxious about her, is it pitiful? Or is there a reason you didn't even find out? ”

Lu Chenyan tilted his face and covered his nose with a piece of paper, his voice was muffled and nasal.

Lu Huanian's movement of turning around paused, his eyebrows furrowed, and the expression on his face condensed into ice, "Don't guess about impossible things!" ”

"Ah Nian, a large part of homosexuality is not innate. I am a doctor, and I have done some research in this area over the years, and it is very likely that Cao Yuge gave you a different feeling at the beginning, which made you mistakenly think that it was the so-called relationship, but in fact, it was wrong. I'm not an expert in this area, and there are some issues that I can't explain, so I recommend that you see a psychiatrist. ”

"You're mentally ill!" The phoenix's eyes flickered with cold light, clenched his iron fist, and the green tendons on the back of his hand jumped violently, he wanted to punch him again now, "Put away your hellish theory, in my eyes, she is just the mother of my child!" ”

"Can I go?" Jing Xin stood in front of the door, his heart seemed to be grabbed hard, his hand holding the door was gently closed, and his long nails scratched through the wooden door and there was a terrible sound that was not very real.

Lu Huanian's eyes swelled with a touch of unknown emotion, pulled her arm out of the western-style building, the sun jumped out of the horizon, Jing Xin, who was illuminated by the golden sun, couldn't open her eyes a little, and she mechanically moved her heels all the way.

"Stay away from him in the future! He is Lu Xinya's younger brother, no matter how harmless he is on the surface, you have to be aware of danger! As soon as he got into the car, Lu Huanian pressed her shoulder and warned sharply.

"At best, we are a cooperative relationship, who am far away from me, who is close, you don't seem to be qualified to care." Jing Xin blinked lightly, his thick eyelashes trembled slightly, "My father's funeral still needs to be dealt with, if it is inconvenient for you to take me to the hospital, find a place where you can take a taxi to drop me off." ”

The frost on Lu Huanian's deep facial features was thicker, he glanced at Jing Xin deeply, sat upright, started the car, and neither of them spoke all the way, Jing Xin was half leaning on the window, his thoughts were disorganized, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

In front of the hospital, Jiang Yi saw Jing Xin anxiously greeted him.

"Where did you go one night?"

He was just about to hold Jing Xin's hand, but Lu Huanian pulled Jing Xin back to dodge.

"There's nothing to do with you here, you can go back."

Last night, Lu Huanian asked people to find all the places she could go, and when Li Hang told him that the person who behaved intimately with Jing Xin at the bus stop that day was her first love Jiang Yi, he actually had the urge to let Jing Xin resign immediately.

"I'm her friend, her father isn't there, and I should stay and help. However, Mr. Lu is a family person, and it is not appropriate to pull and pull with her. ”

Jiang Yi's face disappeared with anxiety, and his tone became a little colder.

"None of you have to stay, I'll take care of my dad's affairs myself."

Jing Xin tore off Lu Huanian's hand and entered the morgue, the previous seven aunts and eight aunts were all relatives of Yan Suzhen, and now Jing Xin and Yan Suzhen tore their faces, Jing Hao was sent to the funeral home for cremation, they didn't show their faces, and Jing Ran, who had been raised for more than 20 years, did not appear, and the entire funeral home only, Jing Xin, Su Mi, Lu Huanian, and Jiang Yi, Song Jie finally came over, sent a wreath, and patted Jing Xin's shoulder.

"Condolences and change."

I didn't expect her to come, Jing Xin gave her a hug back.

"There is no obstacle in the world that cannot be overcome, and people must always look forward. When you go through some more things, you will feel that none of this is anything. ”

Song Jie comforted Jing Xin like an old man who had gone through vicissitudes, Lu Huanian glanced at Song Jie, his eyes fell on Jing Xin's red and swollen eyes, and the folds of his brows that had not been stretched were a little deeper.

In addition to Song Jie, only Jing Hao's old friend was left, looking at the smiling portrait of her father, Jing Xin felt desolate in her heart, and after the burial, she stood in front of the tombstone for a long time.

Dark shadows fell in the sky, and a few crows sounded in the cemetery, Jing Xin slowly raised his head, Lu Huanian behind him was all there, and Su Mi was also waiting beside him.

"Go back, you haven't eaten a drop of water for a day." Sumi stepped forward worriedly and pressed the water against her chapped lips.

"I'm not thirsty, you go back first, I want to be alone and quiet."

This cemetery was chosen by Lu Huanian for her, and he said that his mother was also buried here, and she wanted to go over to see it.

"If you want to go back quietly, this is a cemetery, I'm panicking."

"Then you wait for me." It seems that she is really stupid, it is already dark, and this is a suburb, how can she ask Sumi to go alone.

"When he is the first seventh, you will go and worship your mother again. The first time I saw her, I was in such a bad state. ”

Lu Huanian grabbed her swaying body, Jing Xin forgot his eyes and toes, and followed him into the car.

Su Mi and Jing Xin sat in the back seat, their eyes wandered between Jing Xin and Lu Huanian, and found that Lu Huanian looked in the rearview mirror several times along the way, she touched Jing Xin with her arm, and whispered a few words in her ear.

Jing Xin glanced at her and closed her eyes.

In the villa of the school district, Lu's mother didn't know how to comfort Jing Xin and watched her go upstairs.

"Mama Lu is going to cook some delicious side dishes."

Lu Huanian took off his coat and half-rolled up his sleeves, poured a glass of water and followed Jing Xin upstairs.

Lu's mother hurriedly responded and quickly went into the kitchen.

Lu Huanian pushed open the door and turned over Jing Xin, who was lying on the bed.

"Get up and drink the water."

"Don't touch me, let me be alone for a while." Before her father sorted out her appearance, she still couldn't help but look at him for the last time, the whole head was bloody and blurred, and the body was a wound that had not been treated after the operation, and the whole person looked like an experimental object dissected by a medical school.

The image seemed to be engraved in her mind, turning into a barbed whip that struck her heart again and again, and the pain spread to her trembling fingertips.

Lu Huanian didn't let her, pulled her body against the wall, put water in front of her lips, and ordered.

"Drink it!"

"Take it away!" The bitterness in her mouth was pervasive, but she was neither thirsty nor hungry, shaking her head to break free from Lu Huanian's shackles.

"You didn't kill him, even if you don't eat or drink, he won't come back to life." Lu Huanian held her head, the cup in his hand tilted slightly, and the water slid into her mouth.

Jing Xin was just about to speak, but he choked on his throat, coughed constantly, and coughed and coughed dry tears flowing out again. Lu Huanian put down the cup and gently stroked her back to help her breathe.

"You are so sad for him, but what about him, when he was alive, he watched you being bullied by Yan Suzhen's mother and daughter, and when he died, he used such a method to force you to let go of Yan Suzhen, he never thought that if you let Yan Suzhen go, would she let you go? When you are embarrassed by Yan Suzhen again, will he jump out and speak for you? No! His heart is in Yan Suzhen's, even in heaven, he won't bless you! ”

"Don't say any more, you get me out!" The words turned into a sharp sword to poke her heart, Jing Xin supported the bed with one hand and pointed out the door with the other.

"If you can't accept reality, you won't be able to break free of the shackles in your heart in this life. People live in the world, and if they are bullied, they will fight back, this is the law of survival. Otherwise, you can only be trampled under your feet forever. ”

Lu Huanian hugged her, forced her to drink half a glass of water, stood up, and looked at her condescendingly.

"Get up, take a shower, eat."

Jing Xin took the pillow behind his back and threw it hard at Lu Hua Nian, "What qualifications do you have to do this to me!" ”

"I'll give you five minutes, and I don't mind doing it for you if you don't come out." Lu Huanian blocked the pillow, bent over and stuffed her into the bathroom despite her struggles.

There was a fire in his heart, Jing Xin slapped the door a few times, and quickly took off his clothes, in his eyes, she was no different from other women, but she couldn't ignore the fact that she was a man.

When she came out of a quick shower, Lu's mother had already brought the food in, Lu Huanian's domineering she was clear, she didn't eat, he could stuff her to choke to death, in order to suffer less sin, Jing Xin sat and stuffed it into her mouth hard, she hadn't eaten for a day, her stomach couldn't stand her so devastated, she threw away the steamed bun in her hand and covered her stomach with a painful face.

Lu Huanian hurriedly stepped forward and shouted a few times outside the door, and Lu's mother found a medicine box and found a few tablets of stomach medicine with water and handed them over.

In the bedroom, the warm yellow lamp illuminated the whole room, Lu Huanian sat on the edge of the bed and unconsciously stroked her pale cheeks, and Lu Chenyan's words lingered in his ears.

Lu Huanian's face turned grim and he got up and walked out of the room.

The next morning, his eyelids were so heavy that he could barely open them, he was dizzy, his stomach was also aching, and Jing Xin groaned in pain.

"Sister, you're awake." Lu Ouyang's little face came over, I haven't seen him for a few days, the little guy has a lot of spirits, and he stuffed the hot soy milk into Jing Xin's hand like a treasure, "The soy milk that my dad bought, I drank it to warm my stomach, and the pie I bought for you that day." ”

As soon as she heard that Lu Huanian bought it, Jing Xin didn't want to drink it, and when she looked at Lu Ouyang Xiyi's eyes, she couldn't say anything to refuse, so she got up and took it.

Lu Ouyang saw Jing Xin finish drinking, and stuffed the pie into her hand, "You must finish eating, I'll go to school first." ”

Now Lu Ouyang's enthusiasm for school is much higher than before, and he waved his hand at Jing Xin, "I won't go to cram school today, I'll come back to accompany you after school, you must eat well!" ”

Listening to his little adult-like words, Jing Xin pulled the corners of his stiff mouth, looking at the warm pie in his hand, Jing Xin actually came up with an idea that even scared herself, how good it would be if he was her child