The warm winter sun is not dazzling, my eyes are still a little open, and I look up slightly. Half-squinted eyes looked in the direction of the sun.

"I only know how to cry when I encounter something, what do you take to stand side by side with me!"

The mocking words replayed in my ears like a magic voice, and I wiped the last silent tear from the corner of my eye, and quietly closed my hand.

When I returned four years later, I thought that my tear ducts had long since dried up, but it was your step-by-step warmth that made me feel that I still had the instinct to cry. Today you are determined to take back my right to perceive warmth, just as you wish, you have been through so much. At the age of thirty, I should learn to be strong in the face of the future, and I still have to live a wonderful life without you.

The tallest building in Wencheng, at a distance of more than 100 meters from top to bottom, a deep and scorching sight has been following the back of the person who is about to leave Suyang.

In front of the company, Lu Ming has been waiting in front of the door. in the open windows. Holding a lit cigarette in his right hand, he pressed it slightly outside the car window, and he inhaled it unhurriedly, not even a faint smoke ring rose in front of him, and the soot dissipated with the wind. At this time. He was looking in my direction with a pair of eyebrows, and his thick eyebrows were almost invisible and slightly frowned.

I tugged at the corners of my mouth, he got out of the car and glanced at my reddish eyes, a trace of emotion flashed in his eyes that I couldn't understand, and he didn't ask more, and helped me pull the car door.

The two children also seemed to be infected with the sadness of me, and there was no more noise before. The steady speed of the car, the children who were in a state of interest, fell asleep next to each other, and in the small carriage, I looked out the window at the retreating scene, and my thoughts were much calmer.

"Is there something wrong with you? How can I help? ”

I shook it lightly, and the problem was there from the beginning, and the fault was that I believed him easily. Help? Even if the man around me can be trusted, I will never rely on an arm that can be lost at any time. I have to work hard to build an impregnable wall for myself and my family, so that others can't hurt me in the slightest, and at the same time, I can fight back against those who want to bully me.

Lu Ming slowly extinguished the burned cigarette butt in his hand. Bow your head and stop talking.

Sending us back to the apartment, Lu Qi saw that my mental state was not very good, and he wanted to stay, but under Lu Ming's eyes, he was reluctant to wave his hand to me.

Entering this apartment that carries too much, every grass and tree flashes past the picture, I retracted my mind and led the maid who had just woken up and her eyelids were still drooping into the living room. Everything in it seemed to be stained with blood, and it hurt my eyes and heart. I couldn't heal myself anymore and couldn't continue to live here, so I hurried upstairs.

I packed up for a long time and put together everything that belonged to our mother and daughter. It's just that in a short period of time, Jiang Moyan has not bought us a little bit. Clothes, toiletries, Yaya's toys and accessories, and a whole bunch of things that you don't use.

Do you still have to call the moving company?

In the end, I thought about it and gave up, since this time I had made up my mind to break with him completely, I carefully picked out the things he bought one by one, and finally found a few black garbage bags and put them in them, and threw them into a large garbage can not far from the door of the apartment.

When I packed the rest of my stuff in my suitcase and backpack. Xiao Wu, who came back to catch up on sleep during the day, looked at me in surprise.

"Are you going on a trip?"

"No, I'm going to move, just so you can clean it up, it's too far away from where you and I work, it's inconvenient."

"I think it's very convenient, it's quiet, the environment is very good, I like it."

"The environment in Sunshine Residence is not much worse than here." There is a new community in Suyang, mainly rented, the price is also appropriate, I have just called to set a set, pay the fee later, sign the contract to move in.

"Am I bothering you here? If that's the case, you don't have to go with me, I'll just move out myself. ”

Xiao Wu stirred the clothes on her body crampedly, I chuckled and held her hand, since I woke up this time, Xiao Wu has more of a little woman's shyness, if I didn't know that she didn't have a boyfriend, I really thought she was in love.

"You think too much, I'm tired of living here. There is also a secluded place, a total of dozens of tenants are still **, and they can't even see a figure all day long. You don't like men in the same industry, like you who go home except for work, when can you marry yourself. Sunshine Mingju is a gathering place for young office workers, maybe there will be a different encounter! ”

The wound in my heart is too deep and painful, and I just want to lick it silently by myself, and I don't want to tear it open again in front of others.

"Then Dean Jiang will also move there?" Xiao Wu's face flushed, and my hand holding her stiffened slightly.

"He has a place to live. Okay, let's clean up, I'll make something to eat, and when we're done, we'll head to Sunshine Mingju. ”

I made a forward move, out of here, I want to start a brand new, what Jiang Moyan, what love, all get out of here, I don't want to be contaminated with the deadly poison of addiction in this life!

was really used to being too ruthless by Jiang Moyan, and this lunch could not be spared miserable, suppressing the sourness in his heart, he simply ate a few bites, cleaned up, and led Yaya out of the apartment that he once thought would be my home for the rest of his life.

Got into the taxi, took one last look at it, and resolutely turned around, the last bit of nostalgia in his eyes annihilated.

Yaya is an emotionally sensitive child, her eyes full of sadness seem to understand whether she understands or not, and I hold her in my arms.

"I'm sorry, my mother can't give you a complete home for the time being." "It keeps ringing in my heart.

Sunshine Mingju, a simple three-bedroom apartment, not much smaller than the suburban apartment, the cleaning is very clean, the whole room is wafting a faint fragrance of bamboo, furniture and appliances are ready-made, look around inside and out, I am very satisfied.

It's just that it's a little farther away from Huaxia on the edge of the city, so I have to find a brand new kindergarten for Yaya, and after careful screening and comparison, I chose Jinzhi Kindergarten not far from Suyang.

Due to the New Year's Day holiday, I can only wait until the holiday is over to take Yaya to sign up.

Suyang undertook the Yihe project, more work, New Year's Day many posts did not have a holiday, the hospital is not a holiday, just when I was worried about how to spend the three days, Qian Hui called.

"Do you want to go to work tomorrow?" She should know something about me and Jiang Moyan, and she couldn't hide her worry in her tone.

"What if you don't go up, I'm forced to die."

I leaned on the balcony, and the two years were long or short, maybe I could calm down and pass in the blink of an eye.

"It's a holiday on New Year's Day, Yaya is also at home, if no one is watching, I'll ask Wang Haoyu to take it over tomorrow morning, and let my mother and mother-in-law help you watch it."

"Forget it, no need, if it doesn't work, I'll hire an hourly worker for the next two days."

"Don't mind, the temporary part-time worker, and you don't know the roots, you are not afraid of abducting your daughter."

"But" The things of four years ago were dusty in my heart, but what Zuo Chu and Zhao Li did to me was a lingering nightmare for me.

"Don't be, I know what you're worried about. My mom and my mother-in-law have changed a lot after so many things, and when we have nothing to do to chat, sometimes I mention you, and I feel sorry for you. I heard that you were back, and he refused to ask Wang Haoyu to call you to the house several times. ”

"I don't want to trouble you."

"What's the trouble or not, it's ugly to say, this is what we owe you, okay, it's settled. You send me your address, and tomorrow morning, at six o'clock, pick up Yaya. "Qian Hui didn't give me a chance to refute, and hung up directly.

Looking at the flashing light, and then the black screen of the mobile phone, I shook my head helplessly, is this still the woman who knelt in front of me with tears in her eyes four years ago and begged me to let Wang Haoyu go?

Sigh softly, it's been four years, all people are changing, and I thought I had changed too, but in the end I realized that I had only changed on the surface, and I still hadn't changed at all in my bones.

The next morning, the sky was foggy and dim, and the doorbell rang, I had already helped Yaya get ready, and as soon as I opened the door, I led her son Wang Dongyang back to stand in front of the door. This kid inherited all the advantages of Qian Hui and Wang Haoyu, and he was very sunny and handsome.

"Call Auntie, if it weren't for her, maybe you wouldn't have come to this world."

Qian Hui said very naturally, the things that hurt me to the bone marrow at the beginning could not set off any waves in my heart, and touched the short hair of the boy who opened his mouth to call me aunt, "I remember that he was still born at the time, and now he has grown so big." ”

It's been seven years, my feelings have come full circle, others have achieved positive results, and I finally returned to the original point.

The big boy in the sunshine saw the girl next to me, took two steps forward, the girl was very short, and she had almost grown into a half-sized young man, Dongyang, bent down and took her hand, and called out to her sister.

Yaya raised her smiling face, her smiling eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and she called her brother sweetly.

Seeing the picture of the two children getting along, I couldn't help but think of me and Wang Haoyu when I was a child, shaking my head, this brain is really not ordinary uncontrolled recently. It's not old and it's starting to get nostalgic.

Wang Haoyu drove us to their residence in the city center, and Zuo Chu and Zhao Li were already waiting in front of the door.

I haven't seen them get much older in four years, they used to be arrogant and domineering, and now they are just two ordinary old people.

When they saw me and the maids, it was as if they had forgotten what had happened four years ago, and they were so enthusiastic about me that I couldn't match their hospitality, and finally I had to go in and have breakfast with them.

"Xiaoxi, it was my aunt back then, but now that I'm old, I think about it was really over, when your mother left, I"

Wang Haoyu kicked Zuo Chu hard, "Eat and sleep." ”

I put down the milk, "Auntie won't mention the past, Yaya will trouble you." ”

"It's okay, it's okay, I see this kid carved in pink, and I like it tightly. Anyway, I'm idle, and if you don't have time in the future, I'll send her here, and it just so happens that Dongyang doesn't have a companion. ”

I nodded and thanked me a few more times, squatted down, and told Yaya a few words, Yaya nodded sensibly, kissed me, and waved her little fat hand at me.

"Yaya will be obedient and wait for her mother."

I nodded at Zhao Li, who had been standing there crampedly, and she hurriedly responded to me.

Watching Dongyang's big brother remove the egg whites that Yaya doesn't like to eat one by one, I feel a lot relieved.

Suyang Group, the fog has not dissipated to add a touch of majesty to this towering building. When I stepped into the hall, I was surprisingly calm. This time, I followed Qian back to them into the lobby, and the two people at the front desk looked at me sympathetically, and when I entered the elevator, I took a picture of the shiny elevator wall.

"I have a pitiful label on my face?" Tuan Guanghong.

For several days in a row, their eyes made me feel extremely uncomfortable, and I am not a cat or a dog, even if I am abandoned, I don't need their endless sympathetic eyes.

"No, except for the fact that the face is a little pale, the blue daisy and the big eye bags, everything else is normal." Qian Hui's tone was mostly joking, and then she took out the makeup box she brought with her at any time, opened it with a click, and put it in front of me, and her palm-sized face also squeezed over, coughing lightly.

"Bibi, sister thirty-three is three years older than you, you see if this gives people the feeling that I am more than this number older than you." She gently stroked my short hair and poked my face where I could barely see makeup, "You are now the Minister of Finance, but you still give me the impression that you are a rookie who has just entered the industry, if you change into your old-fashioned professional clothes, I think you are similar to a college student who has just come out." In the workplace, it is the ability to fight and the aura, you are capable, your aura is strong enough, will the two at the front desk still look at you like that, it is estimated that they don't even dare to look at you when they lower their heads directly. ”

Hearing this, I frowned, the elevator door opened, I walked out, and Qian Hui followed quickly.

"Don't believe it, in which TV series do you watch, there are a few women with strong aura who don't wear makeup. Decent makeup improves temperament and makes people more beautiful, which is not much to say. And the best part, hiding emotions. ”

When I entered the office, Qian Hui still chattered, "I know a good stylist, she sees everyone's temperament very accurately and thoroughly, whether it is makeup or clothes, she will match it very accurately, which makes your eyes shine." Otherwise, I'll take you to meet you tonight? ”

"What's wrong with you, I'm just saying that you've got a lot of tirades."

Usually the money is not too much, but today I suddenly chattered and persuaded me a little.

Qian Hui's expression on his face remained unchanged, and his expression was resolute, "In a word, do you want to live under the sympathetic eyes of others, or live a radiant life in the company." ”

Somehow, I thought she was digging a hole for me to jump, but after pondering her meaning a few times and not finding any flaws and being very reasonable, I weighed it for a moment.

"Stylists are expensive, I can't afford to hire them if they're too expensive."

"I'm friends with her, how expensive is it, I can't cut you."

Hearing this, I nodded, "Okay, can I go back to work now?" ”

“ok。” The sound of closing the door came, I got up and rummaged on the bookcase, these are books on finance, the more I dig deeper, I feel that plastic Yang involves a wide range of funds, hotels, real estate, etc., these need to be reasonably dispatched by the financial department to balance the funds, the Ministry of Finance has a problem, the company may be paralyzed. I don't know much about the company's procurement needs, and if someone uses them to mislead me and make a profit, there may be some kind of mess.

I can't rest on my laurels, I have to make amends.

I have obsessive-compulsive disorder, and I have to do it well when I do a job, which has nothing to do with anything else, and it has nothing to do with Jiang Moyan.

For three days, I basically stayed in the office, with money back, Yunhu's help, I learned these things very handy, and when it was time to get off work, I was lazy.

In fact, returning to work here is not as difficult as I imagined.

Only, after a few minutes, the thought vanished. Sister-in-law, you said it, I believed it

Packing up his things, he glanced at the short black hair with a simple texture on the computer screen, and the face with delicate makeup, and the corners of his mouth curled up in a satisfied arc.

Sure enough, there are no ugly women in the world, only lazy women, and my face, which is rarely eroded by cosmetics, is really not bad.

When I appeared in the company like this on the first day, the amazement of my colleagues made me feel a little vanity in my heart.

Sorted out the black knee-high cotton on his lower body, put on a dark blue trench coat, and pedaled ten centimeter boots, and walked out of the office with confident steps.

Waiting for the elevator, a familiar smell wrapped in a perfume smell mixed into my nose, I frowned slightly, clenched the bag in my hand, and endured it for a long time before I looked back.

It's just that some people like to sprinkle salt on the wounds that you have just torn open and have not yet healed, and the steady pace paused behind me.

"There's a party tonight, Minister Song will go with you."