Chapter 042: Worldview
Easier said than done.
Zhang Tan's thirty-year-old uncle's mental age naturally understands a lot of truths.
For example, pretending to be in front of classmates is a very low thing; For example, teachers should be respectful rather than confrontational. For example, people should be more cautious in their duties and not make frivolous and frivolous actions; For example, we should take advantage of rebirth, seize the time to make money, marry Bai Fumei, and go to the top.
It's just that Zhang Tan like that, it's difficult for Zhang Tan to really do it.
In front of his classmates, he unconsciously takes on an adult-like tone, and his mentality can't be on the same line with them at all. When Luo Jinsong grabbed him to stand up, he also tried to ease the relationship, but ignored the gap between their identities, one is a teacher, the other is a student, and students want to be on an equal footing, which is equivalent to challenging the teacher's authority.
After saying a few words, the temper came up, and Shenma respected the teacher and threw it all to Java.
If society is an operating system, the individual is the software that is attached to the operating system. So obviously, Zhang Tan is already adapting to Windows-10 software, and the society in 2001 is still the Windows-98 operating system, and the two are difficult to compatible. Zhang Tan can only keep making mistakes or being in the limelight while constantly patching himself.
Slowly adapt to the environment of Windows-98.
This adaptation is tough.
"Now, I can't hide it anymore."
Zhang Tan felt that it was enough, and he stayed in Shuangdun Middle School aggrievedly, which was really a wrong decision, and it was really a courageous decision. No matter how much he comforts himself here, no matter how much he finds a sense of existence among students, he is still constrained by the identity of a student and cannot open himself.
In class, you should listen to serious lectures, read books carefully in evening self-study, and do morning exercises in the morning.
It's hard to imagine that a modern person who is accustomed to irregular nightlife can suddenly return to such a stereotypical living environment and still live leisurely.
If it weren't for the secret of being reborn, if it wasn't for the inability to face the environment after rebirth immediately, if it wasn't for wanting to get back to the good old days of school, if it wasn't for wanting to reassure the parents...... there were too many "ifs", this would actually be a sign of lack of courage.
You should have dropped out of school as soon as possible, whether you go out to work or start your own business, it's better than being a student.
Zhang Tan really regrets it now.
"Now that you've found out, teacher, there's no need for me to cover up my light anymore, yes, I wrote "The Four Famous Capture of Kanto."
Pointing to "Ancient Legends: Story Edition", Zhang Tan decided to open his thoughts to Yu Na: "Teacher, do you know, in fact, I hesitated for a long time before coming to Shuangdun Middle School. I'm self-aware, I'm not studying, it's not that I doubt my IQ, it's that I'm not interested. ”
"And let me be like everyone else, burying my head in my studies, struggling for three years, I can't do it. At that time, I thought about going out to work, and I believed that with my ability, I could make a difference. Even getting money from home to open a kebab shop or an Internet café is a good choice, and now that China's economy is taking off rapidly, joining the WTO will definitely bring more opportunities. ”
"It was a difficult decision, I knew I could make a lot of money, I had the foresight and the confidence. But I didn't choose to do that, there are various ways to make money, and I don't have to choose a path that is riddled with mundane things. I decided to give myself a buffer time, and I came to Shuangdun Middle School to think about what I was going to do. ”
Yu Na listened very carefully and was surprised, she never knew that this fifteen-year-old boy had such strange thinking.
Or think one step ahead.
What to say about the WTO and what the economy is taking off, Yu Na is not clear about this.
She felt that Zhang Tan was bluffing, but it wasn't like it, and her tone of voice was very calm, with a feeling of "certainty".
After a pause, Zhang Tan continued: "Because I have always had a dream of being a writer, I tried to write novels for publication during this time, and I am very fortunate that I have this talent. About two weeks ago, I submitted an article for "Legends of the Present and the Ancients", and thanks to the trust of the editorial department, I was able to publish it in this issue of "The Four Famous Capture of the Kanto Region". ”
"Not only this issue, but also the subsequent serialization, there are tens of thousands of words, which will be published in the next issue of the trial issue of "Ancient Legends: Martial Arts Edition", and there are two novels in the whole novel, with 70,000 or 80,000 words. On the side of the magazine, I was given a manuscript fee of 200 per 1,000 words, and when the response to the trial issue number is good, it will be improved. ”
"Yikes!"
Yu Na finally couldn't hold back, she was surprised, she silently calculated in her heart, two hundred words per thousand, wouldn't she be able to get more than 10,000 yuan if she wrote a novel, which was much higher than her salary as a teacher here: "The manuscript fee is so much?" ”
Zhang Tan nodded: "Yes, the manuscript fee is okay, I have already received the manuscript fee remitted by the other party, there are seven or eight thousand." I write 60,000 words a month, which is more than enough, so it doesn't make much sense for me to struggle for three years in high school and then get into a poor university. What college graduates can earn, I can earn now, so why should I go to college again? ”
Although what Zhang Tan said makes some sense, Yu Na, as a college graduate, still has to refute it: "You can't say that, Zhang Tan, college students are generally from seventeen or eighteen to twenty-one or twelve years old, this stage is the formative period of a person's outlook on life, values and worldview. ”
Zhang Tan understands this truth.
High school students are still young, and when they leave society, it is difficult to resist the corrosion of the dark side of society, and they are contaminated with all kinds of bad habits, and at the same time, because they have not received higher education, their horizons will be limited. It is impossible to say all, but at least this is the case for a large part of the population.
In a few years of university or junior college, you may not learn much knowledge, but after all, it provides a transition between students and society, and can play a role in correctly guiding and shaping students' world view. After graduating from university, students are equipped with the ability to truly adapt to society.
It's just that Zhang Tan studied in a junior college in his last life, and his worldview has long been formed.
The current university is really not important to him.
Maybe it's just an obsession, an obsession to go to college, and in his bones, he has some inferiority complex about his status as a college student.
"Teacher, what do you say?"
Zhang Tan organized the wording: "Although I don't attach importance to college, I don't resist going to college, it's rare to be a teenager in life, college is also a valuable experience, if I can go to college, of course I hope to go to college." But I definitely can't get into college in the normal way, and it's difficult for third-rate universities. I'll probably go the art student route. ”
"Oh, I know you signed up for music class and studied music with Teacher Zhu Yunfei, right?" Zhang Tan studied music, and Zhu Yunfei greeted Yu Na.
As a music teacher, Zhu Yunfei has the power to lead music students and use the evening self-study time to attend classes.
"Yes, I'm very interested in music, and I think I'm very talented in art. Not only writing novels, but also writing songs and singing, and even writing scripts, making TV series, and making movies, I am interested. I thought about it, this aspect may be my shortcut to college, after all, art students' cultural classes don't need to be too good. ”
Yu Na wanted to say something several times, but she couldn't open her mouth, and before she knew it, the topic was dominated by Zhang Tan.
In the end, Yu Na could only follow the topic and say: "Art students' cultural classes still need to be studied." ”
"Comparatively speaking, I don't need to be so focused, I wish I had more time for artistic practice, that's what I can do to ensure that I go to college, teacher, are you right?" Zhang Tan's eyes widened and looked at Yu Na seriously.
On the one hand, it is to show sincerity, and on the other hand, it is also to exert pressure.
Looking at my innocent and sincere eyes, are you embarrassed to refuse? Why don't you give me the pressure now!