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Life is short, I have to think about my life, for life, I have no choice, I am destined to live the life of a street rat, this is my life.

In the days that followed, I would often think back to those days, when we were playing together in the river, stealing fruit in the orchard, and the girl in the next class. Ignorant age, children's minds. An innocent smile.

The singing is very beautiful, and so are the people, her face will always be in my heart, forever imprinted, and will not be erased, and that feeling will always be in my heart and will not be revealed.

I never felt that time passed so quickly, happy times are always short, unconsciously, the stars were already twinkling outside the window, the moon was really bright, the bright moonlight reflected on Bingbing's face was really beautiful, at that moment I felt that the goddess of the moonlight was so beautiful.

The air in the Blue Island is really good, the morning air is exceptionally fresh, when the sun shines through the window on the quilt, Bingbing in his arms is like a lazy kitten, and he still pouts in his sleep.

got up gently, for fear of waking her up, downstairs, the fourth child has been sitting on the sofa for I don't know how long, looking at the cigarette butts in the ashtray, I know that he has been sitting for a long time.

"What's wrong, I'm homesick." I said as I walked over. The fourth child smiled and replied to me, "No, I had a dream, and the dream is very bad." ”

"What a dream, the two of us can be regarded as people who have experienced life and death, and what is there to be afraid of." In fact, what I said to the fourth child was also for myself, so I should give myself relief.

The fourth child vigorously extinguished the cigarette butt and said, "Did you say you wanted to go back and have a look?" Prepare when to go. "I want to leave today, after all, we can't stay in one place for too long."

By the time the two beauties got up, the sun had already reached their buttocks, which said it all, and the two girls began to insist on going with us, and finally we were convinced.

On the way home, except for a little cash in the car, it was just the two of us, and the two of us didn't say much along the way because we didn't know what to do.

Speeding all the way, not taking the highway, only taking the sidewalk, the two of them kept changing driving for a day and a night, and finally arrived home, when I entered the hometown, everything was so familiar.

I pulled the car to the side, and the fourth leaned back in the seat, closed his eyes, and said, "I really don't know what to do, I can't face the mistakes I made." ”

I looked at the fourth child and said, "We have all made unforgivable mistakes, but what can we do, life has to go on, let's come back and take a sneak look, okay, don't have too much pressure." ”

Silence is a sign of being overwhelmed, that moment, the blankness of the brain, the guilt in the heart. Can anyone come and tell me what to do. What can I do.

Park your car in the alley, after all, the photo of Blue Island is too obvious and easy to attract the attention of others. Flagged down a taxi.

The two of them, no one in the car spoke, and it took two minutes to get in the car, and the driver asked, "Where are you going, buddy?" I don't say where I'm going when I get in the car, how do I go. ”

"Evergrande Mall." The most prosperous place in the city, I can only feel safe in the sea of people, time flies so fast, but it seems that nothing has changed here, there are still people coming and going. No one will pay attention to the two of us.

In the crowd, we are always small, so small that no one will pay attention to it, and no one will know that there is still us. In this way, we are deceiving ourselves. kept telling myself, just like Andy Lau's lines in Infernal Affairs, I just want to be a good person.

Yes, I just want to be a good person, I don't want to run around every day, living a life today, and not knowing where my head will be tomorrow. But this is fate, and there is no fate that can be controlled. It's always going to play a huge joke on you.

lit a cigarette and handed it to the fourth, who continued the cigarette and smoked it one by one, his eyes were empty, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

The two of them walked all the way, crowded in the crowd, and today was a Sunday with a lot of people. The fourth child and I lowered our heads, for fear of being recognized by others, after all, it is a small place, and there are a lot of people we know.

I don't know how long we walked, or that road, we kept walking, not daring to stop, and before we knew it, we came to the repair shop.

The fourth's home, we are watching from afar, I am no stranger to this place at all, this is the place where I mix the most, this is not only the fourth's home, but also my second home.

From afar, a man was busy in front of a car. Covered in oil, and half of his white hair, I remember that a few months ago, he was still black. In just a few months, the years have visited him more than once.

I opened the backpack, there were two bags in it, each bag contained 200,000 yuan, which I had prepared before, and I handed the bag to the fourth, at this time I really couldn't think of any other way to make up for the heart we broke them.

This money, at least let them know that we are alive, can put their hearts at ease, at least that's what we think. It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right, anyway, you have to bear all the consequences.