Chapter 211: Intoxicated

Liu Zhao saw that Sui'er could take medicine, drink porridge, and walk, and she was slowly recovering every day, and her mood was slowly getting better with Sui'er's improvement.

The two of them did not return to the palace, the day of synod is approaching, it should be the day to return to the palace, Sui'er's eyes are becoming more and more hesitant, Liu Zhao hugged her into his arms, and asked: "I have been thinking that when you are well, you will go back to the palace, but every time you come to Shuowang, you have to sacrifice to the sky." After all, I am the king of a country, and I can't always be outside with Sui'er. ”

Sui'er shook her head, she lost her child, there was always a trace of sadness in her expression, and Liu Zhao looked at her with pity in her eyes. "Sui'er, don't you want to go back to the palace with me?"

Sui'er shook her head again, and there was some hidden pain in her eyes.

"Your Majesty, Sui'er just wants to sit with the emperor at this moment, not thinking about state affairs, looking at the clouds across the sky, talking, or being silent, quietly enjoying a moment of peace. If there is often such a moment of tranquility and comfort in the rest of your life, like a river flowing eastward, with a fixed direction, peaceful and calm, it will be an excellent ending. ”

"I don't want to do state affairs, look at the clouds across the sky, talk, or ......be silent," Liu Zhao murmured in a low voice.

Sui'er sighed silently in her heart, how good it would be if she didn't go back to the palace. Such a calm, no sorrow, no framing, no fighting, no pain, nothing, just like this, people are like in the sky, the sky is like in the heart, but there is a favorite person in the heart, sit down like this, and go to the earth.

Chu Lu was sorting out Sui'er's clothes, and when she heard them talk like this, she giggled and said, "The slave doesn't understand your words, but the slave knows it." Two people who love each other are cultivated in the previous life, or even in the previous life! If we can be together, it is the greatest happiness, what else do you want to end? ”

Sui'er's heart was suddenly stunned, such words, naturally, she had often heard about them in the past, she didn't take it to heart, and occasionally used it to joke with others. But now I suddenly listened. It was as if lightning suddenly streaked across the sky in the dark night. Such a swift moment. It was clear what was shining, but it was still dark and I couldn't see anything clearly.

She glanced at Liu Zhao and saw that he just bowed his head silently. As if thinking about something. His expression seemed to be happy or not, and he didn't know clearly, just listening to his voice slowly falling in his ears, "I am the greatest happiness when I am with Sui'er." What else could you be thinking about? ”

Sui'er turned her head and smiled brightly. That beautiful face made Liu Zhao's heart moved.

Chu Lu said: "Does the emperor want to listen to a little song?" I was taught by my mother since I was a child! ”

She tilted her head and sang a folk tune, her voice as crisp as a bell. It makes people laugh.

"Evil, I want to know you and live a long life. There are no tombs in the mountains. The river is exhausted. Thunder and tremors in winter, rain and snow in summer. Heaven and earth are combined. Dare to be with the king. ”

After listening to her singing, Sui'er was silent, her heart seemed to have been hit by something, she felt a faint pain, and her nose was sour.

"Sui'er!" Liu Zhao shook her hand, and his face showed such a gentle look as warm as jade, as bright as the brightest sunlight in the gradually darkening sky. His hands were so hot and so big, it seemed that Sui'er's hands were too small to grasp.

Liu Zhao gently stroked Sui'er's hand, which was still so pale due to excessive blood loss, so thin that it revealed faint blue and thin blood vessels, and the circulation reflected the glow of the sun.

His clean and warm breath filled his side, "Sui'er, I will accompany you to stay here for a longer period of time, and the matter of sacrificing to the heavens will be handled by the imperial brother, and we will stay until Sui'er wants to leave." ”

Sui'er's heart suddenly sank and comforted, and she also had a trace of imagination for Miao Yuan's future.

Chu Lu asked: "Your Majesty, Niangniang, can the slave and maid sing well?" ”

Sui'er's shallow smile was as bright and moving as the first blooming impatiens flowers, and Chanjuan was like smoke. "Silly girl, do you know the meaning of that song?"

Liu Zhao looked at her and smiled, Chu Yu turned his head sideways and thought for a while and said: "My mother said that it was nonsense, which is not interesting, and said that the little girl's family, sing less and eat more, will grow beautiful!" ”

Sui'er was amused by her and said, "Sister Yu, when I was a child, I always couldn't eat enough, because she had to eat with a bucket. Does that mean she's as beautiful as a fairy? When he talked about Zhao Yu, his heart sank, and he was worried about the things in the palace. Now that she has an accident, she doesn't know what to worry about?

Liu Zhao shook his fingers with her, and said with a smile: "My Sui'er also has to eat more, I feel so distressed these days." ”

Sui'er lay down peacefully on his Liu Zhao's shoulder. "For the sake of the emperor, Sui'er must get better soon."

In the early morning, the sun shone in through the window, Sui'er got dressed, looked at Liu Zhao, who was still asleep, and smiled slightly. He didn't wear a cloak and went out the door. The snow in the courtyard has been swept away, a plum tree is blooming just right, the flowers are blooming brightly on the branches, clusters of clusters, moving like clouds, gorgeous. There was a floating array of dark incense arrays, which penetrated into the heart and spleen.

Li Xia stood under the tree in the courtyard, watching the birds flying in the sky foraging for food. Suddenly, when she saw Sui'er come out, she smiled and said, "Niangniang is so early, why are you wearing so little?" As he spoke, he took off his cloak and draped it over Sui'er's shoulders.

Sui'er felt a burst of warmth, "Brother Li, where the child is buried, I want to go and see." ”

Li Xia looked at Sui'er's quiet eyes, "I thought you forgot." ”

"How could you forget?" Sui'er smiled bitterly. In fact, how could she forget that her flat lower abdomen after waking up called for the loss of the child. The unbearable memories and pain in my heart, even the state of mind is so dark that it is gloomy and dark. However, she could not express her pain and struggle, and any torture had to be in her heart. For his understanding and understanding, only because of his understanding and understanding, he can open a ray of light in his claustrophobic heart and see a glimmer of dawn. So she couldn't let herself indulge like this, indulging in the pain and desolation of memories and the past that she couldn't break free, and only let him stay depressed with her to death.

All, she smiled at him, only in her eyes and in her heart, with great grief and sorrow.

"Brother Li, take me there!"

"Sui'er, isn't the emperor's affection for you a good medicine to soothe your sorrow and calm the pain of losing a child? Why bother to find this pain again, let it be buried with the child! Li Xia looked at Sui'er quietly, with clarity and firmness in her eyes.

Sui'er was silent, bowed her head and said nothing, and when she looked up again, her eyes were already full of tears, "Brother Li, take me to have a look!" Only this time, when I returned to Beijing in a few days, I couldn't come to see him again. ”

Li Xia sighed lightly: "Sui'er, I thought you were free and easy, and you could let go of everything." It doesn't seem to be the case! ”

"Am I?" Sui'er still smiled bitterly. "I just force myself to see clearly, see through, force myself to forget, forget each other in the rivers and lakes, isn't it also a kind of helplessness? If this kind of helplessness is also a kind of free and easy, I would rather not! ”

"Sui'er, only this once, I hope it will be the last time, when I come back, I want to see your smile. After all, if you want to survive, you must learn to forget and be strong, no matter what you experience in the future, you must remember what Brother Li said. I have known you since you were nine years old, and I have recognized you as the Lord, and at that time, I knew that you were not an ordinary woman, and that you had things in your heart that no one else could fit in, and that others could not take away. There's something you've sealed away forever, you know? ”

"Brother Li!" Sui'er was deeply moved!

Li Xia touched her head dotingly, "Silly girl, after all these years, I still don't understand you?" I'll take you there, but you have to put on more clothes, for on such a cold day, your illness has only improved, and you can't catch the cold anymore. ”

Sui'er turned around, but saw that Liu Zhao had already taken the cloak and stood behind him, with a faint sadness and distress on his face.

"Sui'er, I'll go with you, Li Xia is right, I'll let it go from now on. We'll still have kids, and this is the last time! ”

"When did the emperor wake up?" Sui'er returned the cloak to Li Xia and took the cloak handed over by Liu Zhao. Liu Zhao tied a ribbon for her and said, "Get up, don't say a word to me, you are going to see the child's grave, are you still afraid that I will know?" Between you and me, there are still so many ideas? I am your husband, you are your lifelong dependence, if you have any words or ideas in the future, just tell me, I will help you realize it, remember? ”

The corners of Sui'er's lips raised slightly, and said, "Sui'er knows." ”

On the post road of more than ten miles between the mountains, three steps back and two steps back, Li Xia has been carrying Sui'er up the mountain on his back. She was so thin that she didn't have much weight, and Li Xia looked extremely relaxed when she carried her. However, Liu Zhao did not walk such a mountain road, and walked extremely slowly, but he did not complain and followed quietly behind.

Li Xia pointed to the front and said, "It's coming!" ”

Sui'er looked forward and saw a lonely grave on an open ground a stone's throw from the mouth of the valley. Leaning on the high mountain behind, the green pines and old cypresses under the mountain are extremely quiet places.

Sui'er got down from Li Xia's back, and came to the grave hand in hand with Liu Zhao, the tomb was extremely small, and if you didn't pay attention, it was a protruding mound. Before the monument was erected, a whistle wind blew, Sui'er felt cold, wrapped in a cloak wrapped in a cloak and picked up a stone and put it on the grave, her heart was sour, and tears rolled down.

"Child, it's my mother who can't stand you, it's my mother who doesn't protect you." Sui'er cried sadly, Liu Zhao took her into his arms, and also choked up and said, "Sui'er, the child won't blame you." This is providence, and we cannot fight it. After I returned to Beijing, I asked people to build a mausoleum for the emperor here! ”

Suddenly, a flock of crows took off from the back mountain, and went away with an unpleasant "quack" sound. Li Xia pulled out his sword and said: "Your Majesty, be careful, please hide under the stone cliff on that side, there is a dry hand-holding vine, don't make a sound, go and see what is going on!" ”

Sui'er wiped away her tears, glanced at Liu Zhao and said, "Brother Li, you have to be careful. ”

Liu Zhao and Sui'er hid under the cliff, and there were indeed countless hand-holding vines here, looking from a distance, criss-crossing and criss-crossed, people hid in them, and it was indeed difficult to notice. Liu Zhaowei hugged Sui'er tightly, also pulled out the sword, held it in his hand, and looked out nervously. He said to Sui'er: "Sui'er, we came here, no one knows, could it be that someone is secretly spying and trying to murder me?" ”

Sui'er shook her head and said, "Don't worry, your majesty, wait for the news of Lord Li, he is clever and has good martial arts, he will definitely be fine." (To be continued)