Chapter 81: The Subconscious

"It's so easy for you to say, that's all?" I replied disappointed.

"What do you think? Do you want to hear me tell you ghost stories? Haha", Dr. Ma actually laughed at me!

"Can the soul be exchanged?"

"If the soul can be exchanged, then I will put your soul in the inflatable doll, and then ...... Hehe, you can't do anything about me, after you change it back, if you want to sue me, but the physical examination is still a yellow flower girl, you say, who believes your words? Of course, first of all, you yourself have to be a yellow flower girl to be established, haha." Dr. Ma laughed as he spoke, and looked at me badly from time to time.

"You...... Why do you psychiatrists ...... like this" felt that his face was hot, and he didn't know how to fight back at him for a while.

"I'm sorry, I'm joking with you, I want you to relax, if you offend, please forgive me!" After speaking, he lowered his head in front of me, looking guilty.

Before I knew it, I walked around the central lake, and suddenly I felt that I had a lot of questions to ask Dr. Ma, and somehow, I didn't think Dr. Ma was a bad guy anymore, but ...... How do you explain that basement? Disguise! A highly intelligent criminal like him is best at disguise! Thinking of this, he began to get irritable again, Lei Xing was still lying in the hospital and his life and death were uncertain, if he really became a vegetative person, I would never be at ease in my life, I would rather pay the price of my life to save him!

"Ruolan, what's wrong with you?" Dr. Ma asked me with concern.

"No, it's nothing......" I avoided his eyes and asked a random question, lest he see through what I was thinking: "Doctor Ma, you say...... What is going on with those who have mental problems? Why do people have so many strange symptoms? ”

"Do you know Freud?"

I shook my head, and Dr. Ma smiled at me and continued, "He believes that there are two levels of the psyche, conscious and subconscious. It's like a cone-shaped iceberg on the sea, the small part that exposes the surface of the sea, cuts it with a knife, and then packs it into consciousness. And the part of the real huge thing under the sea surface is used to hold the subconscious, and the subconscious is the real big boss. This iceberg, put it in our brains, open a door where they meet, put a little person to guard it".

The more I listened, the more interested I became, "And then?" "I can't wait to ask.

"During the day, when we are awake, we all rely on the Xiaoice Mountain above to receive information, all information, such as anything we have seen, any smell we have smelled, any sound we have heard, and so on. But there are many things that we forget when we come into contact, or forget after a few days, in fact, those are not really forgotten, they just sneak down the small door into the big iceberg below, but we ourselves don't know it, because although the subconscious mind is undeniably there, all we can perceive is the consciousness of the Xiaoice mountain that surfaces. ”

"Are our dreams subconscious?"

Dr. Ma touched my head: "You're so smart! Only when our inner control is lax, that is, when the little man guarding the door is in a trance, will these subconscious minds locked in the big iceberg run through the small door and into consciousness. ”

I immediately interjected and said, "That's when we dream!" ”

"Yes, there is another situation, that is, when you are hypnotized!" Dr. Ma continued: "Therefore, dreams are always so many turns, when we wake up, the little man guarding the door also reinvigorates, and the subconscious that escaped just now is all driven back to the big iceberg, and everything that happened just now is like a world away."

"Such a huge subconscious shouldn't just serve dreaming, right?" I looked at Dr. Ma puzzled and asked.

"Of course, although we are not aware of the existence of the subconscious god, it has influenced us too much in the dark, for example, why do we choose this profession, why do we choose this person to marry, why are we afraid of something for no reason, of course, in addition to some conscious reasons, such as a large salary, a good look at the marriage partner, etc., etc., and so on are determined by the things we have experienced in the past, but now we have forgotten, that is, the subconscious."

"I see," I muttered...... "those fetishes, or psychopaths who are afraid to scream when they see something good, are subconscious problems, maybe what he has experienced, but has faded out of his memory, but there is a certain reflex formed in the subconscious, right?" ”

"Ruolan, I'll take you as my apprentice, hehe", Dr. Ma said, "The source of all mental illness is actually a problem in the subconscious. Because for the conscious mind, you can settle it, but those vast and strange subconscious minds are far beyond the control of people, and if they go wrong, they will immediately fall into your fire."

"Doctor Ma, are you specifically responsible for making the little man guarding the door drowsy, and then enter the other party's subconscious to find out?"

"Hehe, I'm not a god, I can only let the subconscious mind unscrupulously break into the realm of consciousness to make trouble, so that the patient can make himself aware of the things that lurked in the shadows before, so that he can't tell, can't speak, can't figure out!"

I looked at Dr. Ma and thought that he was indeed very knowledgeable, could that basement be just a legitimate treatment room? After all, there are all kinds of patients in the psychiatric hospital, and those blood stains may have been caused by the patient's self-harm, just like the patient I saw when I saw Mrs. Jin at the beginning, he actually used his own hands to grind the cement floor, like grinding a pencil, and he grinded off a large part of his own hands!

"Ruolan, that's all for the morning's treatment, it's already noon, I'll send you back to the ward for dinner first."

"Huh? I just received your treatment? How did I not know? Are you hypnotizing me? I asked, my eyes wide.

"Look at what you say! How can I have such a great ability, just chatting with you is therapy, do you feel a lot more relaxed now, huh...... The point is, do you think, in fact, I'm not that hateful? He still looked at me wickedly. And I was silent all of a sudden, and I didn't dare to say much in front of him, as if he could see through anything.

"Hey, where's Qiuqiu? Ball Ball! "An old man in the ward next door to me has been looking for something on the floor in the hallway.

"Uncle, what are you looking for?" I asked casually as I passed.

"Little girl, have you seen Qiuqiu? I haven't seen it all morning." I heard that the uncle was originally a homeless man, and he has lived here for a long time, but I only know that he can always talk nonsense, and I don't know what the specific illness is, and how he came here.

"Who's Qiuqiu?"

"A cute brown puppy, every day I come here to play with me and watch the news with me".

It suddenly occurred to me that it could be the puppy that had fallen to its death...... "It will watch the news?" I asked, puzzled, completely oblivious to the fact that I was talking to a psychopath.