Chapter 1 Fireworks in the Last Days
One. Apocalyptic fireworks
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Have you ever seen the fireworks? Without hesitation, he jumped into the sky and rushed to a moment of grand beauty
You say this is the extreme? Or is it sad?
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You say this is the extreme? Or is it sad?
The girl turned her head and stared at the man in front of her who was excited to see the fireworks in the sky. The corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise.
Looking up, the sky is full of sparks, mixed with brilliant fireworks, emitting a dazzling light, and I feel unreal dizziness for a moment. Her eyes narrowed slightly, and only the boy's side face was reflected in her eyes, filling the whole world that belonged to her. Feel the beating of your own heart, strong and powerful, like a restless beast. She reached out and embraced the world she had always hated, the cool night breeze gently brushing the tip of her nose, causing an uneasy throbbing. There has never been such a moment when she feels that the world can be so beautiful.
"Fool." The boy's voice came to his ears, and his tone was light and doting, as if she were the most precious jewel in the world, and he gave her infinite tenderness and love.
Celebratory introduction, there is no roaring fireworks and music. The world is quiet again. She leaped to a place just a step away from him, her eyes warm and wet, mingling into a soft halo of water. At this time, she heard her own voice, with a lot of anticipation, and sounded with joy.
"Will you leave me?"
"No, it won't."
"So, how long?"
"For a lifetime."
Life
Ruan Luo woke up from her sleep, cold sweat fell down her emaciated face, the night was so quiet, she heard her own wheezing, there was no order to speak of. Flowing in the slow time, with herself, her breathing, her heartbeat, her movements, her posture, everything became slow and heavy in the life activities, as if she had lost all her life. She could even hear the sound of life rushing through her body, bit by bit, in every move, and the loss was slowly happening. And she couldn't do anything about it.
Life
She heard this sentence again, and it was a nightmare that she couldn't get rid of from the distance, and it was repeated over and over again, resulting in a long confrontation, and she couldn't tell the difference between winning and losing. She stood up, and heard a sigh in her heart, and it fell as heavy as a lump of lead, as if it were collapsing endlessly.
The light staggered down, reflecting a bleak glow on her face. She poured herself a glass of water, and in the corner of the drawer took out the photograph that had long been dusted by time, and she gently wiped it with her fingers, revealing the face of the smiling man. The moment the tears slipped down, she drank all the water in her hand, and heard a lonely sound in her throat, which made her fascinated. So she was so keen on it that it became an inseparable habit to drink a lot of water every day.
It's been five years, and she told herself that her life ended hastily five years ago, like unfinished words, stuck in her throat with regret, and the pain was unbearable. In the dream, on New Year's Day six years ago, that person leaned down and whispered to her, "One life" like the most beautiful natural sound in the world.
The cup in her hand suddenly slipped down, and she was stunned for a moment, looking at the debris all over the ground in confusion, crouching down, and burying her head deep in the crook of her arm.
3
Have you ever had? The one you want to be with for the rest of your life?
And then what?
When Ruan Luo thinks of Meng Yunge, he always laughs, not deep or showy, just a shallow smile, but with a kind of warmth, which can make the people around him unconsciously gentle and beautiful. Even Ruan Luo, the big devil in Linglan Middle School, was slowly gentle and vivid because of his smile.
When Ruan Luo skips class, he always likes to sit on the railing on the roof of the school, because it is the only place in the school that can be called high. She likes to stay in a very high place, away from the world's fireworks, a unique aura of her own, which has a fatal temptation for her, she likes the wind whistling in her ears, with a momentum of righteousness, blowing her long hair high, that kind of publicity, for her is a kind of release, a strange release of the soul and body. She loves everything intense, sharp, extreme, so she smokes, fights, drinks, skips class, and does all these bad things that don't fit her student label. In the most beautiful years of youth, she is like a seaweed that grows infinitely, growing outward unscrupulously, desperate and passionate. But such a person has no roots, and what people without roots hate most is a pampered and well-behaved child at home, at least for Ruan Luo.
The more something is lacking, the easier it is to be needed. It's everyone's nature.
So when Ruan Luo leaned on the rooftop to sleep, she was very angry with Meng Yunge who suddenly appeared, and she swore that she really had the urge to rush up and punch and kick him, and then throw the five horses into the sea to feed the fish. Especially when he says the first words.
"Classmate, aren't you afraid of falling?" Meng Yunge looked confused, and his whole person was shrouded in sunlight, emitting a strange light. This was the scene she saw in the first moment when she opened her eyes.
She glanced at the person standing in front of her in disgust, ignored it, and went back to sleep. The wind passed slowly in her ears, quiet and gentle, like a lover's whisper, she frowned unconsciously, she didn't like this feeling, it was as bland as a glass of dull boiled water. The heart is suddenly lost, and it seems that it has also become gray in the rapid passage of time.
"Classmate, even if you want to sleep, find a safe place." Ruan Luo heard his voice again, and it sounded in his ears, and the wrinkles on his brows deepened a little.
"It's really dangerous here."
"It's very windy in the summer, what if, what if you fall."
……
Ruan Luo opened his eyes and was about to jump down and beat him severely, but unexpectedly, his center of gravity was unstable and he rolled down unexpectedly. The body is weightless in an instant. I don't know why, knowing that I was not in danger inside, I still flashed a moment of panic. It turns out that I will be scared too.
"It's okay." She heard his voice again, mixed with a little anxious, close to herself.
"The most unbearable thing is a boy like you mother-in-law and mother-in-law," she jumped up from the ground with a disgusted expression on her face.
"Uh" The boy was overwhelmed by her reaction, and his original smile froze at the corners of his mouth, looking a little funny. Ruan Luo almost couldn't help laughing, where did this come from.
She shook her head and was about to leave when her arm was grabbed. She turned impatiently to glare at him, signaling him not to blame her for being rude if he was no longer interested. The boy also seemed to be frightened by herself, and let go of her hand the moment she turned around, her face flushed, although Ruan Cheng didn't know what he was anxious about.
"I just want to tell you that if you commit suicide by jumping off a building, the death will be really ugly." After a long time, the boy spit out this sentence very seriously.
"Damn" Ruan Luo dropped this angry sentence and turned around and left, she thought that today must not be a good day, and she actually encountered such a strange thing.
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