Section VI 2
She didn't know where she was going, where she wanted to go, where she didn't have anywhere.
She was just scared and left behind again and again. She was scared, really scared. If one day even he is going to lose, then what should he do? The soul floats, as if there is no end, and there is no exit to be found. The load was more than life, and she didn't even have a resting place for tiredness.
It's really sad.
She stood in the crowded street and wept bitterly, and the passers-by cast strange eyes, but no one would stop to ask, is the world so disappointing? It was as if he had returned to his previous state, unable to speak, fearful of everyone, and losing the ability to speak.
Only her own life made her panic, like an abyss.
Mu Chuan picked up the mobile phone from the ground, only to remember that Shao Ximan had not fully adapted to the life of a normal person, and subconsciously wanted to chase it, but the mobile phone remembered at this time. It seems to have been predestined.
"Why did you go just now, my aunt was so angry with you that she fainted, let's talk about it when you come back beforehand."
So what do we do? What do you do?
Mu Chuan remembered Ji Ya that Shao Ximan had mentioned to him, since he was a childhood friend, he should be able to trust him. Besides, now, it seems that you can only trust him.
How could I not care about you? I love you so much.
I don't know why I love you so much?
Why should I fall in love with you?
"Hello, can you do me a favor?" He looked at the thin man standing in front of him, and he was genuinely afraid.
"Can you help me find Shao Ximan? I'm afraid she's not safe to be out there alone. ”
"Please tell her that I went to the airport to go through the formalities, please be sure to ask her to come over at 6 o'clock in the evening."
"If she hadn't come by then, I'd have gone by myself."
"Thanks, please."
If she hadn't come, I'd have gone on my own
If she hadn't come,
I'll go on my own
Ji Ya stood outside the police station. This sentence kept echoing in his mind, like a nightmare, haunting him over and over again. If you weren't so selfish, wouldn't things be different?
He is a sinner. He looked at Shao Ximan's footsteps walking in step by step and muttered to himself. It was like losing all my strength, and it was extremely difficult to walk. He didn't know why Shao Ximan wanted to come here, since she knew the news of Mu Chuan's plane crash, she locked herself in the house, and didn't eat, drink, cry or make trouble for a week.
He even went out of town to get her parents back.
However, it still didn't work.
It was also at that moment that he understood that what Mu Chuan gave her was the whole world.
It's just that it's too late.
Shao Ximan stood outside the window. Her face was pale, her lips were parched and chapped from not drinking for too long, and she opened her mouth to hear her own shriveled voice.
"Hello, I'm changing my name."
"Uh, Miss, are you okay, do you want to go to the hospital first?"
"I'm going to change my name."
"Okay, did you bring your papers?"
"Bring it!"
"What are you going to change? Your name is nice. The receptionist gave him a strange look.
"Shao Chuan."
Why is it good to have blue wallpaper in a room?
Because I love the sky.
The man in memory smiled brightly, and even his eyes sparkled.
With you in the sky, it will be clear at all.
Because, you are such a good person. So, in the future, I'll continue to live a good life in the name of it.
In the moments before losing consciousness, she told herself.
Then suddenly the world was plunged into darkness.
Thank you all for your support, I will continue to work hard.
"And then?" Ruan Luoen dropped half of his cigarette and raised his head to look at Ji Ya.
"And then." He narrowed his eyes slightly, his mind feeling like he had gone back a long time. "It got worse and worse, I always saw her talking to herself alone, talking to everything they had ever used, trying to kill herself, autism came back to her, she didn't want to communicate with anyone, she was depressed and irritable, she was getting more and more mentally fragile, and then later, in order to prevent her from having an accident, I sent her here."
"Now, are you alright?"
"Now, it's not bad, it's much better than before, but the doctor said it would be difficult to get back to normal. Actually, I regret it. If I had been by her side and took her outside for treatment, maybe they wouldn't have even had the opportunity to meet online. ”
"Then why didn't you do it before?"
"I selfishly think that as long as she doesn't have the opportunity to have contact with the outside world, then one day, we will be together, even if she is closed forever, it doesn't matter if she takes care of her for the rest of her life." Ji Ya lowered his head in annoyance, and Ruan Luo didn't speak again.
Feelings have nothing to do with right or wrong, and since you have done it, you must be prepared to bear it in the future.
"Can I go see her?" After a long time, Ruan Luo patted him on the shoulder and spoke softly.
"Hmm."
She looked at the pale woman in front of her and wanted to say something, but she opened her mouth and couldn't say anything. 、
The two confronted each other in the eyes. The wall clock on the wall suddenly rang at this time, as if it had been regulated by someone, pointing at the position of 6 o'clock.
Shao Ximan suddenly crossed her and wanted to walk out, but she almost subconsciously grabbed her wrist. Her hand was unusually cold, and the cold touch quickly spread to all her senses along the palm of her hand. Ruan Luo retracted his hand after a stirring snort.
"Where are you going?"
"I don't know, it seems like someone is waiting for me, I'm going to find him." Shao Ximan turned his head and looked at her blankly.
It turns out that he is still waiting for him after all this time.
"Who are you looking for?"
"I don't know."
Ruan Luo covered his mouth with his hand and swallowed back the name that was about to come out, suppressing himself from crying.
"I don't know who I'm looking for."
"But I know he's been waiting for me."
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