Once the water is deep, it loses its voice, and once the feelings are deep, it becomes shallow. The opposite of things is always an eternal law in the world. In fact, disappearing is also a kind of chic place. It's just that the years are too long, and no one can find out about this, so when the contradiction slowly occurs, Ruan Luo is unclear, like throwing a cannonball into the lake. She felt the ripples though. Unexpectedly, there was a real sea and sky wave hidden behind it. And the call, which was missed by carelessness, inappropriately played the role of the artillery shell, which neither of them expected.

Who is Ruan Luo? Arrogant, arrogant, withdrawn, vicious, silent, artificial...... Such answers are not surprising in Linglan Middle School, but no one will say that you are good. She is the female devil Ruan Luo, and everyone calls her so carefully in their hearts, lest she hear her. Everyone turned away from her and looked at her like a monster. But when asked what she had done, everyone was silent.

"Huh? I don't think I did. ”

Yes, it doesn't seem to be doing anything, but in a group of middle school students who are content with the status quo, his maverick behavior seems more abrupt. She grew angrily towards the sun, radiant, too hot and not gentle enough to burn the hearts of too many people. Unlike other classmates who are confused, she has always been a girl with great tension, which is what makes her special, but what others hate. Although he was not favored by others, he only stayed at the abuse, and did not hurt himself with too many substantive actions. So Ruan Luo never took these things to heart.

In his youth, he didn't know how to be gentle, and such a pure frivolity seemed to be forgiven.

So when Ruan Luo saw that the eighteen-year-old coming-of-age birthday gift that was originally going to be given to Meng Yunge disappeared in the table box, there was still a moment of surprise in his heart.

How many things have you done that you will regret for the rest of your life?

Ruan Luo's biggest regret is that he didn't receive a call from his friend that day, and he missed happiness from then on.

Everyone wants to have a vigorous love affair in their youth. To love someone who fell in love at first sight, even a breakup must be earth-shattering. Such abundant feelings can afford to be young in their youth.

The meaning of life lies in impermanence, and the meaning of impermanence lies in the ordinary. Lovers who have experienced strong winds and waves are displaced, but they are about to fail in some trivial matters of life. Because details determine not success or failure, but people's mood in an instant.

Coke, beer, a room full of cans, shake and open, and the whole world is foam. Ruan Luo stood aside with an embarrassed face, looking at the cakes flying all over the sky and everyone's laughter. In this noisy room, she once again seemed out of place. She clearly remembered Meng Yunge looking at herself who was empty and speechless a few minutes ago, and the disappointment in her eyes was overwhelming.

"You've always been cold to me, and now you don't even want to give me the blessing of the coming-of-age ceremony?" She heard his voice. With a choked voice, it sounded shriveled and weak. There was a dense pain in her heart, in fact, she also wanted to tell him that she cared about him very much, and she had prepared a gift for him with her heart, but she lost it. But in the end she didn't say anything, because even she couldn't believe the truth of the story. Disappointment slowly piled up, and she thought that these things that were too formalistic could not bear anything, but he saw them as important. A great powerlessness struck her, and immediately something lurked between the two, ready to strike.

In a trance, she remembered the years they had together, the time together, there were few good moments, most of them were suspicious and suspicious of each other. He didn't think she loved him enough, what he needed was a love that was intense and even restrained. She only knows how to give him the freedom to indulge too much. She thought that he loved her too much, like being tightly strangled by silk threads, and her meager feelings were only suffocating, but not deep. So they are always arguing, almost every day. Because of something like what to eat tonight, they attacked each other and even went into a big fight.

"Why do you want to be together?"

"When you're tired, you always want to be able to stop."

She remembered her original intention and thought he was a destination. Commitment is about making everything that is otherwise bad something extraordinarily beautiful.

People do things because they have love in their hearts.

When Ruan landed on the stack of thousands of paper cranes, Chai Jing's words came to mind, like the most beautiful love words. Even the pieces of paper that had been clumsily flipped between their fingers seemed to have become smooth under the infection of such emotions. But for Ruan Luo, the process is still extremely strenuous. Because he's not a clever person. She is withdrawn, and it is impossible for her to ask others for advice, so she can only learn mechanically over and over again according to the drawings.

I heard that a thousand paper cranes bring good wishes. Because of this groundless determination, she was just like the other girls in the class, and she was very happy. Meng Yunge was a sturdy knife, which had already been deeply inserted into her flesh and blood, and it was inseparable. It seemed to be a robbery, and she couldn't escape, and she could have foreseen it from the beginning.

The scenery we walked through, the words we said, the fireworks we saw......

Carefully bound and imagined the surprise when he saw the gift, his heart couldn't help but rejoice, but he carelessly forgot to bring it into school.

"You forgot to take the gift, I can't contact you, put it in your table box, remember to get it." After seeing my cousin's message and missing the call, I ran to school almost instantly. But I saw that in the empty table box, the afterglow of the setting sun was sprinkled, too moving, like a decadent flower, and the enthusiasm was a little excessive.

I wanted to explain it well, but after seeing the happy and smiling people in the room, I suddenly felt my abruptness, like a sudden intruder, and I lost the strength to defend myself.

"Smack." A piece of cake slammed into her face, which also shattered her messy thoughts, and Meng Yunge, who came back to her senses, had already come to her with a tissue, and helped her wipe it carefully, she raised her eyes to look at him. With drunkenness, his eyes were full of pity.

"It's okay, I'll do it." She took a tissue and wiped the remaining cream, and the sweet smell filled all her senses at once. I don't know why, it's obviously the closest people, but there is a river blocking them out of thin air. She closed her eyes, groggy, unable to see the future, unable to see the present. Only fragments of the past come to mind vividly, and they are all painful.

It's easy to fall in love and hard to get along with, and she hears her cousin's advice, before she goes out. She remembered her parents' broken marriage. Seeing that between them, the end of the road was actually more afraid than anyone else.

"What the hell are you doing with me?" She heard his mournful voice, ringing in her ears indecently.

She hears tables, cups, chairs...... All broken voices as far as the eye can see. She looked at the once gentle person in front of her, and became hideous and crazy. She saw them too, and as the debris fell, she couldn't find an exit. She wanted to leave, more than ever, to escape, to leave him and to be questioned endlessly.

When Ruan Luo ran out crying, he didn't expect Meng Yunge to go out with him.

I didn't expect it to be a few minutes later.

With a sharp sound of brakes, she turned around, and in the blur of tears, she saw his body, soaring into the air like fireworks.

"Will you leave me?"

"No, it won't."

"So, how long?"

"For a lifetime."

Suddenly, the world was plunged into never-ending darkness.

8

On New Year's Day, the celebration is not over, and the fireworks outside continue to soar into the sky, without hesitation, rushing to a hero. Ruan Luo lifted his head from the crook of his arm, picked up the pieces on the ground and threw them into the trash.

Opening the window and seeing the lights of thousands of homes, she squinted her eyes lightly and looked at the colorful fireworks blooming in the sky. The corners of his mouth were slightly raised, like when Mo was beside him. Tears fell unexpectedly.

- "You say this is the extreme?" Or is it sad? ”

She turned and heard her own voice, somewhere far away

- "It's eternal, it's incomparable, it's eternal." ”

"Have you ever had? The one you also want to live for the rest of your life? ”

She typed quickly on the keyboard, her expression calm and unmoved.

"Come to "Yi Cup" and tell your story, Ruan Luo will help you record"

(The story in "Yi Cup" is officially staged, you are in Nanshannan, I am in Beihaibei, and we will never see each other again.) Stay tuned to a seventeen-year-old girl's story, "I've Heard It's Still Happy on a Cloudy Day". If you also have an irresistible life, if you also want your story to bloom on paper, please go to the cabinet. Tell your story, add 208946219)

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