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Loyalty, this thing has been very important since ancient times. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Zhang Conglei knew, so she looked at Zhang Quanyu and didn't say, then, naturally, there was Zhang Quanyu's reason.

Myself? If you don't show your loyalty, you may be miserable. Even if Zhang Quanyu loves himself very much, he is his brother.

This thing, ethereal, is it difficult? Hard. Is it simple? It's also very simple.

It may be because of a word, a smile, or it may be a lifetime without a way.

But the method that Zhang Conglei knows is very simple, that is, the truth, the truth in the deepest part of her heart. It is the way of one's own faithfulness.

Wu Yi was a little drunk tonight, and now he is still dozing off from time to time.

Zhang Conglei is still in a deep shock when she thinks back to the scene just now, Xiao Luo's background seems to be extraordinarily strong, which may also be regarded as an opportunity for herself, an opportunity to have a firm backer.

"My father disowned the family very early, because he was like a gangster every day, and he didn't know how to learn. took the money given by his grandparents to sever ties and came to the south to settle down.

My mother, when I was very young, left me, for the simple reason that my father had another woman.

Soon after, I had a family of three.

However, I could feel my excess, the woman hated me, it was just one sentence, I looked a lot like my mother.

Slowly, as I grew up, I somehow had an extra brother. I felt even more that excess in my mind, and I looked more and more like my mother.

Other people's children are especially proud when they laugh because their eyebrows and eyes look like their parents.

I, on the other hand, felt the opposite because of this.

The woman hated me, and my father hated me.

How ridiculous is that? I don't know, the one thing women say I say the most is that I look like my mother's sassy fox.

That night, my father drank too much and actually forced me, I was only sixteen years old, and my mind was blank, because he was my father, my father.

You know, I could even feel the hatred he had for me physically at the time.

Eventually, I left that place, I left the family that seemed to belong to me but didn't.

Sixteen years, exactly sixteen years.

I don't really know how I survived that family, but when I left, I was full of relief and joy, although I didn't know where I really belonged.

I was walking down the street with my little school bag, and I was crying, crying, but I was happy, very happy.

I used the pocket money in my pocket to buy a train ticket to Lanjing City, because I knew from my father's mouth that his previous home was in Lanjing City, where there were grandfathers and grandmothers I thought I had.

I remember very clearly, that time, I stayed on the train for two days and one night to come to this Lanjing City, which I had never been before, and I was at a loss.

Because I've never met them and I don't have their contact details.

Eventually, I met my grandfather and grandmother at the police station, and at that time, I met Jeon Woo for the first time.

My father miscalculated, after he left, my uncle, that is, Quan Yu's father, actually worked hard in Lanjing City, I still remember my father said that his home in Lanjing City at that time was ordinary and ordinary.

He couldn't see any hope of rising in the future, so he didn't hesitate to leave at that time.

My grandfather, yes, my grandfather asked me a lot, a lot.

I was hungry, but I didn't dare to move, and I had a very clear impression that it was my cousin Jeon Woo who served me rice and handed me chopsticks.

That meal was so delicious that I still remember that feeling.

After that, as it should be, I stayed at Cousin Quanyu's house.

My grandfather asked my uncle to arrange a school for me and arrange everything, and for the first time I felt the great power of family affection, the warm and shocking feeling unique to the bloodline, which brought tears to my eyes.

At the time, I thought that I might just like this, and live a warm life.

In the end, I was wrong.

I don't know if I stumbled over fate or if fate played a joke on me. ”

Zhang Conglei said, picked up the can of beer, and poured it into her mouth frantically. Xiao Luo didn't speak, just quietly looked at the poor girl in front of him.

And Zhang Quanyu also looked far away, sighed softly, Zhang Conglei's words also evoked his memories, and he rubbed his temples with his fingers a little weakly.

After Zhang Conglei finished drinking, she breathed a long sigh of relief, felt that her nose was a little sour, and subconsciously wiped her eyes with her fingers.

"In the beginning, everything was fine, and I wish that this beauty, which was out of reach for me, could go on like this.

But gradually, I found that everyone's eyes on me changed, and even those nannies and aunts were pointing fingers behind my back from time to time.

And my eldest mother, that is, Brother Quanyu's mother, I will never forget that noble and cold woman in my mind for the rest of my life, she looked at me proudly, and then softly said two words, liar.

I was stunned, why did the aunt who was also very good to me and concerned about me say this.

But when my aunt saw my innocent face, she looked at me even more coldly, and even disdained to talk to me.

Later I learned that I was not in their blood at all.

I was confused, then who am I, and then my mind began to think, began to recall, and the memories of many years came like half of the sea.

I laughed like a madman, because the father I thought was not my father at all.

Why did he hate his own daughter, why did that woman scold me for being a fox like my mother. Why can I feel that deep hatred in him?

I originally thought that my mother was the victim, but then I realized that the ultimate victim was myself.

At that moment, my father forced me that incident, and I forgave him.

I am also grateful to him, because he has raised me for sixteen years, and for him, I am a person in front of him who has nothing to do with him, and I am a thorn in his heart.

However, he has a nurturing grace for me after all.

Later, I left my uncle's house, because I didn't have the face to stay there anymore. Later, my uncle sent people to look for me frantically, which was the saddest relief for me.

In the end, Jeon Woo Tang found me, and he didn't let me go home, but found me a house, and then gave me a lot of living expenses, so that I could continue to go to school and start a new life of my own.

I was only 16 years old at the time, and I had already started a new life, which was not ridiculous. Ha ha.

At this age, the maturity of many people and the change of many people are due to the frustration and experience of love and quickly begin to grow in spiritual mileage.

And I grew up because of my birth experience.

Later, because of the persuasion of Cousin Quanyu, Uncle no longer insisted on letting me go home to live.

I started my life on my own in this huge city.

My origins, no, origins that I don't even know about myself make me feel deeply inferior in this city.

It was also at that time that I also met the person on my love path.

I was stunned, I was like a blank sheet of paper on the road of love, like a child who had not yet learned to walk, and that person suddenly broke into my life.

My heart is like a glass of water, and the slightest shaking ripples.

Is this love? I don't know, he cares about me, takes care of me, will say to me that I will send you home, will wait for me to go to school in the cold winter. I really felt so sweet in my heart, and then we got together.

During that time, I even felt that God was fair enough to give me one of him at such a bad time.

At that time, I thought that even if there were no relatives in the world, I still had him, he could rely on me, he could give me a sense of security.

Happiness came so suddenly, so suddenly that I was unprepared.

I started to fantasize about being together like this, then going to college, then working, then getting married and having children, and starting our ordinary but happy days.

It can be regarded as a strange city that accommodates a strange me.

Whenever I think of this, my heart is full of sweetness.

Time is like water, and I am glad that I have spent the happiest years of my youth so far.

Later, when I went to college, I went to Lanta, and he went to a distant place, and I believed him, so I didn't think that anything would change if he went to a distant place.

Yes, nothing in the world is eternal.

Love? How ridiculous, haha, I thought love was eternal. I'm not stupid, I'm not the stupidest person in the world. ”

Zhang Conglei suddenly smirked stupidly, looked at the people around her with a smirk, and took a can of beer surrounded by water vapor in her hand.

"In less than a month, he broke up with me.

Cause? It's simple, he fell in love with someone else, why did he fall in love with someone else, because the girl I didn't know would buy him an Omega watch, a men's bag from LV, etc., etc.

Because I think I'm poor

That's fucking love. Love. Ha ha.

I broke up with him very happily, and I didn't pester him, although, at that time, my heart was like a knife every day, and every day was like a year.

No one knows how I feel like curled up in the quilt and crying like a tearful person.

In the same way, no one knows the kind of heartbreak that is tormented by betrayal every day.

No one has a strong sense of suicide in my heart.

But I was born inside myself to keep telling myself that I should be strong, that I should be strong.

How to be strong, for me, life should be more painful.

During that time, I actually survived, and I still feel a little incredible, I really survived.

In my eyes, the world has become a black and white color, and there is no longer a color.

Because I don't know what the meaning of life is anymore. I really don't know what the point of being alive is.

I remember my first man at the time of Lanta, I just sold my body, but I got money, money can make me live better, live more vainly.

The next day, when I hadn't entered the dormitory door, Brother Quan Yu was waiting for me downstairs in my dormitory. I don't know, but I can tell he's been waiting a long time.

The first time I saw him, I wanted to cry, but at that time, I thought how difficult it was to shed tears, although I was very sad.

Brother Jeon Woo just looked at me like that, I could see that he was angry, very angry, I thought he was going to hit me, but he didn't. I really felt like he should hit me, he really should hit me.

He just looked at me like that, said 'Everyone's life is their own choice,' and he left. That's how I spent my days in Landa.

In the end, he actually got the reputation of a Landa 'Huafu'.

I really don't know if I'm happy or sad.

I had some money in my hand, and once, I was sent back to the south, and I didn't go in, but just looked at it from afar, and I saw a warm and warm scene.

The man hugged and kissed the woman, and the smile on his face was peaceful and warm, and I had never seen him smile at me like this in my memory.

The woman was also shy, and I could read it, it was called happiness.

I've always been a superfluous, a superfluous being, maybe I shouldn't have existed in the first place, and then I left because I wasn't going to bother anymore.

That's my life, hehe. ”

Zhang Conglei smiled like crazy, and then took out a cigarette from her bag, and the dim light of the lighter reflected the clear outline of her face, which was strangely sad.