Chapter Seventy-Six: I Like Children Because I Love You
Gu Chengjun rubbed his swollen temples, looking tired, for some reason, he was a little uneasy in the past two days. At this moment, a rapid mobile phone ringtone, Gu Chengjun put down his pen, picked up the mobile phone and pressed the answer button. "Hello? Mom, what's the matter? Gu Chengjun said lightly. If not, can't I call you? Ah Cheng, you have to take care of yourself outside and eat on time. An Tingting asked with concern.
"Good. I see, is there anything else? I'm busy. Gu Chengjun opened the drawer under the desk, took out a delicate handbag, then poured some tea leaves into the delicate glass teapot, then took some boiling water, looked at the red liquid in the cup, and wiped a smile on the corner of his mouth.
"It's just ~~ Did Su Qing call you in the past two days? Did she say anything? On the other end of the phone, An Tingting asked nervously.
Gu Chengjun didn't wrinkle slightly, and said in a slightly cold voice: "Mom! Are you looking for trouble with Su Qing again?! ”
Hearing Gu Chengjun's reproach, An Tingting breathed a sigh of relief, and hurriedly retorted: "How can there be~ How dare I~ You don't know Su Qing's temperament!" How can you be bullied! Okay, Ah Cheng, you're busy~ Pay attention to rest~"
Gu Chengjun hung up the phone, feeling a little inexplicably bored in his heart, but when he heard An Tingting's words, he suddenly stopped being entangled, his mother was right, Su Qing was cold and indifferent, but she had her pride, and it was also this that he was relieved to leave her in Wuqing Garden. It's just that he didn't expect that Su Qing had just lost the pain of losing her son at the moment, and it was his mother who pushed her into hell! What he didn't expect was that An Tingting was his mother, and Su Qing was willing to swallow all the grievances and didn't want him to be embarrassed.
Su Qing gently opened the curtains, there was a layer of white mist on the glass, Su Qing stretched out his hand, and the scenery outside was full of silver. The floor is like a carpet covered with white veil, shining in the morning sun. The straight trunk of the tree seems to be topped with plain flowers. Su Qing gently opened the window, a cold wind mixed with the fragrance came, Su Qing lowered his head, and on the sparse and sloped branches, the plain white and tranquil plum blossoms bloomed one after another, making Su Qing intoxicated. I don't know how long it took, Su Qing felt the cold pressing, so he closed the window.
Su Qing changed out of her pajamas, put on a snow-white down jacket, and then pushed open the door and went downstairs. Zhang's mother was sitting on the sofa watching TV, noticed Su Qing, and said with a gentle expression: "Hungry, right?" I let the kitchen boil some lotus seed porridge, and drink more to warm my stomach later. “
Su Qing nodded, and then asked calmly, "He went to work?" Su Qing is used to calling Gu Chengjun him, since she has been married for so long, Su Qing has never called him her husband, maybe Su Qing has a cool temperament, and she can't say anything about her husband's affectionate name.
Mother Zhang looked a little worried, she sighed slightly, and said in a vicissitudes of tone: "Chengjun, this kid is more screwed, but he is really sincere to you." I overheard a conversation between Steward Wu and him this morning, and Steward Wu mentioned that the child who died back then, as if this matter was related to Madame, and the young master must have gone to the Gu family. After Zhang's mother explained, she asked casually: "Child, how can you hide such a big thing from the young master, have you ever thought about how much he should blame himself if the young master knows one day?" “
Su Qing looked startled, and then regained his composure. She didn't expect that after many years, that incident was still dug up, she looked pained, and said, "Maybe I have a shallow fate with that child." Then there was silence.
Su Qing drank a few bowls of porridge, then came to the study, took out the design drawings and drew them, but for some reason, after a while, Su Qing felt a little drowsy, and then went back to the bedroom and lay on the bed.
Mother Zhang came to Su Qing's room softly, saw that she looked serene, tucked the quilt for her, and then said to the bedroom door, "Come in." “
By the time Su Qing woke up, it was already evening, and the sky had become dark and deep. Su Qing sat up and turned on the lamp beside him casually, at the same time, the door was gently opened, Gu Chengjun came to the bedside, and the dark shadow of the light cast down, making him feel a little lonely and cold.
Su Qing's eyes wandered, his expression was calm and indifferent, his lips opened, and then closed again.
Gu Chengjun held her in his arms, hugging her very tightly, like a stubborn child, clutching a straw. There was a dead silence in the room, only the breath between each other, through the heavy fabric, reached each other's hearts. Gu Chengjun felt the fresh and elegant fragrance of lilies on Su Qing's body, just like many years ago, Gu Chengjun's breathing gradually increased, he picked up Su Qing and gently put him on the bed, his body immediately pressed up, and the eager and fiery kiss fell on her cheeks and neck.
The temperature in the room rises, the ambiguous atmosphere becomes more and more obvious, and the two intertwined figures on the bed, accompanied by each other's beating hearts, reach the peak of mastery together.
After the passion, the two lay quietly in the quilt. Gu Chengjun's strong and powerful arms imprisoned Su Qing's soft and slender waist. He buried his head in Su Qing's shoulder, and said in a dull and magnetic tone: "Wife, did you ever complain about me at that time?" “
Su Qing looked at his broad and strong back in distraction, a trace of crystal tears flowed from the corners of his eyes for some reason, and said softly: "No." ”
Gu Chengjun was silent in response. He heard Wu Qing's report, what happened back then was done by An Tingting, and he suddenly didn't know how to face her at that time, for so many years, many people knew about it, but no one told him, and he suddenly panicked.
He didn't keep his promise, he didn't protect the woman he loved, and the most difficult thing for him to accept was that it was his mother who caused all this.
He didn't know how to get to the Gu family's old house, he called his mother to the bedroom, and questioned loudly, but what he got was his mother's sentence that she was not worthy. Her mother said that Su Qing was not worthy of being pregnant with his species, so her mother had no remorse for this matter. In fact, he knew that his mother was not such a ruthless person, and her heart was cruel to Su Qing. Why? Because her mother, Rowling, his mother has always cared about Rowling's snatching of his sister Rowya's man, so this emotion extends to Su Qing's body. But this is not a reason for him to excuse himself.
"Because she's your mother. You have not failed me, I have not been resentful. Su Qing said calmly.
Gu Chengjun's heart moved, his eyes were full of distress, because An Tingting was his mother, so she didn't think about telling him about it, so as not to make him blame himself, and the last sentence was that Su Qing exonerated him and didn't want him to feel guilty.
Su Qing sighed deeply and said regretfully: "It's just that I can no longer have children, this may be your lifelong regret, but it's me, I'm wondering, is it that I tied you with feelings, otherwise you should have everything, including children." ”
"Don't say that, I only love you, you remember, the reason why I like children is because the child must be born to you." Gu Chengjun frowned slightly, and said in a serious tone.
Su Qing smiled slightly, and sighed in her heart, is this an alternative confession?