Memories 2

Yuan Qing is a rich person in modern times, her appearance is not bad, the people who can be her boyfriend are slowly transformed from the relationship of good friends, she is a slow person, although so, only two people can hug Yuan Qing, and it is very difficult for others to touch her.

Those two people are people that Yuan Qing likes very much, but they are a little worse than love, it is okay to be lovers, but it is not okay to live, there is sexual disharmony between Yuan Qing and these two lovers, maybe a pair of men and women are lying in the same quilt and chatting, talking about them.

Yuan Qing tried very hard to adapt to herself, but the results were still unsatisfactory, so the two relationships broke up unhappily.

Although love has nothing to do with sex, would a person like Yuan Qing really find someone who she loves him, and the two are not in harmony in that regard? No, in this way, will it really be better for two people who love each other again to get married? Difficult.

To put it bluntly, Yuan Qing is not looking for a lover, but for someone who can spend her life with her. Or, only those who can spend a lifetime together can be called lovers.

As soon as her 31st birthday passed, Yuan Qing wanted to find someone to live a good life, so she shifted her focus from work to feelings, and began to pay a lot of attention to men she was too lazy to pay attention to, but Yuan Qing never found a satisfactory Lang Jun, one day, she accidentally found that a male publicist in a nightclub was very handsome, handsome to the point that he could conquer her without looking at his face.

I have to say that Yuan Qing was fascinated by him.

In the worldview of a businessman, either you only talk about money, or you don't talk about money at all.

So, Yuan Qing contracted this male public relations officer, and talked about a fake and real love with him under the transaction of money.

During this period, Yuan Qing was surprised to find that he was not cold, but just wrong, Yuan Qing and the male public relations were together, and they were very comfortable in that aspect, including sex.

Unknowingly, Yuan Qing found that he was in love with a man, and was impressed by his astonishing temperament, so he did not hesitate to spend a lot of money to buy him, and he was opposite to him day and night, and his feelings were secretly born.

Maybe this kind of relationship is absurd, since a young and promising woman is in love with a PR that anyone who is willing to spend money can do. Although this society is very open, it is not that this kind of thing is unacceptable, but will Yuan Qing's family, friends, and relatives accept it?

It's difficult, and Yuan Qing is not the kind of person who will be desperate for the sake of feelings, she carefully analyzed in her mind, her relationship with him is based on money transactions, and she spends so much money with him just to make herself comfortable, this comfort includes all aspects, of course, the man did not disappoint Yuan Qing, so the relationship between the two is very simple, one uses money to buy comfort, and the other works hard to make the other party comfortable. The relationship is reciprocal.

This kind of relationship is fake and real, and Yuan Qing regards it as love, but it is just a passing moment, so the two broke up as a matter of course.

After the separation, Yuan Qing couldn't restrain himself from thinking about the man who made him comfortable, but he was afraid of seeing him and finding that everything was just an illusion, if they weren't in a trading relationship, would this feeling continue? Some relationships are simple and habitual, and when they become complicated, they become unacceptable.

Yuan Qing's original intention was just to wrap a male prostitute that he had finally taken a fancy to, and to experience the feeling of a lover with him, but once this feeling came true, Yuan Qing didn't dare to ask for it, yes, he didn't dare.

It's like a person who just wants to eat meat, and his thoughts are very simple, but one day this person realizes that these meat is cut from animals, and these animals will be very painful, and with this thought, will he still eat meat well?

Of course, he will still eat, because it is human nature to eat meat, and if you want to survive, you have to eat, which is a human need that cannot be changed, but this person will never eat the meat of the animal he likes for the rest of his life.

Just like dog lovers, they will never eat dog meat.

Faced with one thing that cannot be shaken off, the choice comes from this.

For Yuan Qing, it is rare for her to fall in love with someone, but she fell in love with that man, but because of her identity, she didn't dare to love him anymore. This love cannot continue, and the person concerned can only choose to escape.

Maybe he doesn't love himself either, he just does his duty, takes money, and serves himself, what does Yuan Qing think about that man's mind.

Yuan Qing's 32nd birthday passed. She is still alone, and everyone around her is anxious for her.

"I'm 32 years old, why don't I have a partner yet?" This is what Yuan's mother said.

Yuan Qing hung her head silently, and the gentle face of that man appeared in her mind, a person who is difficult to be emotional, once she is emotional, she will be uncontrollable at that time.

Suddenly the phone rang, Yuan Qing looked at it, it was the number that didn't dare to call and was reluctant to delete it, she still couldn't hold back, her fingers swiped lightly, and put the phone to her ear, but she was silent and didn't say a word.

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a long time, and finally he spoke, "Let's see each other, how about it?" This was the first time the man had called her in five months apart.

Yuan Qing never thought that he would call her, she always believed that she and him were only in a relationship of money, and without money, she would be a stranger.

Yuan Qing never said a word, hung up the phone in silence, and then sent a very brief message: Tomorrow afternoon, Luyuan Cafe.

Yuan Qing still went, the two sat opposite each other, Yuan Qing took a sip of coffee, his eyes never looked at the man, the man's handsome face was still gentle, they sat silently for an afternoon, and didn't say anything. A thousand words, but I can't open my mouth.

Then, the two broke off completely, Yuan Qing was smiling after the two love breakups, this time she cried, her screams cracked her lungs, she grew so big, and she cried so sadly for the first time.

She couldn't tell if she was really in love with him.

Thoughts drifted back, Yuan Qing was now a sixteen-year-old girl, her soul no longer belonged to that time and space, and she couldn't help but burst into tears when she recalled her previous life.

Yuan Qing thought that the man in her dream today was the man in her previous life, but it was not, but the young man in front of her, Yuan Qing couldn't help but be confused.

Shaking her head, Yuan Qing's mind appeared again with the handsome facial features of the man in her previous life, she looked at him quietly in her mind, just for a moment, the picture switched instantly, this handsome face turned out to be strikingly similar to the other face, but the former was gentle like water, and the latter was cold like ice.

Seeing this cold infiltrating face, Yuan Qing couldn't help but shudder, looked at the front intently, and the face in his mind coincided with the face in front of him again.

"What's wrong with you?" The young man saw that Yuan Qing's eyes were red, and clear tears could be seen on his face, and he couldn't help but ask her.

"Dust." Yuan Qing couldn't help but call out the name of the man in his previous life, the young man in front of him was really too similar to him in his previous life, but the man's eyebrows and eyes were always gentle.

The young man paused for a moment, wanted to say something but didn't speak, his eyes were still ancient, and he said lightly: "Let's go." With that, he crossed Yuan Qing and walked towards the cave.

Yuan Qing was stunned, then smiled bitterly, and her slender eyebrows were dyed with a hint of bitterness. Yes, how could he be Mu Chen?

In the cave, the two drank porridge, this porridge was made by Yuan Qing in the middle of the night, in a hurry, naturally it was not as good as the previous level, but the two of them did not complain, and drank it by themselves.

Yuan Qing just remembered the past in his previous life, his heart was bitter, he was too lazy to care too much, and the young man didn't want to care too much, he just needed to know that this bowl of porridge would not harm him.

After drinking the porridge, Yuan Qing finished cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, sat opposite the young man, thought about it and thought: "That, comrade, your body is almost better, when are you going to leave?" ”

The young man raised his eyes to look at her, his gaze was still unwavering, and he said lightly: "Tomorrow." ”

"Are you sure it's tomorrow?" Yuan Qing asked.

"Yes, it's tomorrow."

"I thought you were leaving today, so I thought I would rush here from night to day." Yuan Qing complained, no wonder she would be nervous about the white moon as the sun.

Listening to what Yuan Qing said, the young man looked at her face and couldn't find a trace of superfluous expression, was she caring about him?

"Well, tomorrow will be tomorrow, then, there will be no danger for you to go out, right?" Yuan Qing asked again.

"No, it won't." The teenager had all the questions he asked, but he didn't want to explain too much.

"Alright, where are you going?"

"The capital."

"How far? How long will it take to get there? ”

"If nothing else, it will take half a month."

Half a month...... Yuan Qing sighed in his heart, this ancient journey is really not ordinarily long. For a modern person who is accustomed to traveling from China to the United States for a day at most, it is really ...... to have to walk for half a month to go to the capital here Shocked.

Okay, half a month is half a month, and you don't need me to go, "This is fifteen taels of silver, you can use it as a plate on the road." Yuan Qing calculated, half a month is fifteen days, and one or two silver a day should be enough.

She took all the money on the young man's body, and if the young man wants to leave, she must give him some money, otherwise how can the young man get to the capital? Although Yuan Qing is not a good person, she is also a person with a conscience