It's just that she heard that Living Yama has a very powerful drug in his hands, and when he attacked the Great Xia army, he kept putting this drug, and then those people were arrested unconsciously, and then they became hostages, pushing and shoving before the two armies fought, and then they were brutally killed.

This kind of drug is terrifying, and so far Great Xia has not developed an antidote that can restrain it.

In case Geng Yiyuan fell into this drug in which city, even if there were heart goggles, antidote pills, and big tonics, it would be useless.

After she got the news from Ouyang Jing, she was awakened by nightmares all day long, and her nerves were broken, and she knew that she was going crazy.

It's already so uncomfortable, the Shen family can't stand it anymore, and is sick at home, Zhu Huihui and Cheng Rongrui are now working elsewhere, and when they are not at home, Cheng Zhaoer also has to take care of the Shen family.

Shen didn't know where he heard about it, so he lay down on the bed and couldn't get up, so he pulled Cheng Zhao'er and began to wipe his tears and cry Zhu Shoubei.

As a result, Cheng Zhaoer was even more exhausted.

In a few days, the whole person is like a flower that has lost water, quickly withering, and it looks like it is about to completely wither and collapse.

She was completely devastated.

She continued to bow her head and said: "Just let me go once, I know that he is safe, I will not disturb the war there, then I will come back, or find a place to live nearby, and wait until the war is over." ”

Hearing this, a trace of pain quickly flashed in Ouyang Jing's eyes, but his tone became more and more violent, and he jumped up. Pointing at Cheng Zhao'er's nose, the saliva had already sprayed Cheng Zhao'er's face, and the voice sounded as if he was about to lift the roof: "You belong to your family when the battlefield is, you say you can go and see it?" You're still going to live there, you're fucking disgusted that you've lived too long?! ”

And said: "I really didn't expect you to be such a person, Cheng Zhao'er, you disappointed me so much, your five children are still so young, do you just throw them to your father and mother?" You are so selfish! Geng Yiyuan is dead, and you will die with it. How do those five children live? How does your father live? ”

Cheng Zhaoer held her head in pain, she squatted on the ground, and cried: "I know that I am very selfish, I am excessive. But. You don't understand how I feel. I was so scared. I couldn't control my sanity. ”

Cheng Zhaoer didn't know about her selfishness, but she had heard so many terrible rumors. In the White Pagoda Temple, she saw the figures of those villagers who broke down and wept while begging for the blessing of the Bodhisattva, and she herself collapsed.

She knew that it would be useless for her to go, but she was desperate to see Geng Yiyuan, she didn't dare to imagine what she would be crazy if Geng Yiyuan died!

I don't know when it started, her feelings for him have been so deep, but she herself is ignorant and unconscious, longing is a kind of poison, so that she is gradually poisoned deeply, unable to extricate herself!

She stood up suddenly, she pulled up Ouyang Jing's clothes, and said, "This year's cotton is ripe, I know that you and the Qin family are going to escort supplies and grain and grass together this year, can you take me there." ”

Ouyang Jing calmed down at this time, he stared at her who collapsed in front of him with complicated eyes, and said coldly: "Even if I dare to take you with me, the emperor will not agree." ”

When Cheng Zhao'er heard this, she suddenly became depressed, she forgot that now this is ancient times, the emperor does not agree, how can she go.

What's more, she still has reason, if she goes, in the end, it can only be Ouyang Jing and the Qin family, who can't stand her grinding, and take her there.

With idle people, etc., she is still a woman, and she is going to commit the crime of deceiving the king.

How could she harm others for her own selfishness?

Cheng Zhao'er's whole person suddenly quieted down, she nodded, and said to Ouyang Jing: "Then forget it, I didn't say anything about this matter." ”

With that, the man was gone.

In fact, Cheng Zhaoer didn't know why she was making such a scene, and the remaining reason told her that she couldn't succeed, but she didn't do her best, she was unwilling.

Now it was still a disappointing ending, and she didn't know what to do, but she knew that she couldn't hurt others.

Ouyang Jing's mouth squirmed twice, and finally he didn't say anything.

When he turned around, he saw his wife coming out of the back of the house, holding his sister-in-law who had just been a few months old in her arms, and he felt a little weak for no reason.

Fortunately, Mrs. Ouyang didn't seem to notice anything, frowned and glanced at Cheng Zhao'er's back, sighed silently and said: "It's really pitiful, now that the war is so tense, the living Yama is notorious, no wonder Zhao'er is like this." ”

The couple said something to themselves without mentioning it.

Over there, Cheng Zhao'er came out of Ouyang Jing's mansion, and she didn't know what to do, she walked aimlessly, and walked to the homeless house.

I happened to see Master Hongji sitting in the camp of the homeless.

Master Hongji looked at the tears on her face, sighed, and recited the Buddha's horn and said, "Amitabha! ”

Cheng Zhao'er looked at Master Hongji's face of Cihe, and suddenly couldn't control it anymore, and tears burst out of the embankment.

In her heart, Master Hongji is a capable person, who has always been by her side, although he is a partner, but he is also a master and a father.

Master Hongji didn't stop her from crying, Cheng Zhao'er seemed to vent all her helplessness, and waited until her crying voice was hoarse.

Master Hongji said: "I have watched the sky at night, my Great Xia Dynasty is not necessarily defeated, the emperor is the true dragon son of heaven, there is a dragon body, this royal drive is a big turnaround, moreover, I look at your face, there is no widow, you can rest assured for the time being." ”

Master Hongji said: "It's just that this face is changing rapidly, and now all that can be reflected is the real-time situation, and it is not known how the future will be, but God has mercy on virtuous people, accumulate more virtues, and there will be good fortunes, and these blessings may be imposed on your husband, and it may be possible to turn evil into good fortune for him!" ”

Cheng Zhao'er was stunned for a moment, and then she was happy.

The man finally came back to his senses a little before he cautiously asked, "Master, but really?!" ”

Master Hongji nodded and smiled: "I have never deceived you, you still have to think about how to accumulate virtue and increase your own blessings." ”

Cheng Zhao'er didn't speak, seeing that Master Hongji was leaving by herself, she stood up and walked towards Ouyang Jing's house, since this is the case, then do good deeds.

What she's doing now may not be enough, so let's do more.

If before, if anyone told her this, Cheng Zhaoer would definitely scoff, but now she can't, now this is the only driftwood she grabbed in the stormy waves, in short, she can't think about it, a dead horse is a live horse doctor, she hopes that God has eyes, for the sake of her sincere good deeds, and share the good fortune with Geng Yiyuan.

When she arrived at Ouyang Mansion, she found Ouyang Jing and said, "Can you let me meet the emperor, I have a little idea about the war and want to tell the emperor." (To be continued.) )