Chapter 39: The Original Intention

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Everyone has a good intention at first, and over time, it will change a little bit, more or less.

When Li Ming was one year old, he didn't know the world yet, he only knew that there were always two people around him who smiled at him, and they were good. He didn't understand why they were laughing at him, after all, he was always crying. Li Ming couldn't understand why she always repeated a word to him, and he occasionally did.

When she was two years old, Li Ming inadvertently repeated the word she often recited, and he found an interesting phenomenon, she would laugh when he read it again, no matter how many times it was. But he didn't smile when Li Ming read it to him, and when Li Ming repeated the word he said, he smiled. It's really interesting.

Three-year-old Li Ming is particularly fond of running and jumping, and he is very proud of it. Don't look at her as big as her, she is not as small as him when she starts, and she can catch up with him every time. Every time he turned back, she always bent over nervously, not far behind him. To his disappointment, no matter how much he tried to "provoke" her with his own laughter, she wouldn't get angry.

Li Ming's most carefree time was when he was four years old, he was a little sensible, but still naïve. He started kindergarten and had fun with many children his age. He had forgotten all about her, but she was relieved, probably because he didn't cry like the other children when he entered the garden.

At the age of five, his life seems to be going to go on as it is, always with fun as it is.

Six-year-old Li Ming was already in primary school, and she was very busy with work with him, so she sent him to a boarding primary school. He often plays like a kindergarten until he forgets who he is, and occasionally he misses her and him. What day of the week is today? Friday? Will you be able to go home and see her and him? Thoughts slowly grow in my heart. Even though it was Sunday, she and he would work late hours, and it was difficult for Li Ming to see them until the early hours of the morning.

At the age of seven, the two of them were too busy to attend, so they asked their grandmother to come. Grandma's eyes were dizzy, she couldn't understand the teacher's criticism of "Li Ming" by name, and she couldn't see "Li Ming" on the whiteboard from the bottom. He felt quite lost, and he no longer believed what his table mate said, "If you don't study well, you will get the attention of your parents."

At the age of eight, "classmate Li Ming" can be regarded as a prodigal son, and he is a little concerned about learning. The teacher was deeply relieved and said that he would send a text message to tell Li Ming's parents about his change. The teacher thought it was the urging of the parents, but in fact, for Li Ming, the new truth he realized was that if this extreme didn't work, he would go to another.

At the age of nine, the teacher insisted that she attend. The teacher strongly asked her to give a speech on stage and talk about how to educate Li Ming, so that he went from the penultimate to the top ten. He remembered that she was embarrassed, and looked at him with guilt in her eyes.

Ten-year-old Li Ming remembered the look in her eyes at last year's parent-teacher conference, and suddenly felt that if his grades were poor, maybe she would feel a little less guilty. Fortunately, he dispelled this idea early, he was afraid that at this year's parent-teacher meeting, she would hear "the naming and criticism of Li Ming's classmates, and she fell back to the bottom from the top ten in the grade".

At the age of eleven, Li Ming was about to take the junior high school entrance examination, and the pressure of studying became greater. At this time, he was no longer keen on pestering her to buy him the robot in the window, and he always put the box called learning at the top. He didn't understand the meaning of learning, he just knew that it wouldn't make some people sad. His goal is just that diploma.

At the age of twelve, Li Ming, who successfully entered a key junior high school, looked at it a little again, and he put the family box in the corner. The newly taken out boxes had "friendship", "love" and "adventure" written on them. He thinks he can easily grasp the degree and avoid accidents. However, the exposure of the "over the wall incident" made him completely bitter, Li Ming had never seen her so angry with him, so much so that he put down his work and rushed back from other places. Later, Li Ming always wondered if he was in trouble, and they would be able to care about him, but fortunately, no one dared to follow him anymore, and the small group broke up.

At the age of thirteen, the lack of computer classes made Li Ming suddenly interested in such a high-tech product. He doesn't do his homework anymore when he comes home from vacation, and he's obsessed with playing with the computer. He doesn't like to play computer games like a boy with an internet addiction, he prefers to teach himself everything about computers, including some inconsequential details.

At the age of fourteen, Li Ming's studies fell from the top of the list, but fortunately he didn't fall to the bottom. In the case of the upper middle level, he missed out on the key high school, but he has no regrets. His parents thought he would be sad, but they comforted him for a long time, and he went back to his room to study the computer after listening to the concern.

At the age of fifteen, Li Ming began to collect all kinds of books about computers, reading them with flashlights in the bed in the middle of the night, and was as diligent as a boy in the same dormitory reading a little yellow book. Studying has become an after-school class, and he tries his best to maintain his reasonable level of learning and avoid the embarrassment of counting down, but he often has more than enough heart and not enough energy.

At the age of sixteen, Li Ming longed for forty-eight hours a day.

At the age of seventeen, Li Ming happened to be the unlucky guy who was only one point away from the admission score line. He was reluctant to repeat his studies, and his parents wanted to use the financial resources to help him go to college, but he refused: "You don't understand, for me that diploma is just waste paper. ”

At the age of eighteen, Li Ming has always been addicted to all kinds of computer-related things, and he has no financial resources. He took the famous hacker as his teacher and joined the hacker group. He is determined to use his computer skills to make himself rich and prove it to his parents.

At the age of nineteen, due to the perennial rush, my mother is gone. In the golden age of this ordinary middle-aged person. He stood quietly by the bedside, watching her mouth move, and a thousand words were too late to speak. Indeed, the relationship between mother and son from childhood to adulthood is not very close, and a lot of time with him is people who are not related by blood. But she was indeed his mother, and he had her blood in his veins.

At the age of twenty, Li Ming talked about many girlfriends, but they all thought he was poor and couldn't do it.

At the age of twenty-one, his father also began to be busy with his marriage, and blind dates alone occupied a large position on Li Ming's schedule.

At the age of twenty-two, every time I met my father, I felt very old. He, has he also reached the point of being in his last years, obviously he is such a young body. Li Ming took off his eyes, the world in front of him was no longer clear, and he always felt that he would die for work like his parents.

At the age of twenty-three, my father also left, without a smile. Li Ming knew it was because of him. Li Ming naturally inherited a large inheritance and invested all of it in computers.

At the age of twenty-four, Li Ming and his companions developed an amazing program that cost him almost all of his savings. Unfortunately, fate played a huge joke on him, his companions stole his heart's work, and he had nothing left.

At the age of twenty-five, he barely survived, and at the end of the year, he created a program that resembled a supervirus, and after several adjustments, the results were very satisfying.

At the age of twenty-six, in the new year, thousands of families are reunited, and his parents are long gone. He sat alone in his dilapidated house, looking back on the past, and he hated that he had mistaken that kind of person for his companion. They sold his hard work for a very high price, so high that he was maddened with jealousy, so high that he could not tolerate it. He typed the last few hits on the keyboard and sent the truly terrifying program onto the internet.

Even Li Ming didn't know how this system would destroy the world, it had abilities that he couldn't imagine, even though he didn't know the details. It will sleep for a while and wake up to adapt to the online world.

He leaned back in his chair, stared at the ceiling and took half a bottle of sleeping pills with boiling water.

"Li Ming, male, 26 years old, unemployed. The cause of death was suicide after taking a large amount of sleeping pills. ”

This is the end of life.