Chapter 143, I'm not a good man!
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Su Sheng didn't deliberately hide himself, plus the angle, so as soon as he walked over, Xu Tingting had already seen it, or rather...... When he came out of the company, Xu Tingting saw it. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
The reason why she stood here and didn't leave was not to wait for the bus or taxi, in fact, she was waiting for Su Sheng. It's just that she was embarrassed to contact Su Sheng directly, so she waited at the door of the company for a while, thinking if she would meet Su Sheng and could chat with her.
Usually at work, she doesn't have the opportunity to see Su Sheng at all, and she has no reason to contact her after work. At first, Xu Tingting thought it was nothing, but after a long time, she realized that she was overestimating herself.
When I was in a trance at work, I couldn't help but guess what Su Sheng was doing.
Sometimes I feel like I hear the phone, but every time I look at it, I don't hear it.
The familiar home seems to have become something less, and every time she lies in bed, she will think about it, and she can't sleep at all.
Later she understood.
That's what loneliness tastes like.
That's what it is...... The taste of missing!
But she didn't dare to say it, and she didn't dare to take the initiative, obviously she took the initiative to say that it was natural, she didn't want Su Sheng to feel that he didn't believe in his words, and she didn't want him to think that he would make a fuss about it. But she couldn't help it, so she could only use this way of waiting for the rabbit to passively meet Su Sheng.
"Why haven't you left yet?"
Su Sheng walked over and asked.
"I'm waiting for you!"
Xu Tingting subconsciously said what was in her heart, but found that Su Sheng looked at her with some surprise, and she realized that she had said it.
She longed to find a crack in the ground and get into it, and she was ashamed.
"Why didn't you call me and tell me, what if I come out and you don't see it, you're still waiting here." Su Sheng was stunned for a moment and said with a smile. "Is there something wrong with me, or is it?"
"No, it's fine."
Xu Tingting hurriedly said.
"Oh, it's okay, is that missing me?"
Su Sheng was also a little embarrassed, but when he saw Xu Tingting's shy appearance, he let go and teased with a smile.
"You...... Have you been busy lately? ”
Xu Tingting did not admit it, but she did not deny it either.
"It's okay, it's not very busy. If you're okay, let's have a meal together, right? ”
Anyway, Xu Tingting is also her first woman, so she can't go her own way after chatting for a few words, right? He's not so unconscionable, and he's psychological.
He also misses Xu Tingting a little.
"Hmm."
Xu Tingting was happy in her heart, but she restrained herself and didn't show it.
The two walked side by side, chatting as they walked, and soon came to a restaurant.
After ordering a few dishes, Su Sheng said with a smile: "Do you want to drink some wine?" ”
"No, no."
Xu Tingting really likes to drink a little wine, drinking is really not an uncommon thing for girls in the north, and she can drink some more or less. But last time, because she was nervous and couldn't sleep, she wanted to drink some wine to fall asleep, but she ended up having a relationship with Su Sheng.
Although she is a little anticlimactic, but if she doesn't drink, she definitely doesn't have the guts.
"Whatever you want, drink as much as you want, don't be so polite with me." Su Sheng said with a smile.
"Hmm."
Xu Tingting answered and stopped talking, she obviously had a lot to say, but when she saw Su Sheng, she couldn't speak, and she didn't know where to start. What about Su Sheng? He really didn't know what to talk about, he used to make jokes and joke a few words, but after having a relationship, he was in the current situation, obviously these jokes were not appropriate.
After a few unnutritious questions, there is nothing to talk about.
Fortunately, the speed of cooking in the restaurant is very fast, and it didn't take long for the waiter to come up with the food, so it was not so embarrassing to face to face and stare dryly.
In this case, the meal was also a little dull, it was finished in more than twenty minutes, Su Sheng took the account, and the two came out of the restaurant.
"Thank you for accompanying me to dinner, I ...... I went home first. ”
"I'll send you."
"Don't bother, I'll just take a taxi myself." Xu Tingting obviously wanted to agree in her heart, but what came out of her mouth was completely different.
Su Sheng smiled: "Okay, I admit that we are indeed a little embarrassed now, but I think that whether we are together or not, it doesn't have to be like this, right?" I'll send you back, that's it. ”
Su Sheng's tough attitude made Xu Tingting unable to refute, and she didn't want to refute, but he was so strong, which faintly relieved Xu Tingting. Stopping the car and getting in the car, Su Sheng said the address of Xu Tingting's house, which couldn't help but remind her of the day her parents came, and he was also familiar with the address of his home.
At this time, although it was the rush hour for getting off work, the road leading to Xu Tingting's house was not very blocked, and it didn't take long for the car to stop downstairs at her house.
After getting out of the car, Su Sheng wanted to speak and stopped, hesitating whether to say anything.
"You...... Would you like to go upstairs and sit for a while? ”
Just as Su Sheng was about to say goodbye, Xu Tingting suddenly said.
Su Sheng smiled lightly: "Okay, it's okay today anyway." ”
The two went upstairs and opened the door. After entering, Su Sheng found that the slippers from last time were still there, so they were placed on the shoe rack. Su Sheng changed his slippers and glanced at Xu Tingting, her face was slightly red but she pretended not to see it.
"You sit as you like."
Xu Tingting said hello, put her bag into the bedroom, and sat down next to Su Sheng after coming out, hesitating to say something, she was also reluctant for a while, her head was hot, and she opened her mouth to invite Su Sheng upstairs. But what to do and what to say after going upstairs, she didn't think about it at all, and now the atmosphere is very awkward.
"Actually...... There's something I've always wanted to tell you. ”
Su Sheng spoke abruptly, breaking the calm.
Inexplicably, Xu Tingting had an uneasy premonition. "What, what's the matter?"
"You suspected that I had something to do with Xu Li and Secretary Xu, but it was actually wrong, I really have nothing to do with her, but ...... I don't lie to you, I do have someone in my heart! ”
"Although my relationship with her is not yet clear, there are basically no problems, which is why you said that I would say yes in the first place. I'll admit, I might not have done it well, and I've always wanted to tell you, but I just didn't have the right opportunity. ”
"That'...... Then what do you mean......" Xu Tingting said with some trembling.
Su Sheng shook his head and said, "I don't know either, I just think I should tell you." I used to think I was a good man, but now, I don't dare to say that. It's a bit hypocritical to say that, but if you don't think it's worth it, then everyone should be friends. Otherwise...... Let's just let it be. ”
Su Sheng didn't know why he suddenly said this, he could feel Xu Tingting's thoughts about him, maybe because of this, he felt guilty. Although he still didn't know what to do, at least ...... It should be made clear.
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