And what about that memory of me in a psychiatric hospital? How to explain it? Everything is my illusion of death?

There are scientific reports that when a person is in a coma, in fact, the brain does not fall into a coma, from the brain waves, it can be seen that the brain is operating normally, and even more often than ordinary people, outsiders seem to be in a coma, or this is just a vegetative person, but he himself is experiencing his own life. However, those people are usually accompanied by physical discomfort or pain, so their "dreams" are often related to the sense of touch on the body.

For example, a person who was in a car accident coma, his leg has been inflamed in a large area, and it is very likely that in his world, someone is chasing him, tying him up, torturing him, and sawing off his leg little by little......

After I fell off the cliff, I had a strong sense of survival and always wanted to wake up, but in my world I fell into a psychiatric hospital and couldn't get out, a psychiatric hospital symbolizes death, and in the "dream" I want to escape from it, which means that I wake up from real life! So I've been on the run,

Grandma's sentence "The exit is on the roof of the building" is also my own imagination? One more jump and I'll be able to start again from the cliff......

But what's going on with Zhizhi? Although my idea is ridiculous, I still think that the doll in my hand when I fell from the building is Zhizhi! But...... The whole thing that happened in the psychiatric hospital was my imagination! There are no dolls at all! How did Zhizhi run to that mountain?

"Let's go," Dr. Ma walked in.

"Wan Boyi!" I shouted happily, and there was Wan Boyi behind Dr. Ma, Shanshan.

Knowing that the experience was my own imagination, I was suddenly relieved, it was a kind of psychological suggestion, I could escape from the psychiatric hospital by falling from the roof, Dr. Ma stopped me from jumping, but Wan Boyi wanted me to jump, it turned out that all of this was my psychological suggestion, and I was still thinking about why Wan Boyi wanted me to die, but now I have all figured it out.

"Ruolan, I heard Yan'er say that you are going to me to recuperate for a while, right?"

"No!" Before Dr. Ma could finish his words, Wan Boyi and I shouted in unison.

"Huh...... That one...... In fact, if she is blue...... It's okay...... "Yan'er also hurriedly helped me play the round, it must have been last night to see that I was wrong, and quietly sent a text message to Dr. Ma, but in the morning I said that I was just trying to trick her last night, so now Yan'er has dispelled her concerns about me.

"Wan Boyi, will you send me to school? I'm going back to class! I looked at Wan Boyi directly, with a little coquettish tone.

"Or else!" Shanshan suddenly said excitedly: "Let's go to the bar together to celebrate Ruolan's escape from death, where the four of us met when I first returned to China!" ”

Shanshan looked at Wan Boyi, Dr. Ma, and Yan'er, but when her eyes swept over me, they were fleeting, as if they were demonstrating, and as if they were happy for my recovery.

By the way, where did they meet? I know that Wan Boyi met Shanshan first, and then met me, and fell in love with Shanshan, and almost had a child...... I have no confidence all of a sudden, what kind of coquettish do I lie to Wan Boyi! Shanshan wanted to put me to death, but she was also forced to be helpless, she paid so much for a man, but this man ended up with his best friend, and it was understandable that he collapsed......

I was deflated and wanted to say, "Go and have fun, I'll just go back alone," but I couldn't open my mouth anyway.

"When is it? Also bar! Don't you know that Ruolan has just recovered from a serious illness! Wan Boyi reprimanded me fiercely, and then said to me gently: "Ruolan, go, I'll send you back."

Wan Boyi said this, I have an inexplicable sense of happiness, but at the same time I am suppressed by guilt, and I am a little afraid, will Shanshan hate me even more? Will you find another chance to kill me?

When I finally arrived at the dormitory, Yan'er chatted with me for a long time, and it was not until it was dark that she went upstairs to her bedroom to sleep. And then I realized that the self-directed and self-acted play was really like that, "the exit is on the roof of the building", and sure enough, I came out now, came out of the psychiatric hospital, and lived a campus life as I wished.

"Ruolan, if you sleep, turn off the lights, let's sleep first", Ah Yan said to me.

"Let's not close it yet, Sissi will close it when she comes back."

"Sissi?" Ah Yan looked at me blankly.

Yang Yang quietly climbed onto Ah Yan's bed, whispering, but I could hear it: "Why is she like this again?" Let's be careful".

In the end, I turned off the lights, but I couldn't sleep in bed, which didn't seem right......

Before I went to sketch, there was indeed Sissi in the bedroom! But after falling off the cliff, everything changed, and when I returned to the dormitory after falling off the cliff, everyone unanimously said that there was no such person, but didn't I fantasize about all this? Today is the first day I've been in my dorm room since I fell off a cliff! Why is it happening at this moment, the same as what you fantasize about when you are in a coma?

I lay on the bed and looked up at the place next to me, which should have been the same as ours, with a wardrobe and desk below, and a bed above, but it was full of clutter.

Suddenly, I was shocked, this scene is really exactly the same as my hallucination!

No, it's already starting to be wrong in the cave! Before 5 people went in, halfway through, everyone said that there were only 4 people, and there were only 4 people from beginning to end, and they all insisted that there was never a character of "Sissi" in my bedroom.

I remember that Sissi said before that her life on campus is actually a dream, the real she is over 80 years old, and she is not in good health and is about to die, when she dies, her dream will disappear together, and a dream is a dream after all, in case she disappears one day, others will only think that she has not existed.

Isn't that Sissi......

I must go to the psychiatric hospital tomorrow and meet my grandmother! Maybe Grandma will give me all the answers I want!

The mobile phone text message rang, and this number didn't need to be looked at to know that it was Wan Boyi: "Ruolan, I have something to tell you clearly, and I will stay after the psychology class tomorrow."

Do you want to tell me about Shanshan? Shutdown! Go to bed! Go find grandma tomorrow!

I finally fell asleep in a daze, but the whole night was a dream about Sissi, a big living person disappeared in my world like this, remembering that he once risked his life to accompany me to the psychiatric hospital, and there was a lot of love for me, how did it disappear! And the people around her don't admit her existence! I've got to get this thing straight!

"Ruolan, psychology class, hurry up", Yan'er knocked on my bedroom early in the morning, does Yan'er know about the matter between Wan Boyi and Shanshan?

"Wild Goose"

"Huh?"

"Shanshan's ...... thing" I looked at the person next to me and whispered, "That man ...... him"

"Hey, I haven't found it", Yan'er had a bitter face: "If a person really wants to hide, he will never find it again, he should be afraid of being responsible!" Damn it! If I meet him, I must peel him off! ”

"Well, so do I!" I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, it seems that Shanshan didn't tell Yan'er, otherwise what would Yan'er think of me!

"Yan'er, I'm not going to class anymore, my head still hurts a little, I want to sleep well", I made an excuse and stayed alone. When I think of last night's text message, it hurts a little, but I can't get close to Wan Boyi, even if I like him......

After everyone left, I also walked out of the campus, looking at the original milk tea shop at the school gate, now it has become a clothing store, it seems that a century away is so far away, if Lei Xing didn't save me, I wouldn't be in prison until now, I owe too many people in my life! If I ever had a chance to see Lei Xing, I would definitely ask him again, because Sissi was there when he rescued me.

The door of my grandmother's room was closed, and I walked over and was about to knock, but I heard a conversation inside, a man and a woman!

Woman: "Wait? Can't you die with me......" The woman's voice was full of helplessness and pain, with a crying tone.

Man: "I want to, too, but I can't!" The man's voice was also stalking: "Suicide will stay in hell for a long time, and our meeting is even more distant."

Woman: "Then I'll kill you"

Man: "It's useless, you can't fool the Grim Reaper."

Woman: "Then why don't you learn from Doctor Ma......" The woman had cried silently, with a kind of regret that she would not be able to complete until she died.

"Ruolan! You're coming to see Grandma? Suddenly interrupted by the nurse next to him.

I found myself eavesdropping at my grandmother's door, and I was a little embarrassed, so I immediately stood up and said embarrassedly, "Hmm...... Oh, yes...... It's been a long time......"

"Are you listening to a conversation in the room?"

"I ......" was too embarrassing to be exposed on the spot, so I had to bite the bullet and say, "Yes, who is in Grandma's room?" ”

"Don't you know?" The nurse looked at me suspiciously and asked, "This phenomenon has always been there, she has a severe split personality, often talks to each other with different personalities, and she never knows that there are other personalities in one body, and they all think that she is independent."

I see, after the nurse left, I stood at the door for a while and didn't dare to knock on the door, listening to the voice, it was clearly a young man and a woman, not an old lady at all! I remembered that my grandmother used to make a girlish voice, and it turned out that it was not her real self at all! And in retrospect, grandma does often talk to herself, it turns out that it is a split personality, but even if there is a split personality, the body will not change, that is, the hardware will not change, the vocal cords are still a woman's body belt, how can a man's voice be made?

Standing at the door, I was a little nervous, and I didn't dare to knock on the door, why did I still get Dr. Ma? I always feel that there is some secret inside, and once I break it, it will be difficult to end. (To be continued.) )