yes, he's gone, what should I do?

Will it not care? Can you really forget?

No! In a pig's eye!

Zhao Liying shook her head violently, she once thought that some memories would be dusted by the passage of time, and she also took it for granted that even if she kept in touch with Xu Rui, it was only limited to the exchanges between friends.

Now, she realizes that she is wrong, hopelessly wrong.

It turns out that there are some things in this world that cannot be defeated by time, and the reason why time can erase many unbearable past events is because time is strong enough, but we ourselves want to forget all this from the heart.

Completely forgetting about Xu Rui, Zhao Liying admitted that she couldn't do it, and since she couldn't do it, how could she use time to heal her wounds?

"I didn't expect that after so many years, I am still as ridiculous as the ignorant self at the beginning. Even before he reached the moment of dying, he couldn't see his true heart clearly, I was really stupid! It's stupid! ”

Zhao Liying has never hated herself as much as she did now, her cowardice, her woodenness, everything she did made this matter to this situation.

"I ...... I don't want you to go. I don't want you to go. Zhao Liying burst into tears, drops of crystal couldn't help but flow down the corners of her eyes, her makeup was completely spent, and her image was almost shattered, but at this moment, she didn't have any extra time to care about these things.

All she thought about was holding Xu Rui's hand tightly and not letting go, she no longer cared about the world's eyes. I don't care anymore that Xu Rui now has a family, she wants him, that's all. That's it.

Xu Rui smiled and looked at Zhao Liying's appearance at this time, his face showed a satisfaction that he had never felt in the past many years, for those who didn't know him, Xu Rui became famous, but no one ever found that he always had a trace of loneliness on his face that others couldn't understand.

"My greatest luck is to know you at the lowest point, my biggest regret. I didn't keep you when I was most successful, and my greatest wish is to be able to see you when I was dying. Li Ying. I'm sorry, but I'm still going to say it...... I love you! ”

After saying a word, the light in Xu Rui's eyes gradually dissipated, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. The demeanor is extremely peaceful. Compared with many cerebral infarction patients, he walked very naturally and easily, even if his eyes were closed, his appearance was still so indifferent.

"No!" Zhao Liying couldn't control her emotions anymore, she suddenly climbed onto Xu Rui's body and cried loudly, and at the last moment she finally understood her mind, but all this came too late for Xu Rui.

The room door was opened again. Xu Rui's wife and son came in and pulled Zhao Liying away, but they had been guarding outside the hospital bed all along. Because the doctor informed the family after the operation, Xu Rui has never been out of danger, and he may even die at any time.

"He's actually loved you all the time...... I once asked him why he didn't accept you at the beginning, and he said that he didn't accept it, he was just waiting for the answer you gave him, and some choices can only be made by yourself after all. It is because of love that it does not force you to do what you do not want to do. Xu Rui's wife sighed, and then smiled self-deprecatingly,

"The reason why he married me was not because he loved me, but from the beginning he gave me a chance to choose, if I accepted it then naturally became her wife, if not...... Then he won't force it. I thought he would explain something to me at the last moment, but I didn't expect him to wait for you. ”

Rumble!

Another explosion sounded in Zhao Liying's mind, she didn't expect Xu Rui's idea to be like this, she didn't expect that it was not because she was not good enough, so Xu Rui was unwilling to accept herself, but from the beginning Xu Rui was passively waiting for her acceptance.

"That's it, that's it, I'm so stupid...... I'm so stupid......"

……

……

The sunlight outside the window was shining into the room through the golden curtains, and on a large white bed, Zhao Liying was closing her eyes and muttering something softly.

There are still some tears in the corners of her eyes that have not yet dried, and even the white soft pillow has become wet, and everything in the dream is so real and real that it hurts to the heart, she cried countless times this night, and her eyes are swollen and swollen, which is very distressing.

"Bell, bell, bell...... Liying, are you up? It's time for us to go! ”

The recording of "The Idol is Coming" has a very fixed time period, and everyone has gathered at the hotel at 6 o'clock in the morning, and then goes to the filming location to start work after having breakfast together.

But today, after everyone finished breakfast, Zhao Liying was still in the room and didn't come down, such an unprecedented thing surprised many artists in the same group.

In terms of fame, there is more than one person who is older than Zhao Liying in the show "Idol is Coming", but in terms of dedication, Zhao Liying dares to say second, then no one dares to say first, such a person actually hid in the room for the first time in history and slept lazily, even Xu Rui felt extremely surprised.

"Brother Rui, is that you?" Zhao Liying in the dream faintly heard a familiar call.

......Seeing that there was no response in the room, Xu Rui frowned slightly, and shouted in a louder voice. Li Ying, is she unwell? If so, I'll call the doctor in the group to come and show you. ”

Hearing this long-lost care, Zhao Liying's whole person instantly opened her eyes, she looked at everything around her in disbelief, and suddenly the memories in reality came flooding back, and she realized that everything she had experienced before was a dream.

didn't care that she was still wearing silk pajamas, Zhao Liying didn't even wear slippers, so she jumped out of bed and ran quickly to the door, pulling the door open.

"Sure enough, it's a dream!" Two lines of crystal tears slid down Zhao Liying's cheeks again, no one knew what she experienced in her dream, the parting of life and death that was enough to make her regret a lifetime made her no longer able to control her feelings when she saw the living Xu Rui again, and the whole person threw herself directly into Xu Rui's arms.

"Brother Rui, I miss you so much...... I'll never wait until you're gone to remember that I should keep you. Woohoo......"

Belch?

Xu Rui was immediately stunned, feeling the constantly shaking body in his arms, he found that his heart had softened at this time, and at this moment he found that he really couldn't push the other party away, sighed lightly, and then two hanging hands directly wrapped around Zhao Liying's thin waist, bowed his head and whispered softly to her.

"Actually...... I've liked you for a long time. ”

Hearing this, Zhao Liying, who was held by Xu Rui's hands, trembled, looked up at Xu Rui, and asked with tears in her eyes, "Isn't it love?" You love me so much. ”

"No, because loving you is something I only need to do from today." Recognizing his heart, Xu Rui no longer cowered, poked his head and gently kissed Zhao Liying's hair.

"How long is that love?" Zhao Liying cried with joy, smiling without nose and eyes, she never found out that she would be happy to be like this because of someone's words, but it is not strange to have such a performance, after all, no one knows that she and he have been silently guarding each other for decades in the dream.

"Hmm...... That's 10,000 years. Xu Rui smiled, loving you for 10,000 years is the most classic dialogue, he blurted out without thinking deeply at all.

"Ten thousand years? No. After hearing this, Zhao Liying immediately shook her head, and said to Xu Rui very seriously: "10,000 years is too long, and one lifetime is enough for me." ”

"What about the next life?"

"In the next life, I will replace you with Brother Airui!" Zhao Liying grabbed Xu Rui's hand and held it firmly in the palm of her hand, as if she had sworn sovereignty, and she didn't let go at all.

"No matter how many women you have, you are my only Brother Rui. In this world, I won't let you go again...... (To be continued.) )