Chapter 151: Coward
"What did you say!?" Chu Xuan's eyes widened, this matter was simply unbelievable.
Just now, she was still talking happily with Wen Jieyu, but she was gone after a while?
Chu Xuan couldn't help but panic in his heart, what the hell was going on.
Yu Rong also looked flustered: "Slave maid...... The slave doesn't know. โ
And suddenly, a scene flashed through Chu Xuan's mind. She froze there.
"She has to be taught her the lesson she deserves."
Wen Jieyu's slightly hideous face when she said this made her previous indifferent temperament disappear in an instant.
But the loneliness and helplessness that came after that sentence also made people feel chilling.
"The lesson she deserves?" Chu Xuan read it out unconsciously.
Yufu asked in surprise: "Master, what did you say?"
"No, nothing." Chu Xuan pursed her lips, then raised her head sharply and asked Yu Rong, "Do you know what happened?" โ
Yu Rong also thought for a moment when she heard this: "I don't know, but I heard some of it."
"Tell me about it." Chu Xuan asked eagerly.
"It is said that the two met by chance, but it seems that something happened between the two. dismissed the palace people, and the two talked privately. As a result, after a long time, the palace people still didn't receive the news, so they went to take a look. It was found that both men had fallen into the water. AndใAnd it's gone.ใIt's gone.ใ The more Yu Rong said the back, the more puzzled her eyes became.
Chu Xuan slowly closed her eyes, holding her always charming and agile eyes, and her brows were tightly locked, as if there was sorrow around her. And the corners of the mouth are hooked up a shallow arc.
Chu Xuan, I really can't understand you, haven't you always disliked it and won't do it?
Where will it be easy? It's because there are too many high hopes that it's extremely heavy.
Speaking of which, you're a lot luckier than I am.
You can at least give birth and see him once in a while. And I had nothing.
But it's not that one after all.
She must be taught her due lesson.
Wen Jieyu's words still seem to be in her ears.
Chu Xuan raised his hand to cover his eyes, but two lines of crystal sparkle flowed out of his sideburns.
Uncontrollable whimpering.
The whimpering sound seemed to be pressed in Chu Xuan's throat, and there was only a low whimper.
It's not that hoarse, but it's always so sad.
Maybe she had already started planning a long time ago, and Chu Xuan didn't know it. From her every move. Even words and deeds can be seen. And she kept pretending not to understand. I don't want to wade into this troubled water.
Wen Jieyu is such a smart person, it is impossible not to see Chu Xuan's resistance. And what a self-respecting person she is, who doesn't need the help of anyone's handouts.
Chu Xuan remembered that Wen Jieyu had mentioned to her that Concubine Yi was the culprit who caused her to lose her child. Asked Chu Xuan if she was willing to form an alliance with her. But Chu Xuan rejected her.
But after several encounters. The two got along well. Even chatting is so in tune. It's almost become a good friend who talks about everything.
It's just that both of them tacitly didn't mention the matter of Yi Guifei. And Chu Xuan thought that this matter had passed for so long, and Wen Jieyu should also let it go.
didn't expect Wen Jieyu to choose this way in the end.
Indeed, the loss of a child. And how can it be calmed?
When Wen Jieyu made up her mind, Chu Xuan said that sentence.
She didn't want to wade into this troubled water, for the sake of this child.
Chu Xuan has never hated his cowardice and powerlessness once, but he has never regretted it.
Maybe this ending is Wen Jieyu's best explanation for herself.
avenged her children, but her hands were stained with blood, so they went to pay for their sins.
Yufu and Yurong invariably shut up and didn't say a word.
Only her own whimper was left in Yihuaxuan.
It was her first and perhaps only friend in the harem in the true sense of the word.
"Why did you enter the palace?" Chu Xuan tilted his head and asked Wen Jieyu with curiosity.
Wen Jieyu really thought it was funny: "Don't you understand?"
Chu Xuan's smile froze, leaving only one sentence: "We are all the same."
No, they're not the same at all.
Because she Chu Xuan is just a coward, she only dares to go with the flow. No matter how carefree and unafraid she is, she can't be a coward.
She was afraid of too many things, and she was bound by too many things.
Chu Xuan is not the original owner, but she is bound by more things than Wen Jieyu.
Chu Xuan, this is not like you.
Is it the illusion she showed that made Wen Jieyu think that she was also careless?
Chu Xuan withdrew his hand from his face and opened his eyes wide. Let the tears fill her eyes, blurring her vision.
"She'll be fine later." Chu Xuan asked in a hoarse voice, but his eyes were extremely empty. She didn't know who she was asking.
Yufu and Yurong just lowered their gaze and didn't say a word.
She thought that even if she was framed and died, it shouldn't be Wen Jieyu who walked in front of her.
After all, she is such an indifferent person, and she doesn't even have much of a relationship with fame and fortune. It's a pity that she fell in love with someone she shouldn't fall in love with. In this harem, it was her fault to conceive a child.
In the harem, Chu Xuan has changed, Yufu has changed, and even Yurong has changed. But the one who hasn't changed is gone.
Why did Chu Xuan and Wen Jieyu walk together?
Because Wen Jieyu is clean, it makes people feel comfortable in their hearts. There is no desire for profit, and there is no rush for quick success. But it has its own arrogance and arrogance, and no one is allowed to trample on it. This is the honor that belongs to her alone.
Even if she is an ice beauty, she only arms herself with the cold and protects herself.
Even the few people who are dissatisfied with others are because of that person.
"She's not changed, and she's right. It's just been wrong. There were no tears in Chu Xuan's eyes, and the tear stains were also dry on his cheeks.
Chu Xuan stood up on the edge of the chair and turned around, but the staggering steps made people feel inexplicably lonely.
The back is lonely and weak, making people feel like she is ten years old.
Chu Xuan doesn't have many friends, but they are all heart-to-heart.
Because of these talents, Chu Xuan has a sense of belonging in this world, and he began to look forward to whether he can live better in the future.
Since Chu Xuan can be pulled into this world by a situation where she doesn't know what the hell is, then Wen Jieyu may just change her life for a while and continue to live.
Now, Chu Xuan can only comfort himself like this.
Waiting until tomorrow morning, the loneliness on Chu Xuan's face has finally disappeared, so that people can't see a clue.
But when there was no one, the surging feeling was about to drown her.
And the hollowness in Chu Xuan's eyes was something that few people could see. (To be continued......)