229 This is an insult to Fusu
Fusu's shoulders began to shake, and the strength of his grip on her shoulders became less and less. Fu Su endured it and didn't let himself shed tears, but his heart was already crying.
Looking at him, Xiao Han felt that maybe she was wrong, she shouldn't have been quietly thinking about her mind for so long. She should tell everything, at least let Fusu know that she is not a scheming person. She licked the tears from the corners of her mouth, took a deep breath and said, "Fusu, you let me say that I have a bitter ......" she said as she tried to stand up. Fusu's tears flowed, his eyes turned red, and she wanted to comfort him.
Fusu let go of her violently, but when he let go of her, he pushed her, and he himself took a few steps back, and he pointed at her in disgust: "Don't come, don't come here, Fusu don't listen to your nonsense!" As a stranger, Fusu wants to ask you, do you know how immoral it is to do this? Do you know how many people have made these gods and ghosts uneasy? It's just that you have repeatedly teased Hu Hai, he can't make it, you want to be angry, I understand all this. However, he is my younger brother, did you think that he was my younger brother when you hurt him, I didn't like him anymore and didn't want to hurt him, don't you think it's too much to do this? Don't you think I'm disappointed by what you're doing? This is harmful, this is harmful! Fusu's hands trembled, he didn't know what to do, he wanted to pull her hair, open her head to see, how could this woman do this?
"I like Xiaohan so much...... She harms others without mercy or hesitation, with such means and scheming. …… And such a woman, she slept next to me, pretending to be stupid and clever in front of me...... I feel ashamed! Shameful! Shameful! ”
Fusu was like a trapped beast, whimpering, roaring, beating his chest, this "bang" sound seemed to hit Xiao Han's body, Xiao Han's heart throbbed and hurt, because of tears, Fusu became so blurred. So fragile. The tall man in front of her was as pitiful as a child, how could she stop him, would he hurt himself?
At this time, she was a little aggrieved. But not so strongly. She had already thought about this scene today. Merely. When it came, she didn't know she was going to be overwhelmed.
"Fusu, you listen to me......" She tried to get closer to Fusu. It's a terrible thing for a man to cry.
"Go away! Stay back! You're an abnormal woman at all! ”
"Everyone wants to harm you, everyone makes you wary, it's so difficult to have a child with you, and you think about your broken wooden board while holding me in your arms, this is an insult to Fusu, you know? Insult! Fusu's biggest insult since he grew up! Do you know? I, I'm ......" The more he spoke, the more uncontrollable he became, and he slammed his fist against the wall, and he spun around angrily, as if he had just figured out what he was going to do, and he walked a few quick steps, and found the wooden board in the crack of the cabinet, and fell to the ground with a "horn", and stepped on it, and with a "click", the wooden board shattered.
Xiao Han trembled at the voice, she wanted to catch him, but she was afraid that he would hurt herself. She took two steps, choked up and tried to make herself speak: "Fusu, don't get excited, you listen to me ......, it's not that I don't want to give birth, it's just ......that the time is not right, I will give birth in the future, about three or four years, really, I mean what I say!" I love you ......"
"Shut up! Don't listen to you anymore! Take away your rhetoric! I don't want you to have such love. Fusu doesn't want to be played by you again and again, you are deliberately harming others today, what are you going to do tomorrow? Fusu just wants a simple lover, as long as a simple life, from beginning to end, you know? ……”
Xiao Han nodded repeatedly. At this time, Fusu's voice seemed to be barely squeezed out of the ground, revealing desperate pain. "Fusu, I know, I know. But have you forgotten? When we were in Shangjun, we said that you can't live a simple life, you don't hurt people, and people hurt you. Your prestige is the reason why others kill you, you can't retreat from ......, Fusu, Xiaohan also want a simple life, simple love, but with you, it's impossible......" When she got here, she was also desperate, although she had always been underconfident. But at the moment, it is especially desperate.
Fusu's eyes seemed to be on fire, he stared at her, and asked bitterly, "So, are you going to harm people?" Do you think that if you do this, I will be able to sit in that position with peace of mind? Xiaohan, you underestimate me too much. I'd rather not have that position than harm people like this. After killing Hu Hai, there are so many younger brothers, what do you want me to do? What are you going to do? I'm going to be a pair of scumbags with you, is that right? ”
"Fusu, you can't say that about me, and you can't say that about yourself!" Xiao Han covered her mouth, she didn't seem to have cried loudly, she was afraid that she couldn't control her voice. "Fusu, I admit I lied, but have you forgotten what I once said? Sometimes lying is done to protect yourself, not to harm others. And today, I have another sentence to say, I lie because I love you, because I don't want to lose our loving ....... ”
"Don't say love me, shame, shame!" Fusu gritted his teeth and shook his fist. He really wanted to beat her up.
Xiao Han bravely greeted him, he was going to do it, and she had to finish speaking.
"You don't like to lie, so I'll tell you the truth today, Zhao Gao and Hu Hai want to kill you, they want to kill your whole family, and then someone takes advantage of this incident to rebel, and the whole country is in chaos ....... I'm not trying to hurt all your brothers, I just want to deal with both of them. I have been extremely merciful, but I just want them to stand aside, and be disliked by your father, and I don't want their lives......"
Fusu took two steps back, sneered, and stretched out his hand to stop Xiao Han from approaching him, "Look, you pretend to be benevolent, you admit it!" You confessed it yourself! Didn't you just say you didn't do it? Xiaohan, which of your words is true, do you know it yourself? ”
Xiao Han hurriedly assured: "What I just said is true, I came from the future, and this is all said in the book." I don't want you to be harmed by them, I not only want to protect you, but also protect Xiuwen and their ......," she suddenly felt sad when she said this. "Fusu, if you don't provoke me, maybe I'll still be alive, and with you, I won't even be able to survive, so, Fusu, I have to deal with them in advance, please believe me......"
"Enough, you madman!" Fusu interrupted sharply. His voice shook like a bomb, and Xiao Han's whole body contracted. Xiao Han believed that if he had a knife at hand, he would definitely kill her.
But at this time, Fusu had nothing but anger in his eyes. There is only sorrow. He clutched the clothes on his chest. As if this was the way he could control himself.
After a moment, he lowered his head. The voice was hoarse: "You can have children with whoever you want!" Even though you did bad things and deceived Fusu, Fusu still can't kill you, you go! After speaking, he dragged his heavy steps, walked to the door, pushed the door, flashed to the side, and then, turned his head, his eyes were empty, and he no longer looked at Xiao Han.
Xiao Han kept shaking her head, she said everything she had to say, but he still didn't believe her. She wanted to yell, "You idiot! But she couldn't scold. At this point, she cried so much that her body spasmed, and this feeling scared her. Growing so big, for the first time, I can cry until I have a spasm.
She squatted down and hugged her knees, but she couldn't even squat, she simply sat on the ground very unfiguredly. Despite such grievances and helplessness, one thing she knows is that she can't go, this is not the time to be angry. She still loves Fusu, this is a good man, a good man worth maintaining.
How could it be without him?
Seeing her sitting on the ground, crying aggrievedly and stubbornly, Fusu's tears overflowed her eyes again, they had been together for so long, and finally there was an inextricable conflict because of the matter in that position. The simple life, the simple love he wanted, did not exist. Xiao Han can't give it to him, and other women can't give it to him.
He struggled to keep his voice flat, and at this point, he felt it was time to say something close.
"Let's go! Let's really go. Letting you stay and sit in the position you are trying to grab is an insult to Fusu! …… In the future, you can continue to do what you like, Fusu will not pester you again, but you remember, don't tell people that we have lived together, it is an insult to Fusu! ”
Xiao Han raised her head sharply and looked at him in disbelief, tears blurring her eyes, but her heart felt pain clearly.
How could he say such a thing?
How could he say such a thing?
"You're going too far, Fusu, you're going too far,...... You don't believe me when I tell the truth. If it weren't for your dead face pestering me, I would have watched you as if you were watching a play, and you insisted on tying me and you together, and I had no choice but to earn my own life to ....... I'm trying to help you, why? I don't want wealth and power, I just want to survive......"
Fusu shook his head, he was really helpless, he couldn't communicate with the paranoid patient!
He tried hard to adjust his emotions and said to Xiao Han: "Xiao Han, forget it, don't cry, if you are wronged, just suffer a little grievance, we have no way to make it clear, I think it will be ...... in the future, thank you for helping me." I really can't accept this kind of life...... okay, you go. You've got somewhere to go. ”
Xiao Han shook his head and choked, but said resolutely: "If you don't leave, you can't drive me away, if you drive me away, I won't be able to escape the life of being killed!" I can only be with you, and only by saving you can I save myself. I'm counting on you...... Don't you remember what the woman said? She told you not to leave me......"
Fusu looked at the roof, raised his hand, but patted his forehead, he sighed helplessly, and said, "Forget it, don't say anything more." If you don't go, I'll go, I won't come back to this house. With that, he strode out the door, leaving the woman still sobbing.
Aunt Qiu watched uneasily as the eldest prince came out of the door and flashed to the side. There was a quarrel inside, and she heard it, and although she couldn't hear the content clearly, she still heard the repeated "harmful".
Women cry and are always pitiful, but the eldest prince is not a bully man, what happened to these two people? As a subordinate, she didn't know what to do.
Fusu led the horse, looked at Aunt Qiu's appearance of wanting to speak and stopped, wanted to say a few words, but couldn't figure out what he should say, think about it, forget it, let's talk about it later! (To be continued.) )
PS: Pothos originally wanted to give this work a name "Self-Talking Love", in the heart of Luthos, love others, that other person has actually been imagined by you, and it is already an image created. Not necessarily that person is like that. Xiao Han crossed over, she had to lie, and this kind of love was even more self-talking. But, how helpless, if the flesh wants to live, just rely on each other. The soul is free, just let it fly.