Chapter 43: Wait for You to Forget Who I Am

She just stood in front of me, her head bowed, reluctant to make eye contact with me.

"That's you!" I said and pointed to the woman across from me, oh, I should call it a woman to be exact.

She followed me to the huge, luxurious room near the staircase, and began to undress silently. Her figure is still as plump as it was back then, convex and concave, and her skin is pink and pink, like a girl.

I lit myself a cigarette and leaned back on the head of the bed and looked at her quietly.

She undressed and approached me as she had been years ago, her eyes closed, and she caressed my chest with all the tenderness she could, cautious and cautious like an elk.

"Would you like to smoke a cigarette?"

I gently pushed her away, pulled a cigarette out of the case and handed it over.

"Let's start, smoke when you're done!"

She closed her eyes again as she spoke.

"You still know me, don't you?" I asked again.

"I don't know each other anymore!" She said.

"How are these years?"

"It's good, how are you doing, are you all right?"

Her eyes were always twinkling, as if she was hiding a secret or reluctant to face me.

"Good, good!"

I flicked the cigarette ash in my hand to the ground, looked at the woman next to me, and unconsciously remembered the days when I lived in Bali Village.

This woman used to buy cosmetics in Bali Village, and the house she rented was next door to me.

Late every night I could see her dragging her tired body upstairs by herself, and every time she passed by my door, she would smile softly.

The month Tang Xiaoyun went home, I walked into her room on a drunken night, and she skillfully put me on her bed and said into my ear, "Actually, she has always liked me!" ”

I lived a very happy life during those days, every day a woman caressed my chest, and every day a pair of tender little hands pressed my lower body. She used to massage me, cook for me, and even wash off my socks and panties.

It's such a woman, she stayed by my side silently for a month.

The day before Tang Xiaoyun was going back, I said to her, "My girlfriend is coming back, and I won't be able to see you again!" ”

"Feng Tang, give me two hundred yuan, I'm pregnant!"

She sat in front of me that day and cried silently, tears streaming down her face and into her mouth. I felt a pain in my heart at that time, so I borrowed 500 from Lao Wu and handed it to her.

She only accepted 200 yuan, looked at me with tears in her eyes as she left, hugged me hard and never looked back.

In the years since, we have not seen each other again.

Sometimes I feel like a brute, not to mention the chaos of my own life, but I drag others down, which is really undeserved.

"Feng Tang, come on, I've been thinking about you all these years, I've always loved you!"

I listened to her and took a hard puff of my cigarette, and I couldn't say a word.

"Come on, do you want to be above or below, I won't take your money!" She said and leaned over to me again.

The scene was exactly the same as it had been four years ago, and life went round and round with some laughing and crying expressions, and then came back to the same place. It's like I just had a dream, and when I woke up, Huang Liang was ripe, my face was still the same, and the room was still singing "justonelastdance" by Sarahconnor.

"Let's go, let's only talk about money today, not love!"

I stood up as I spoke, she lifted her pants a little reluctantly, and said at the moment she went out: "Feng Tang, you have gone to college and are a cultural person, I am not wrong to love you!" She nodded very seriously, and continued, "Before leaving, can you let me kiss you!" ”

I closed my eyes, and she kissed me very seriously.

"Are you still alone?"

"No, I've been married for a long time, I can't endure hardship, so I'll come here, it's a day by day, I can't go down that day, I'll go back to my hometown!" She seemed to be looking forward to the future days, with a look of anticipation.

"Doesn't your husband know?" I asked.

"You know, she works on a construction site not far away, earning four or five thousand yuan a month, which is not enough!"

I don't know what kind of mood I feel at the moment, I took out the envelope He Peng gave me from my pocket and handed it to her, I think I mean it. "Hehe, no, I'm doing well now!" She said. "Don't do this again!"

After finishing speaking, I suddenly felt that I had said the stupidest thing in the world, what ability and qualification do I have to persuade others to be good? "Put it away, live a good life in the future, you're not married yet, are you?"

I didn't say anything more, and left the house as if I were fleeing.

After leaving the room, Cai Feidu was already done, and he was deeply immersed in the sofa in the middle of the hall, seemingly extremely tired.

walked over and handed a Hibiscus King to Cai Feidu, he looked at me and took it, as if the premature ejaculation just now had a lot to do with me, his expression was cold, bitter and hateful.

After waiting in the hall for a full thirty minutes, I saw Zhang Zhijun come out with his hands on the wall.

It seems that "Viagra" is indeed good, and it can make an old man behave more vigorously than a young man.

Presumably, the selfish Zhang Zhijun did not give Cai Fei an extra pill of "Viagra", but ate two pills by himself. Two wolf-like women are serving this guy, if I don't toss anymore, I really won't have a good way.

It was very late when he came out of the Golden Emperor, Wang Ba sent us out of the hall, and the moment he went out, he said beside me: "Mr. Wei has always wanted you to come over, but it seems that your position is still very firm!" ”

I can fully understand the meaning of Wang Ba's words, if I jump into that swimming pool, it means that I have the heart to walk with Mr. Wei and do something that is not good-looking; If I hadn't jumped and chose to receive Zhang Zhijun and Cai Feidu, it would prove that my heart was not here. I don't even quite understand why with Mr. Wei's strength, he would be so blue-eyed to such a small person as me, the most important thing in this city is talent, and I didn't feel that I was so important when I grabbed it.

"I know, it's fate!"

I said and opened the car door, rolled down the glass and waved goodbye to Wang Ba after getting in the car, the night has been mild unconsciously, spring may not be far away.

Xi'an looks extremely gentle at night, with shining lights and melodious songs, a prosperous scene. But I remind myself all the time that if I don't have my own business, my own house and my own woman in this city where the lights shine, then I will always be destined to be a passerby, come softly, go softly, and not take a cloud with me.

Zhang Zhijun and Cai Feidu's homes are on Electronic Second Road, I drove them two back, watching the two of them get out of the car with a satisfied expression after the evil fire was eliminated, and my mood changed badly again.

I parked my car on the side of the road, lit a cigarette, and looked at this city that would never fall asleep, and would always be full of lights, and my heart suddenly became cold. Nothing in this city exists because of me, except for the sincerity of a woman I have forgotten my name to whom I once owe. She said she still loved me, but I didn't know what she loved about me. Is it a filthy soul after many years, or a fresh and beautiful shadow in the eyes of a girl many years ago?

It's not early, after smoking a cigarette, I drove in the direction of Qujiang Chunxiao Garden, the old trees on the side of the road that are about to pull out their buds stand lonely on both sides, the neon on the street silently falls backwards, and all the stories about love continue to ferment. At this time, Andy Lau's "Wait You Forget Who I Am" sounded on the radio, and the voice kept trembling, like a child who didn't play anymore......

I can't finish a sentence / Why not finish and rest assured / How difficult it is to live a lifetime / Maybe we can't love each other / It's the best arrangement of God;

When you forget who I am, forget my tears/We can only meet/Because sad people will inevitably regret it/Fall deeper and deeper over and over again......

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