readx; Qiao Shibai - extra

My first impression of life was that I was on the run. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

I don't even know what the meaning of being a human being is living.

The impression of her mother is that at the moment of her death, her mother seems to have gone peacefully, or she has long expected such an ending.

His father later said that his mother was a good person, and to him, his mother was like a princess.

Later, when he grew up, he realized that his mother was indeed a princess, a spoiled princess.

After the death of their mother, they began to flee, in fact, they were already on the run before this, but the death of their mother changed the escape from three people to two people.

My father's martial arts are not good, although he has learned the art of Qimen Dunjia, but he is still a little embarrassed to escape.

Attacked everywhere in the rivers and lakes, my father was desperate and took me to the country of Chilu.

It was the time of war in the Chilu country, but in fact, not long after the war, the situation was stabilized, and we were stabilized with it.

However, this stability was established after the death of the first king of the Chilu Kingdom, the death of the eldest prince, and the usurpation of the throne by the younger prince. The little prince who ascended to the throne took a fancy to his father's ability and wanted to keep him by his side to do things.

My father was in the rivers and lakes, and he didn't agree with it, but he couldn't help it, and after his father escaped from one cage, he fell into another cage.

The king gave his father a casual job, and then he was a casual job, but he didn't have much power, but he kept doing things according to the rules and doing what they wanted.

I really don't know what the difference was between my father and those who called slaves at this time.

My father didn't allow me to practice martial arts, but just passed on all his Qimen Dunjia skills to me, just to leave me a way to save my life.

But this way of saving my life later became my cage.

My father was depressed for so many years, but after all, he couldn't afford to get sick and left me.

My father died of illness, and the king, perhaps feeling indebted to him, agreed to let me go.

However, he decided to let me go, but his son detained me without his knowledge.

Seeing that his son, who was only about my age, had taken away my freedom, I seemed to have taken it lightly.

There's no point in living anymore, but I don't have any reason to die, so be it.

Actually, I don't know martial arts, and I don't have that much ambition, so I don't need to be locked up like this, but later, I got used to it.

Maybe this life is like this, in such a small yard that doesn't count the four directions, doing the same things as his father and living the same life as him.

Maybe it's because I haven't lived an ordinary life, so I don't feel like this kind of life, maybe I'll live a little longer than my father!

It all came to an end until the fairy-like woman fell silently in front of me.

I have seen very few women in my life, except for my mother, and I may have been fortunate enough to meet a few palace maids, but those palace maids are not as beautiful as her after all.

She said her name was Hanahime.

Sure enough, she is a beautiful woman like a flower.

She said she was going to get me out.

I never had hope for that.

It would be nice if these royal affairs were as simple as she said.

It's just the mechanism map of the Golden Dome Palace, and to her is, I've been doing things for others all these years, maybe I have no choice, but I am willing to do things for her.

When I gave her the map, I knew that this woman might be the last time I saw her.

The Golden Dome Hall of the palace is the most familiar place for me in this Chilu country, and it is even more familiar than the four heavens, so I know that this woman will be more than lucky when she goes to break into the Golden Dome Palace.

Although I was extremely reluctant to see her again.

But even if I stopped her, I still couldn't see her.

Then I will do what she wants, and she may have given me hope.

Looking at her departing figure, I felt a little regretful for the first time, maybe I could stop her, why did I have to kill her?

The thought swirled until I saw her again.

At that moment I really couldn't believe my eyes, I could still see her, even though she was lying in the arms of a strange man, unconscious.

But she's alive.

At that time, I really understood what euphoria was, but I didn't know what expression to use for this mood, and it seemed that happiness should not be so obvious on that occasion.

The man's concern for her was clearly written on his face, and I felt it for the first time at this time, what it was like to change from hope to disappointment.

Maybe I shouldn't have been delusional in the first place.

However, the appearance of this woman really made me feel something emotionally fluctuating, although it was only a flash in the pan.

Later, the woman and I were arrested at the same time as the woman, and on the way to the arrest, she behaved very calmly, as if she was going to a relative's house for tea.

In fact, she didn't actually go to a relative's house for tea, maybe for her, the palace was originally her home.

After living in the Chilu Kingdom for so many years, maybe I know better than her how much honor it is to be the eldest princess of the Chilu Kingdom, but she doesn't care, and she is still very reluctant when the king of the Chilu Kingdom speaks.

When I knew that she was not a simple native of the Central Plains, but the daughter of the eldest prince who died on the battlefield in the Chilu Kingdom, the most noble princess of the Chilu Kingdom, I was still secretly thinking that this woman might really be raised in Dakang, and I didn't know how thick the sky was.

However, the affairs of the royal family, how can it be so simple, I just think it is too simple.

At that time, I didn't know what her name was, and it wasn't until I left the Chilu country that I heard a little rumor, she was the eldest princess of the Chilu country, and her name was Hua Xiaoxi.

The king of Chilu is terminally ill, and the princes are ready to move for the throne, at this time, what she, the eldest princess, brought to her is not the supreme glory, nor the endless glory and wealth, and this identity brings her is the troubled waters of the throne battle, maybe, she will die in this troubled water without a place to bury.

What about the eldest princess, without the support of her parents, when she comes back at this time, she will be sent to death.

What I didn't expect was that although this woman didn't admit her identity in front of me, the first thing she proposed was to let the king of the Chilu Kingdom send me away.

At that moment, the heart that seemed to be dead came to life again because of this sentence.

Since my father's death, no one has ever thought of me first in danger, this woman who promised to save me just when they met in Pingshui, this woman who was so wishful thinking that I was tempted.

It wasn't until later that I returned to Dakang and heard the news of her death, and my heart died with the news of her death!

Back in the Central Plains, I always remember what my father told me that I also have a relative, that is, my maternal grandfather, the father of my poor mother.

He is the ghost king of the Ghost Valley, and I have heard my father mention it a lot before, and it is not very difficult to find the Ghost Valley.

When I saw the ghost king, I was not as excited as I imagined, the person in front of me was my only relative in this world, but so what, my parents, they can't come back.

When my grandfather heard that my mother had died in the pursuit of those martial arts people, he wanted to avenge my mother in a fit of rage.

Yes, revenge, I seem to have found a new purpose when I hear these two words.

For the first half of my life, I was a tool of others, and when I was free, I couldn't even think of what to do, and at this time, avenging my mother became something I felt I could do.

But what I didn't know was that my ambitious grandfather didn't just want to avenge his mother, he had a bigger purpose, he wanted to dominate the world.

I don't care about his old man's past, I just think it's okay to be ambitious, at least to have the meaning of life.

I don't have anything to think about, he can do what he wants, I just watch it silently, I've always been light-hearted, I really don't have so many emotions to cooperate with him.

What I didn't expect was that later I actually met Nangong Yifeng in Guigu, the person who once wrote all the worries about her on his face, the person who was covered in blood with her, and the person who held her firmly in his arms.

He turned out to be a native of Guigu.

He must have been shocked when he saw me!

However, I never asked him anything about her, I just thought she was dead, and those days were just a dream.

At that time, I really never dreamed that my grandfather's ambition would let me meet the only person who could still make my heart fluctuate a little after my life.

The slim and smiling eldest princess of the Chilu Kingdom, she is still alive.

She fell straight in front of me like she did when I first saw her, and at that moment, I really felt like I was really dreaming.

Later, the helpless smile in her bright eyes made me feel the truth of all this.

She didn't die.

The woman named Hua Xiaoxi didn't die.

She was still in front of me, and with a frustrated look on her face, she asked me to save her.

At that time, the heart seemed to come alive again.

However, at that time, I was probably used to numbness, and I didn't realize that this woman's amazing smile had been ingrained in my heart.

It turns out that in my life, only in that underground room, the day and night I spent with her, was the happiest and the most real.

Unfortunately, by the time I realized all this, it was too late.

Later, she was taken away by her maternal grandfather and locked up as a punishment.

In fact, at that time, I knew that she was more than lucky.

I tried to save her and offered to marry her.

I never cared about my grandfather's past, so I didn't know that this woman's mother had a grudge against my grandfather.

After so many years of being at ease with what happens, I didn't stick to it.

Her smile often appeared in front of me, and I couldn't stand it, so I found a place to do more.

Later, I heard that she stabbed her grandfather and killed many people in Guigu.

I rushed over, but all I heard was my grandfather's fury, and she had to die.

She was such a beautiful and clever woman, and she died like this, and I still watched her die? Rao is my heart that has been numb for so many years, and it was also violently shaken.

I didn't care about listening to what Nangong Yifeng said, I rushed up, I must marry her.

Actually, it wasn't the right time for my numb heart to wake up, and Nangong Yifeng and I proposed to marry her at the same time, which made my grandfather very angry.

Later, I could only watch her being sent to the prison, the place where there was no return.

When I was in a hurry, I heard the news that she was married, no, to be precise, her identity as a queen.

Shocked, in addition to shock, it was still shocked, it turned out that she had married a woman, that person was not me, not Nangong Yifeng, but the emperor who was high above.

No wonder she was disdainful of the identity of the eldest princess in Chilu Country at the beginning, no wonder she thought about things so thoroughly, just because she was the queen and the most noble woman in the whole Dakang.

Thinking about it, she is also a legend in this life, and the two most honorable seats in the world have been sat by her.

But what about the legend, she is going to die.

Again, this strong feeling of powerlessness that I hate most in my life.

I locked myself up.

Until the husband of this legendary woman, I am not qualified to be his rival, the emperor who is high, and brings people to save her.

The last thing I regret doing in my life is to block that trick for her.

It doesn't matter if I die, anyway, I have long lost the meaning of life, the only meaning of life is her, but she ......

The moment she stood in front of Nangong Yifeng, she split my heart to pieces.

There is a person who goes to the trouble for her, and her heart is not in me, and for her, I am an outsider by life.

Maybe it's good to be numb, I don't know what it's like to feel distressed, but at that moment, my heart was about to burst.

I am reminded of a folk saying, "Mourning is greater than death."

I guess that's who I was back then!

Still, I couldn't let her die.

But to her, I'm just a passerby, I'm just a passerby!

But allow me to be selfish this time, because only then will she remember me for the rest of her life.

I remember that I used to be an indifferent moth to the fire, I remember that my numb heart once lived for her, and I remember that I also have a deep love for her.

I guess that's a thousand words!

I didn't give her a chance to refuse, I didn't leave myself a chance to listen to her reject me, I was afraid, although it was already doomed.

It turns out that the thing I fear most in this life is that she will reject me.

In the end, she is still alive, which is enough, maybe for her, I am dispensable, but I know that she still has someone to love in her life, even if that person is not me, as long as she is happy, it is my greatest wish in this life.

I use half of my life to exchange for your happiness, I can't do anything for you, I just hope that you must be happy, live the life you want to live, do what you want to do, whether it's a princess or a queen, as long as you're happy, I die without regrets.

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